omg.. i still dont believe it.. i dont believe myself... omg.. i still cant process it thru my brain yet.. woahh.. i damn happy lehh!

this sucks. i hope when i go back to st nicks.. i dont hafta see stupid people eg. people from charity.. wisdom or hope crying and crying.. then saying.. i got an a2.. i dint get my 9/10/11 a1s.. i swear.. i;ll seriously consider causing them to have a swollen face tmr.. ughh.. and i hope our class people.. okay... mainly neo esta kw wont cry.. cus it'll jus delay time.. and if they cry.. then wen will also cry.. then i'll be jus sorta staring at them.. looking like i got 10 pts or smth.. hahas... but of cus i dint and i wun.. i'll jus look like it.. cus i think i'll be the most normal looking person.... but basically.. i hope everyone i know does well lah.. yepp. oh no! esta jus called and said that i hafta be in sch by 130.. what crap... i dowanna go back so early and hear the teachers talk rubbish.. like how many percent scored distinction... waht rubbish.. i dont fail then i happy liao lor.. sigh.. i really dont feel like part of stnicks lor.. everyone will be sorta feeling sad cus they got 10 15 20 points.. and i'll be sad cus i cant go anywhere?!? abit outta place right.. yeahh.. okay.. most prob will be going to east coast after this. hafta be home early tho.. cus i ditn do well.. hahas.. must act guai! yeahhh.. try and blog again tonight.. if i can come online

sighh.. feelin damn slpy now.. sighh.. but i bu xiang go offline... cus tmr.. then i cannot use com liao.. SIGHHH... how now brown cow... oops.. i mean.. now how..

wahh... i'm home.. reached hm abt twenty mins ago.. yeahh.. went to sch in the morning.. to find taht wen dint come sch!?!? hahas.. and ydae she still scolded szuyu for not wanting to come sch.. hahas.. crap.. then right.. luckily for me.. szuyu came to sch!!! so nice of her horr... hahs.. then i went to her class for maths lorr.. her teacher is soo super damnit nice.. woahh.. if only i had her as my teacher instead of the mousey looking guy who walks like kw... hahas.. i'll prob go for many more maths lessons! hahas.. damn siann... then ltr szuyu and i went to lib to slack.. kevin andy yinkhuan came to play.. cus we took kevins cards.. as in.. cus stupid wen dint come sch... then szuyu and i had nothign to do all day.. :( so sad..!! then ltr szuyu went to slp and i went to read asterix!! hahas.. so long nv read asterix liao lorr. i miss asterix! hahas.. i think i'm going nuts.. yawns.. it must be becus i'm too damn slpy.. ughh.. and i dint really have much time to blog.. cus i've been reaching home qte late the past few days.. yeahhh.. tonights prob my ;ast night at the com! must try to stay up later!! hahas.. yeahh,.. where was i? oh yarrr. in the lib.. then i suddenly remembered that i forgot to tell esta that i wanted to go watch chicago with her and neo.. then i found out they ponned sch.. and were gonna watch the 1245 show.. damn idiot.. ahhh.. summore they already bot the tickets lorr.. ughh... so dumb.. soo in the end.. i went out to eat and watch daredevil with the oi people.. yeahh.. then went to ps and walk walk lorr and have dinner at macs..i ate the spicy chicken.. and spent almost all my money! i have only... TWO?!?! dollars?? and then went home lorr.. so damn tired.. ughhh..

damnn sian right now.. got home less than an hour.. hmmms.. think i'm going home qte late these days.. but... there is a good reason.. friday getting back results leh.. i obv wun do well.. so i obv hafta go home everyday damn early and crap.. sighh. i so ke lian right.. then i come home got no com to use summore.. cus my dad will defintiely tk the keyboard away.. ughh.. and... if i'm going poly.. then i hafta work lor.. WORK! work.. work.. sigh.. so tiring.. cannot slp one summore... wahhh... then what can i do huhh?
-sighhh- damn sad ahh.. yawns.. i damn slpy.. so i summarise my day agn k..

sian.. today went sch.. then went for maths lesson.. wahh.. i damn damn damn slpy.. but cldnt slp peacefully... somehow i kept waking up.. it was terrible.. sighh.. then after taht wen and i dint feel like going for lecture.. but amir saw us as we went back to class to get our bags.. he jus ask us for collar pin and say why our socks so low.. huhh.. i think my socks today is qte high one.. hahas.. i mean.. for ankle socks its high lahh.. yeahh.. cus sock too long.. :/ oh yeahh.. i had my collar pin with me.. so only yiwen had to buy.. hahas.. so kelian horr.. sch endign then amir still make her buy.. :) hahas.. then ltr we had our break.. then we went to library.. hahas.. and no one caught us.. i slpt for a while on the floor.. then woke up to play jenga.. kiak brot it to sch to play.. yarr.. i lost one game.. was super unfair lor.. cus i had like three turns.. and all take the same color one.. how to not make the tower fall right?!?!? hahas.. yeahh.. sighh.. then after that jus sat ard and told jokes.. okayy.. wen and i were listening to the jokes.. all abit ribald kinda jokes lorr.. yeahh.. wah lieww.. i'm seriously too tired to continue.. try to blog more tmr!! nightt!

damn tired right now.. i'm having gastric summore.. this is terrible.. ughhh.. went to sch.. then went ice skating.. then went to town for dinner.. but i dint eat anything.. jus watched people eat.. cus they were eating chicken rice.. and i dun like lahh.. but i had no appetite to eat anything even tho my tummy keeps growling lorrr... still hungry.. sighhh... dun feel like blogging... damn slpy..

sighh.. the links to the photos dont work.. if you wanna see the photos then tell me k?? yeahh!

ahhh.. so happy.. i found back the logo that i had ages ago.. think in sec 3 one.. the super cute people thing.. ahhh.. so happy!!!! hahas. i'm damn happy at certain things lorr.. i'm going crazy!

hmmms.. tmr we going to ice skate.. should i wear jeans? cus i always fall down.. then i dowanna get more cuts.. but if i wear.. then my poor bag will be soo heavy!!! hmms.... i wonder... okayy.. i think i';m super damn contradictory... think i'll carry a bigger bag to sch tmr! like maybe my humongous mambo bag.. :/ but.. what if kevin comes to school?!?! then we;ll have the same bag.. aiyorrr.. i really think i'm going mad...

sighh... forget it lahh.. i paste the webbie here you all go see yourself k?

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thats for hotel night one..

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and this is for grad night! :)

wahh.. finally i can blog huhh.. after waiting for abt three hours.. ughhh.. hahas. go see my new links k? its to the photos for grad and th enight after.. found taht i actually took damn little photos.. hahas.. cus the rest is with.... kw and esta! -grrrr- must make extra copies for us what... why you guys girls forgot!! ahhh.. hahas.. anyway today was qte fun lahh.. but the first lesson was idiotic.. all wens fault!! ahhh.. hahas.. cus she say go for econs tutorial mah.. so i agreed.. then when we went... we had a TEST?!? like.. so shit.. we havent went for lessons in ages.. and when we do finally go we jus nice have a test?? woahh.. too coincidental for me.. :( hahas.. then after taht we went to library to play uno... then had break.. the food was terrible.. indigestable.. ughh.. er si wo le... hahas.. but now.. i have instant noodles!! sighh... the net damn sian today lorr.. like got not many people to talk to.. mmmmms.. sian lahh.. :/ sighh.. i jus tried my links.. realised they dont work.. sighh.. i better go figure out a way.. :(

look at this.. its damn cool.. to me lah k...

hmms.. jus got off the phone and went toilet.. sian.. why could my mommy have slept longer.. so i cld do without all the nagging that i just know's gonna come.. sighh.. and she keeps thinking taht i'm talking to daph on the phone.. when i'm not.. i mean.. whenever she sees me using the phone. she jus immediately assumes its her... this is getting sickening.. urggghhhhh.. wah sians.. i think i blogged alot alot today.. and the days not over yet.. hahas.. wonder how much can i blog by the end of the day.. sighh... i'm really dreadin the day we get our o's results back.. i think i can jump down a building liao.. sighh.. hope i get 20 pts.. i'd rather go a jc. but i know that its qte impossible for someone of my calibre to do well huhh.. sighh

haiyooorr... my mommy is damn weird lorr.. suddenly ask me if oi got any guy like me.. then i truthfully said no.. then she say how come dun haf.. then i say cus i'm not likable what.. hahas. sianned. :/then she warned me not to be like last time.. and that sorta pissed me off.. urgg.. its non of her business lor.. urghh.

i think i'm in a blogging mood again!! hahas.. ohh. lots of people are saying that tp -- temasek poly.. not toa payoh is nice lahh.. hmms.. maybe i can go there huhh... cus i'm so damn sure i cant go to a jc.. sigh. i'm soo gonna get killed by my parents... :/ sighh.. okayy... going to poly's quite fine too right.. i think. i mean. at least you can go somewhere.. and i can wake up ltr.. but no one's gonna fetch me ard no more.. and i hafta get loads and loads of new clothes.. they dun allow skirts above the knee i think.. :/ sighhhh... so sad... okayy.. but if i gotta go poly.. then i dunno what course to take at all?!?! major sigh.. SIGHHHH....

ohh.. tmr is the day with ALOT of free periods.... okay.. not really alot.. but i haf pe tmr.. i dowanna go for pe.. wen... we zao pe can?? pleaseee.. i dun feel like playing the stupid floorball or whatever lame games amir can think of.. and i dowanna do all the stupid situps! ahhh.. ltr we play against the clifford's team again.. is that his name? then he keep asking me to do some more.. urghh.. sian... do you all wanna play bball tmr?? ehh.. you all must tell me k?? so i know whether or not to bring shorts.. and erhrmmm.. yarr.. k..

riddles time...

qn. What does John the Baptist and Winnie the Pooh have in common?
anws. their middle name!

qn. Why are there so many people with the surname 'Tan' in the phonebook?
ans. cause all of them have phones

qn. What did the doggy say to the tree?
ans. woof woof

qn. what do you do when you're inside a rhino!
ans. run around till you're all pooped out!

---- contributed by dan.. hahas.. the lamest person ever..

you are the "you're so dumb" happy bunny.
you are brutal in your words and enjoy putting
others down.

yawnns.... i'm awake.. can you believe it?!?! its only eight plus.. and i'm awake... omg.. i so damn tired.. but i cant go back to slp.. sighh. ohh.. and i read abit of the papers this morning cus i saw this indian guy who died recently lahh. and it was on the front page.. woahh.. i mean obituaries are not found on the front page right? oh.. but he's pretty cool.. he made like his first million when he was thirty.. and he has a happy and nice looking family.. and he is a seriously damn nice guy and has this super ex and nice house.. hahas. i mean its along nassim road.. woahh. the picture taht they took looks nicer than veras house lor.. hahas. and veras house is soo super nice. in case you dunno how does vera's house look.. it has a lift and swimming pool and looks like a hotel resort.. hahas. and the rooms are damn big... its like my living room.. excluding the balcony part.. yarr. damn huge.. and each of the bedrooms have their own toilets!!! woah! so good. if i had my own toilet.. i dun hafta help my idiot bro flush his toilet! hahas! okayy.. the deceased [feels weird sayign deceased but if i say the dead guy it sounds worse right??] okay.. the late millionaire has this three super pretty daughters.. hahas. okay.. not super pretty.. but they are pretty.. must look at the life section pg 5.. they look prettier inside.. and got one girl looks like a model.. hahas. i think i'm super free lah horr.. ahh sab came online.. but she's away... WHYYY.... deprive me of people to talk to.. so sad... :( sighh.. i think i dowanna blog anymore for now... hahas. k.. go read the papers if you have straits times at home okay?? and refrain from reading the sports part! cus of a tragedy... TWO tragedies.. :(

feels so damn screwed and sad now.. and i made someone else sad too.. sigh. feeling bad now.. and damn wo nang fei.. and sigh.. like shit..

sian ahh... i haf smth i feel like saying damn badly.. i mean shouting damn loudly!!! arghh. but cannot shout here.. hahas.. cus..... the person knows my blog add!!! :) hahas. joel is beign damn funny now.. k.. blog moer today or tmr!

i am so damn pissed off right now. blogger sucks like hell. arghhhh can you tell.. my first entry is humongous.. and i dint mean to do it.. arghhhh!!!!

your warm arms that embraced me ever so tightly
your entrancing eyes that gazed into me ever so often
your sweet words that turn my heart into much spoken ever so fondly
all disappeared along with you..
all that remains is fragmented memories that
i try to remember and forget at the same time
uncertain of what i want
only certain of what i need
afraid to reach out and grasp it
i always turn it away
and watch you walk further and further away from me..
why cant i say what i feel.
when emotions threaten to surge to the surface
can i always try to keep it in
can i always try to act like it doesnt matter
when you're all that i think of

but now the situation has changed
and you're finding yourself in a new place
fittin in well and being happy..
someone else has occupied the vacant space in your heart..
who do i find to occupy mine..
or do i even have a heart left
advice to others come easily
yet to try to work it out for myself
seems to difficult
i need someone to pull me thru
and yet when i look around
i have no one left
tears cannot bring me any comfort
it jus assuages the pain in me for a while
a short while. a minute pause.. [my - nute.. not minutes and hours]
and emotions assail my being once again
the unwilling suppression of feelings doesnt work for long
as i break down in solitude each day
wont anyone come and save me
wont anyone come and take me away
from this hell i'm going thru
opening up is always so hard
to anyone..
sigh.
save me. kill me.
i need salvation

happy birthday daph

i'm such an idiot.. :/ what are the chances of her seeing this right? i think i shd definitely seriously try harder to forget.. everyone seems to be telling me taht.. even people that i just knew.. sighh.. why doesnt anyone stand on her side to support me.. :/ sigh. nvm lah.. shall tell myself.. forget her you idiot.. FORGET!!!

sigh.. i'm suddenly feelin damn sad.. i dowanna get back my o levels results lor... so scarey.. cus i'll obviously not do well.. sigh.. hope i pass 3 subjects.. :( english emaths and.. sigh.. i dunno.. art? hopefully pass lit and sc too.. :( wen and szuyu like cant wait to get back their results lor.. the exact opposite of me.. sigh.. i rather stay in oi then get my results back lor.. :( i seriously screwed my o's up.. sigh.. cus i was havin serious relationship problems at that time. sigh. i hate it. maybe if i nv got att.. then i wld have studied.. as in studied like sara like taht.. i mean.. at the start of sec 4 and end of sec 3 we sorta said taht we'll both try and get below ten points for o levels.. :/ this seriously sucks.. :( i miss sara.. wish i could have her grades instead of mine.. hope that the other five of us can get into jc.. :/ feels damn weird now.. for the past six going on seven yrs.. wen and i have been like in the same sch.. if i'm suddenly in a different sch frm her i'll feel weird.. haiyorr... i'm seriously stupid.. :/ and idiotic.. :( what if i cant even get into a poly right.. i can like kill myself.. if i can get into a poly.. think i'll go to one where my frens are.. i mean.. where most my frens are.. and do courses taht most of them do.. :/ sigh. i'm just totally screwing my whole life up. maybe i shd haf asked to retain in sec 3.. :/ with char and lynnette.. maybe... :/ but i dowanna be in the same class as the shit.. :/ sigh.. i think i'm thinking too much. will stop now.. sighh...

sighh... woke up abt 1 plus today... and now i;m damn sian.. cus there's nothing much to do online now.. and its like i think everyone went out or smth.. hahas.. leaving me home alone.. :( but right.. its jus as well.. cus i ran outta money.. really ran out.. :/ hafta change my hk dollars back and get money back frm my mom.. :/ sighh.. and ltr when she comes home then i cant use the com anymore.. then hafta find smth else to do.. but what is there to do.. sighh.. my life is in utter ruins..

i'm back to blog more now liaoo... sch was sian today.. had this super long assembly today lor.. was terrible.. then after taht wen adn i went library to play uno.. szuyu nv zao class at all today lor. so guai hor.. so.. actually wen and i zaoed all lessons except for gp lah.. cus i knew the gp teacher saw me this mornign.. k.. then gp was qte fun lah.. the teacher said that i was fully awake for once.. hahas. was this competition btwn the faggs and the girls in class lor.. hahas. obv the girls win lah hor. oh yarr.. another damn stupid thing.. today i brot the stuff for sab rach wen szu yr to sch what right.. then i kept it in a locker lah.. the lockable type.. then someone figured out the password or smth.. and changed it.. so idiot hor.. arghh!!! then ltr wen and i went to her house first cus she forgot her wallet.. we ate at her house.. then went to cine to watch catch me if you can.. then ltr she went hm lah.. then i went to eat dinner lor... then walk ard abit more... then i went home liaoo... i really got no mood to blog leh.. how?!!?! okay.. finish blogging!

damn sian.. anybody wanna watch maid in manhatten? tell me okay..? cus i wanna watch too... :)

i'm home!!!! k.. today was okay too.. wen and i went to watch catch me if you can.. not bad lah.. i think. but i still wished i watched hot chick instead.. cus i felt like laughing.. wahh seh. my lil bro damn vulgar lor.. playin wc3 then talk to himself... then keep sayin kao.. fuck... he's like in primary sch lor.. damn vulgar.. hahas. k.. anyway.. i go bathe now lah.. cus jus got back.. decided to take a cab after all.. hahas.. k. blog more ltr.

Which Poem Are You?

two days more to someone's bday.. in case i wont be able to come online.. happy bdae daph..

What
kind of clothes should I be wearing? by Evelyn

i'm home... woahh.. i'm super damn tired and slpy.. but then agn.. i'm always slpy.. haiyorr.. i think i dun wanna blog much abt hk lah.. i jus mainly went there shop abit.. and eat and sightsee abit? nothing really much lor.. oh.. but i love the watsons in hk lor!!! hahas. they have alot of make up and other stuff.. its 3 storeys!!!!! AHHH.. hahas. okay.. think i'll blog abt today...

this mornign i went to oi lah.. then intended to zao cus no one... as in really no one except sab was gonna go sch.. i'm not such an idiot to go sch like that lor.. sighh.. k.. then when i was on my way to zao i saw the feng guy.. hahas. i dunno why we always call him the feng guy lor.. okay.. then we zaoed together.. then we went to meet yanrong and joel to go for the open house thing in ngee ann poly. damn dumb.. when me and the feng guy reach there right.. yanrong was the only girl there.. wah sehs.. i suddenly got a shock lor.. hahas. i tot it was only a few people but then i realised that the oi peopel jus met together first then go separately ltr.. k.. then went there liao then i went to change outta sch u lor.. then yr and me went to sit seprately frm the guys cus we felt damn extra.. summore i dunno a single one okay... haiyorr.. then ltr we went to ngee ann lor.. the sch was kinda not nice but better than oi.. hahas. then we went to eat at the canteen.. when i saw the food right then i was feeling damn hungry.. but afetr i bought the food.. i felt damn quesy and full.. so i jus ate abit of the ingredients lor.. tahts all... then szuyu was gonna meet us.. so happy... cus yr and i were bored! hahas. k. then afta suzyu came we jus walked ard a lil then went to singapore poly.. then i got a free bottle of qoo.. at first i tot was fun.. but after thta it got abit heavy to carry around.. hahas. so i gave it away.. yeahh.. then after sp.. we went to macs again.. then szuyu and yr ate.. i was not hungry at all lor.. sighh. then they wanted to go home then i dint wanna.. then.. ltr szuyu went hm yr stayed to pei wo.. hahas. shes damn nice lah horr.. stay until 4 plus to pei wo.. then i went back to macs again to meet yongquan for dinner.. sian lahh.. i waited like a whole hour.. hahas. but i was slping for 50 mins or so.. the first ten mins was spent talkin to weiwei and doing smth to my hp.. yeahh.. i saw weiwei at the macs in kap.. did i say that yet? she was learning how to play bridge.. :/ then ltr went to town for dinner.. scotts the foodcourt lor.. i drank soup again.. i think i eat the same things over and over again lor.. i always eat the same stuff. but this time i dint eat beefballs as well.. hahas. k. then ltr walked ard abit.. then changed back to sch u.. then took train to bishan and cabbed home liao lorr.. :/

k.. tts like my day.. damn boring hor.. or maybe i jus bored with everything that happens ard me... guess its sort of some mild cynicism on my part.. :/ tmr i might not get to use the com.. on sat and sun as well.. sigh.. i'll try to blog again soon.. byeeee

everybody!! must remember to miss me okay???

and oh yar.. wen concluded that this was her best and worst vdae ever.. hahas. worst cus of sara.. best cus er i dunno? its also best and worst for me cus of sara.. and cus for the last few vdaes.. like last yr i had it in interact,, sec 3 i had detention.. sec 2 i spent it with chrystle.. ahas. at that time like neither of us had dates nor did we have flowers.. hahas so we did smth dumb.. i bot flower for her and she bot flower for me.. as in we bot it togther... sighh.. theres nobody online lorr.. WHY!!!! come home earlier!!!

yawns. i'm damn sleepy but in a blogger-ish mood right now.. so right.. i'll start blogging right from the start of the day k?
i woke up damn early 620 lor.. but stayed in bed til 645.. hahas. the moment i woke up i went to look for my hp and the moment i found it it vibrated lorr.. hahas. so qiao!! okayy.. then ltr my daddy fetched me to oi lorr.. then wen was in sch u... but i wasnt.. hahas. saw some late people gettin off the bus we were getting on.. :) hahas.. why they wanna go sch leh? hahas. then we took bus to oaya lebar train station then took train to changi.. then we went to send sara off lorr.. wen and i were the first to arrive.. then jiaxi then geraldine and daniel then neo and esta then kw.. hahas. kw came super late lor.. when sara was already at the departure gate there. she so jian lor.. go so late. :( k.. then ltr sara me jx wen ate at the canteen upstairs lor i ate laksa wen and jx ate ban mian sara ate meepok dry.. then we took some pictures at the airport there and before sara went off she like hugged everyone.. almost lah. then neo cry damn alot lor.. i think the five of us cried too.. not sure abt jiaxi then daniel obv dint and geraldine obv dint too.. ohh when sara hugged her granny her grandmother cried so damn much lorr.. cus sara is her only granddaughter... the other grandchildren is saras other 'smelly' grandmothers one.. her grandmother is so ke lian lor... :( then after she left we - wen esta kw neo jx and me went to watch her plane tk off lorr... after that neo wen esta and me went to burger king for a while then wen and me headed to east coast and esta neo to cj.

woahh.. thats like the first half of the day.. okayy. here is the second half.. wen and i took 36 to east coast to meet szuyu.. but the bus driver stopped somewhere damn near the highway lor.. wen and i walked and walked and somehow ended up walking along the highway lor. keep wanting to go back and walk along east coast the road but its like the drain thing was damn hard to pass... and afetr that there were super alot of spiders blocking our way lor. it was terrible.. one of the spiders was as big as wens palm.. which is also about the size of my palm.. super huge it had long and black and yellow legs lor.. terrible!! ltr we found this way back to the normail east coast lahh it was cutting through one of the bird sanctuarys.. quater way thru right.. we were faced with this tremendously long stretch of this grass field.. liews then we sorta agreed to run thru it..but the soil was damn uneven.. then it was damn hard to run cus you're sorta damn scared that you'll fall down cus of the instability? yeah.. finally we made it across.. hahas. it was terrible then at that time right.. we were somewhere behind the jetty lor.. wah sehs. it was damn far lor.. so slowly we walked... and walked.. and walked.. then we walked past the hawker center.. was damn sad lor. it was closed down.. last time there was super nice duck rice and herbal soup one.. idiot.. hahas. we tot to walk thru this pasta fresca thing.. however there was no other way out and in other than the entrance lor.. damn shit. then some guy tot we were looking for this robert.. of whom we have absolutely no idea lor.. think he tot we wanted to rent surfboards or windsailing stuff. woahh.. if only i could surf!! so cool!! hahas.. unless i wipe out! hahas. then so scarey! okay.. then we walked abit more and we finally found szuyu!!! hahas then we slowly walked to the blade rental shop... when we finally reached there right.. we found taht the whole place there changed lor! damn alot. hahas. looks better! and they blade shop changed the blades. my god.. they were like so new.. and when we tried it out. it was damn smooth lor.. you dun move your legs at all you can still blade on! woahh! i wanna go back soon!! hahas. then we bladed wte far but i was thirsty so we headed back.. we stopped at another jetty and found alot of super pretty seashells lor.. hahas. ltr i went to get drinks for them while they went to find more pretty shells. hahas. on my way there and back i saw this woman picking xiang si dou! made a mental note to tell wen and szu ltr.. k.. so on my way back to the jetty i was jus lookin ard wondering how long more to the jetty.. and after a while i saw it i was getting nearer nearer and nearer.. but cus the road was damn curvy and windy right.. i sorta mistook the jetty further away for the jetty that we were at.. wah sehs. then suddenly i looked to my right and i saw the jetty i was supposed to go.. so i tried to.. notice the word TRIED.. and i fell cus of the sand and grass and rocks. so sad... i fell and cut my knees and now i got this huge blue black on my right knee.. and i clumsily knocked my head into the lamp post lor. so damn pain cus the part of my head that got hit right had this big pimple growing lor.. omg.. so damn pain!! ahh! then ltr went to get the xiang si dou... cldnt find many cus the woman before us took most of it. dumb woman. okay.. then right.. when we went to return our blades.. the guys there were damn nice.. hahas. they like gave me some medication think for my knee.. when its like only scratches.. hahas. and also there was this ang moh.. hahas. he's damn funny and cute.. cus he can speak chinese damn well lor.. omg.. i was soo damned surprised... hahas. super cool.. somehow the grp of us were talking abt how i fell then he said must be kan dao shuai ge jiu pa pa pa.. hahas.. when he siad pa pa pa he was like pretendign to fall.. hahas. so cute.. then ltr he said shuai ge zai zhe li bu shi zai na li.. and hes like referring to himself hahas. k.. think he sorta partially owns the shop too lahh. then this other guy was damn nice lah.cus we paid only or the first hou rthen he said forget abt the nex hour. soo nice! k.. after that we went to eat lunch at the fap place. food not nice one.. dont go nex time okay?! yeahh then we went to bowl.. the first time szuyu got 42 i got 43 wen got like whta 85 or smth?!? wah she so damn good.. hahas. then the next game i won!! omg i won! so damn cool!! woahh! hahas. everyone imprved lor.. wen got 110 szuyu got 49 i got 121?!?! omg.. i shocked myself! i got two strikes and three spares.. wow.. then we went to play this game that you find 4 differences in two pics.. we got into the high score three times! hahas. so cool horr. hahas. then we played pool for a while but i had to leave early.. so i;m hm early.. wah this entry damn long.. but its cus i;m not gonna be ard to blog for the next 5 days? hahas. okayy.. jus stop hee k?
oh yar horr.. wonder where is the whole world.. why isnt anyone talking to me in irc except for 2 insignificant persons.. hahas.

i;m home again!!! hahas. was back for abt 45 mins. my daddy fetched me home today. hahas. save my ten bucks.. he also fetched neo and kw.. hahas. as in to thompson lahh. then kw take bus hm from there.. k.. i'll start frm the start of the day lah okay?? yeahh.. went to sch.. on time.. then we ( wen szuyu yr and me!) went for the first two lessons then we zaoed the rest.. oh.. yr only zaoed accts.. hahas. then ltr wen and me went home.. then we met at bishan again at 430.. i had like only half an hours notice lor.. but i bathed gotten ready and was still earlier than neo!! woahh! hahas. surprising for me right.. hahas. then we went town bot sara her present.. still gonna buy smth else.. yeahh. but that one.. dunno how to give liao lahh. dunno if they still getting.. oh yarr then we went town ate edo sushi.. then went delifrance.. then went to holland village.. saw allison.. frm sec 4 last yr.. xiao xuan.. also same.. but not together lah.. and we saw jocelyn.. wahh.. she looks damn palish and damn guniang now lor.. hahas. maybe she's not gonna be butch any longer.. crap lah horr. then ltr we went to holland v. met sara at starbucks and neo's cam got spoilt.. ltr met kw.. then went to haigen daz.. the chairs are damn comfy lorr... and we went to take photos.. hahas. then tmr we gonna send her off.. the szuyu's gonna go east coast with us... hahas.. but she's leaving early lahh.. okayy.. dun wanna blog much.. hahas.. tmr i'll blog.. cus not gonna blog anymore til wed night.. k..

i'm homee!!! so tired.. arghh. okayy. went to fly kite.. then went to town for dinner.. and walked ard abit. thats like all i did... no mood to spruce this up noww.. sighh.. i'm so goddamned tired.. ughh.... i woke up at nine lorr.. wth.. no wonder i'm slpy... :/ k.. dowanna blog liaoo. too damn tired.. ughhh.. but hair still wet.. :( so cant slp....

hiii. i'm awake!!! going to meet my frens ltr.. hahas.. okayy... going to the beach lorr.. hahas. woke up damn early... ohh.. but does anybody know this.. singapores world trade centre is now called harbour front!! hahas. cus of the 9-11 attacks on america's word trade center.. hahas.. going to harbour front to meet them!! ...soon.. ooops... now they wanna go fly kite?? hahas.. so siann.. nvm lah.. better than doing nothing and staying at home.. :P hahas. so boringg... hmms. but now can take my time lah hor.. i can take a train... maybe.. and save my cab money or smth... :/

wahhh everyones an idiot!!!!! all call me elephant in the main!!!!!! i'm not okay.. jus becus i said smth stupid abt an elephant it doesnt make me an elephant okay!!!!!

woahh.. another lame joke... from danyael..

qn: why'd the crazy man throw his sink out the window
ans: cus he was crazy!

more jokes....

qn. why didn't the chicken cross the road?
ans. he was chicken

qn. what is brown and sticky...
ans. a stick...

hiii everybodyyy... i'm home!!! feeling quite happy... i also dunno why lahh.. but my muscle ache is super pain lorr.. and its EVERYWHERE!!! hahas.. as in my arms are pain.. my thunderthighs are pain the muscle thats in front.. err.. ard the shoulders also pain... and my stomach hurts!!!! ahhhhh gonna die of pain.. summore i keep coughing... arghhh.. then you know the stomach muscles sort of clench when you cough?? then whole day it was soo painful lorr.. hahas. yeahh.. today wen i szuyu and yanrong was supposed to zao the whole days lessons lah.. but in the morning the library was closed... so yanrong went for her econs... then ltr on our way to hide somewhere szuyu saw her form teacher so she also left for lessons.. so sian lor.. then wen and me went to under the staircase! our 'favourrite' hiding place....hahas. everytime we go there she's like always amost dozing off like taht then i'll always be readin the time magazine.. hahas. i think its qte interesting lah... oh yar.. continuin with my story... then we went for break togetehr.. wahhh the canteens food was terrible today lor.. nothing to eat one.. and i was soo damned hungry!! ughh.. bot nuggets and milk and ate sadly... and during the whole break yanrong kept acting cute doing the flower thing with her hands.. and her head... hahas. super funny.. then ltr we went to library and played uno and daidee and speed and the name game.. hahas... qte fun lahh.. until our gp teacher appeared! ahhh scarey.. then she came to our hiding place twice lorr.. ahhh scared the shit out of me!!! hahas. them ;tr we went town me szuyu and wen.. went to far east lahh.. ltr szuyu went off to meet her OTHER frens.. then wen and i saw this three gays lor!!! omg.. let her describe it to you lah horr.. okay.. then we went town.. wanted to borrow or buy a bk to read on the airplane.. but i cldnt find anything.. instead.. we found esta!! hahas.. okay.. actually i too lazy to blog liaoo.. sian ahh...

was lookin at quizzes then i saw this are you a punk quiz.. was wonderin if the quiz will say avril lavigne is punk so i went to choose all the avril stuff... hahas... okayy.. i'll jus post the picture here k?

DownGirl-Sexy....
You are the average man's fantasy. You like sports
and action movies, toilet humor is your forte
and you love beer and red meat. His friends
all want to hang out with you, and most want to
do you. Too bad all the girls you know hate
you, but hey, who cares. You're a man's woman.

what rubbish.. if only my figure was that good lah horr.. hahas.

yanrong!!!! you're an idiot.. what you mean by you wanna crash rj cus you need to communicate with people on your own wavelength!!!! idiot!! trying to say me szuyu wen are dumb and you very smart right... right right... idiot!!!

szuyu.. you suck... todayy was so sian in sch without you lorr... ughhh.. szuyu you're soo jian. nv go schh!!! hahas.. jian nu ren!!!

okayy... i'll like blog abt my day now?? yeahh.. went to sch late today.. as in just a bit late that kind.. then i ask my mommy to stop me at the foyer so i jus stay there cus i dowanna stand at the late queue there... so sian.. then ltr went for econs tutorial... at first tot it was the first time we had econs lesson in class but wen reminded me of the time that the econs teacher ask me go sick bay cus i was slping.. think its qte funny lahh.. i mean.. i always slp mah... crap. then after taht got econs lecture.. nv zao lehh.. wen and me very guai-ly went for lecture.. then we zao accts lecture and spent our time playing speed.. hahas. you know the game that we played in sec 2? hahas. yar.. wanted to play daidee but found that there are missing cards... so dumb. then ltr we went for gp sooo damn funny.. the fagg that used to sit in front of me went to present his grps essay thing lah.. he was damn funny.. as in his pronouciation lahh.. crap.. he pronounced asked as ask-ked rubbish lorr.. doesnt sound funny now.. but it was okay!! he also pronounced comedies as COMMUNISTS.. hahas. what crap. he's damn dumb.. okayy.. then when he said smth smth steamy movies then the teacher asked him whether he know the meaning not.. he say no.. then the whole of the front two rows like started laughin and giggling and crap.. like wth.. like that also funny mehh.. jus say sex movies lah.. what rubbish. then had break... omg.. we were soo utterly bored lorr... szuyu and yanrong.... where are you.. :( sighh.. hahas. okay i'm being dumb. after that we wanted to zao gp lecture.. but then we saw alot of people walkin up the lib block.. and some girl frm our class told us that the audi is qte empty.. then when we went.. they sorta separated all the classes.. so sian.. luckily wen and i went lor..then we had pe... wahh did i mention i'm soo damn tired?!?! i'm sooo damn damn damn fuckin tired.. ughh.. like do so many pushups.. altho my pushup damn err.. un-push-up-like but still my arms are soooo tired.. ugh.. until i carry the super duper light floor ball stick also tired liao.. omg.. do you believe it.. it was terrible lorr.. :( then the ong lai head guy played against us twice lah... then he super idiotically jus stood there and help me count how many crunches i did lorr.. ughh..but in a joking way lor.. i jus do one or two i tired then stop liaooo.. hahas. then wen and i went to tp central the mos burger to eat... she ate the rice prawn burger and i ate my butterfly prawns!! soo nice... hahas.. i ate 14!!! wen ate one.. and corn soup and milkshake.. woahh.. i was feeling damn full.. but now my stomach feels empty again... so sad.. okayy.. think my entry's getting too damn long... okayy.. bye!!!

Depression Symptoms Screening

You answered 5 items out of 10 "Yes". According to The National Mental Health Association, 5 or more yes answers indicates that you may be suffering from clinical depression. This test cannot substitute for a visit to a mental health professional. It is meant only to give you an idea where to start a dialogue with your healthcare provider.

changed the stars into hearts for vdae.. hahas.. oh yarr... szuyu found out hongee has a blog but we both cannot access it.. it is.. http://zestroy.batcave.com i think.. went to this persons webpg and she jus did some iq test.. not bad lah.. above average.. her iq is 124.. ard my lil bro's iq like that.. my ri bro and mine is 145 and 148.. hahas.. and i found out right.. i was the top 2% of the smartest people for my age in the world.. woahh.. make me sound quite smart i think.. hahas.. but now obv not lah hor.. hahas. why wld i be in oi right?? hahas. crap. okayy... must persuade szuyu to go sch...

sian lehh.. jus now watch some replay match.. real madrid against real smth.. weird name lahh... not a fan of spanish?? italian leagues? i dunno which league is this frm lahh.. then ronaldo missed this penalty... he like kicked the ball qte softly like that.. then the goalies legs stopped the ball lahh.. then i was thinkin ronaldo so can.. but the goalie cldnt catch the ball.. then ronaldo scored from the rebound.. then i tot the goalie soo can.. he like conceded 4 goals lorr.. so ke lian.. then zidanes goal was like not bad.. i think he;s like a damn good player.. but WHY!!! is he balding soo muchh!!!! hahas.. okay..

woke up at ten plus had duck porridge for breakfast instant mee for lunch.. and the rest of the time i've been at the com.. so long horr... nothing to say liaoo... yeah.. szuyu.. go sch tmr lahh.. if not how we give you your present lehh.. bimbo..

woahh.. today there's like really no one online like that lehh.. soo terrible.. i'm bored to death!! ughh. oh but got good news.. hahas. liverpool drew! hahas. they dint win!!! hope tmr man u win against man city.. hahas. ohh yar.. my mommy told me that my sms dropped to 1700 liaoo.. she said it like soo happily.. hahas.. okayy.. then she said can still be improved.. of course my sms dropped lahh... i'm no longer with you anymore what.. sighhh.. idiot..

today damn sian leh.. stay at home all day.. -bored- aiyerr.. can die of boredom liao.. nothing much to say.. cus i've been like online for 4 hrs?!? or 5... omg... soo damn bored... woke up at 12 plus.. cld haf slpt longer.. if my compulsive coughing didnt wake up.... forgot to tell my mom that the class thing today was cancelled.. so forgetful of me right.. if i told her earlier... i'll be hk liaoo... soo forgetful!!!!! ughh..

i hear you're taking the town again
having a good time with all your good time friends
i don't think that you think of me
you're on your own now and I'm alone and free
i know that i should get on with my life
but a life lived without you could never be right

as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
as long as the rivers run to the sea
i'll never get over you getting over me

i try to smile so the hurt won't show
tell everybody i was glad to see you go
but the tears just won't go away
loneliness found me
looks like it's here to stay
i know that i ought to find someone new
but all i found is myself always thinking of you

You are smart and you excel in everything you do. Life is a breeze for you. You are a very lucky person. Which Blogging Tool Are You?

it's been five months 19 days since you went away
left without a word & nothing to say
when i was the one who gave you my heart & soul
but it wasn't good enough for you
so I asked god

god send me an angel
from the heavens above
send me an angel to heal my broken heart
from being in love
cus all I do is cry
god send me an angel
to wipe the tears from my eyes


and i know it might sound crazy
but after all that i still love you
you wanna come back in my life
but now there is something i have to do
i have to tell the one that i once adored
that they can't have my love no more
cus my heart can't take no more lies
and my eyes are all out of cries


god send me an angel.....

ohh.. jus saw yr's web pg the pictures there one... i think the bottom picture of her holding the baby is chio.. go see k.. then the one where she's wearin the rj shirt i think she looks like celene hui.. arghhh.. i hope celene doesnt get her 11a1s. soo evil of me horr..

feel better now.. as in more cheerful lahh.. cus of szuyus zoo game thing.. but the familiar ache in my heart is still throbbing dully.. sighh.. maybe i'm too used to it.. that it doesnt feel so bad now.. hmms. feel cheered up.. a lil.. ohh.. saw seraphina today.. on the train.. so qiao right. yeah. but i got nothing to say to her lahh. then also saw sara.. tt was totally shockin.. it was like we were talkin abt sara halfway when i saw sara.. woahh. shockingly qiao. yeah. she was gonna meet some guy who thinks tt he is very ugly and he's paiseh tt kind lahh. but he was late lah.. then ltr wen and i saw the guy then wen msged sara and said smth like "he is right abt himself" hahas. qte bad lah hor. but true. yeahh. nothing much to blog liao... dowanna blog same thing as wen think anyone read also will sian lah. k..

my fones so quiet nowadays.. in the past it seemed whenever i saw it there;s a msg.. only once in a while i see an 'epmty' screen.. but now its different.. i always see the empty screen and once in a while i see tt there's a msg.. sigh.. it was all ur msges.. sigh.. and in the morning.. i always hope to wake up and see my inbox flooded.. it jus brightens my day to know youve bothered to send me so many msges.. so many swt msges.. you're jus so swt.. today some girl frm sabs class was askin what to buy her gf for vday.. sigh i knw i wont get anything frm you for vdae.. sigh... i remember how swt you were on my bday..how you came to surprise me at midnight.. sighh.. was so happy at that time.. sigh but its all in the past.. why did you hafta be so nice to me.. it makes it so hard to forget.. so hard to walk away..

sighh. vdae is jus next week.. jus one more week away.. sucks to know i'm spendin it alone.. think i want to spend it alone.. in case i go out.. and i might jus see stuff i dun want to... sighh. i'm such an idiot. forgot tt i;m sending sara off.. sighh, okay. then i;m going home. after tt..

//wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de sou bu fang kai
ai neng bu neng gou dan chun mei you bei ai
wo xiang pei ni qi dan che
wo xiang he ni kan bang qiu
xiang zhe yang mei dan you chang zhe ge yi zhi zou

wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
ai ke bu kei yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai
ni kao zhe wo de jian bang
ni zai wo xiong kou shui zhao
xiang zhe yang de sheng huo
wo ai ni
ni ai wo

i'm soo contradictory.. part of me wants you to be happy so i hope she'll like to you.. yet another part of me hopes she wont.. soo jealous.. sighh. i'm jus feelin soo screwed up right now.. urghhhh.

sigh. okay must cheer up.. yeahh... today went sch but sorta ponned the whole days lessons.. qte sian and yet qte fun too lahh.. then szuyu pangseh wen and me.. then we two like qte sian thru out the whole day lorr.. as in we pon class together then we went town together... aiyerr.. soo sian ah. heh then like the whole day in sch i dint slp at all!! like huhh.. i'm soo slpy now.. fel aslp when was in the dentist.. my daddy's home liao.. but i'm still feelin depressed.. urgh.. all cus i went to see smth tt i wanted to see.. sigh... and found out stuff i dint want to know.. i hate to know it.. i'd rather not know... maybe i shd follow what you did.. maybe it'll help me forget.. sigh...

its hard to know you've moved on easily..
its hard to know you've forgotten me..
its hard to know you dont miss me..
its hard to know you dont love me anymore..

sian. jus got home.. sighh.. i knew if i went to read it i wld feel damn unhappie.. and yet i still wanted to.. sigh.. i knw i'm not anyone to you any longer but it still hurts so much.. to see you fallin in love with someone else.. you even type the same words frm the same song out for her. sigh.. i shd get over you.. i shd.. but i cant.. i hate myself... sighh... why did things have to turn out this way.. why did i hafta go read your blog.. sighh..

to yanrong..

you dont need someone better for you... you jus want to have someone better for you.. the person that you need or you love might not be the person who is best for you.. but jus becus you love the person.. you'll need him/her.. you dont choose who you want to love.. to cherish.. it jus comes upon you somehow.. even if the person isn't good for you.. or the person ruins your life. you'll still find it worth it... its silly.. but its true... :(

wahh tired ah today.. jus came home abt nine lor.. went to see my daddy.. and i bot some flowers frm pats workin place.. soo sian ahh... then saw karen xinyi.. ehh so weird karen and xinyi went to join us at lips. so weird hor.. like in st nicks i nv talk to then like tt.. hahas. soo dumb. yeah. sorta supposed to be sara wen esta neo and me... then in the end sara jus disappeared.. haiyorr.. so bad right.. yeah... think i dun really make sense cus i'm too tired right now.. dint get much slp in sch cus of the fucked up gp teacher lorr. puis. oh yarr.. sunday maybe we're going sentosa... ought to get abit tanner lah hor.. but then i scared i blacken my face again... hmms.. yeahh.. soo dumb of me right... but i think my body is really fairer now lahh.. :/
okay.. tmr hope szuyu will come sch then pon with wen and me.. if not i'll be seeing her the whole day.. jus her lorr.. omg... think we'll be bored by each other by 12.. hahas.. then think ltr i'm still gonna go with her to dentist.. think neo cldnt mk it or smth.. yeahhh.. sian lahh. newae.. my daddy might be discharged tmr!! yippie... hahas. okay. thats all.. byeee

aiyorr.. i went to chg everyones icq nick to their names so i can tell who is who mah.. and evita's nick is virtually perfect.. hahas. okay its qte funny.. as in not insultin her or what.. but its jus funny to me..

sighh.. tmr's supposed to be my 8th mth one.. argh. feel stupid. soo stupid. puis.

to wen: i did the what type of girlfren quiz you did... i got same thing as you lor.. soo dumb.. i dun think i'm a nice gf lah... if not why wld dap and i quarrel so much when we were together right.. its like we quarrel once a day or two days? tt's terrible... sighh.. such a dumb quiz.

When you step into a shower, which part of the body do you wash first? ehh? was from some email.. hahas... its weirdish.. moneys impt lehh.. dun make sense for me one... hahas.

HAIR:
Artistic, creative, caring type. Positive thinker. Day dreaming is your hobby but you can achieve what most other people cannot! You will work tirelessly towards goals which are to your liking. You are able to see and understand things others don't. Money, material possessions are not important. Friends and family are important. You make the best sex partners. Oh yeah? You are most willing to explore. Especially warm and sensual lovers. You love to please your partner. You value intimate moments with those you love.. Talent, intelligence, loyalty, kindness, intuition are your main strengths. Your best partners in life will be those who chose chest and privates

stuff to know...

• the longest (common) word that can be typed on the top row of a typewriter is ‘typewriter’.
• Barbie's full name is Barbara Millicent Roberts.
• the plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.
• St Johns Wood is the only Underground station to share no letters with the word ‘mackerel’.
• donkeys kill more people each year than plane crashes.
• Hull City is the only football league team whose name you can’t colour in with a biro.
• it is possible to lead a cow upstairs, but not downstairs.
• the name of every continent ends with the same letter with which it begins.
• All American presidents have worn glasses, although not all have done so in public.

ehh of all these stuff i like only know one before reading this lor.. the aglets part.. hahas. found out while reading archie comics.. soo dumb.. i mean i'm so dumb lahh.. :)

jus got home.. sian ahh went to lunch with rachel sab szu wen.. then went to long johns and eat... its like my first time eating there lorr.. hahas. soo dumb right? and its qte ex lehh.. spent more than ten bucks eating there.. damn sian lor.. haiyorr.. today sch was boring lor.. so boring that i slpt for like 2 hrs or so? hahas. soo dumb. wen szu and i zaoed accts lecture then went to library lor.. yr dint wanna pon with us... so guai.. aiyorrr... then during break she's like also readin books.. hahas. soo studious hor.. yeahh.. then we went to join in joel and this other cat high guy and played daidee.. sooo weird.. the cards behind is all m&ms pattern lorr.. soo childishh hahahas. then szuyu is like blind or stupid lor.. when she's after me lah then she ony has one card left so oviously i'll put my biggest card right? so i put an two out and she happily put a king and say she win.. dumb hor.. hahas.. okayy... then szuyu joined wen and i for chinese lesson.. sooo weird our table the row had like 6 tables while others had only three or four? mostly four.. then ltr we had cny and hari raya celebrations. totally lame!!! ahahas...the faggot was dancing lorr.. he wore this bright orange top which was supposed to make him look hiphop or smth. but he jus looked very loserfied.. ahahs. and there was this terribly gross girl in pink.. she's gross lorr.. fio rachel sab szuyu thinks so too!! hahas. dunno abt yr leh.. nv talk to her yet... yeahh.. hahas oh and they had this chi orchestra performance thing.. totally lame... i mean their c.o. is damn small hahas.. at most 5 6 people? and one of them is szuyu's teacher.. hahas. her teacher's very nice one lehh.. she;s also sab and rachels and chunsi's maths teacher.. why did wen and i hafta get the mousey-rattish looking guy who walks like kangwei? hahas. soo lame.. then the c.o. played this yue liang dai biao wo de xin song... then yongquan (you know.. the fios guy) was singing lorr.. hahas.. damn weirdish.. hahas. okay. then they had this malay performance... the diki barat thing.. dunno how to spell.. you know.. in st nicks qte long ago the lads girls did it before one.. wens and szuyu's idol was there lor.. hahas he's like the lead singer or smth.. hahas... okayy.. i cant think of anymore things to write.. for now.. k.. byeee!!

szuyu told me the dreamcast went to do the same quiz as us... the song quiz lahh.. then he got the shakira underneath ur clothes.. hahas. same as szuyu.. then she said same as me too!!! shitty woman!!! i dint get tt lor.. hahas. i got the blink 182 song.. then she went offline.. how to tell her... and my dad jus pissed me off... pui. say until i will definitely end up at oi after first three mths. pui. seriously.. i think people who end up at oi are people who nv ever stepped into there before lor.. who in the right mind wld wanna go there?! huh.. what crap. pui.

take quiz.

EHHHHHH... manda's link doesnt come out!!!! WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!? puii irritating.. go figure out now.. ------> jus figured out. :D

finally added manda to my links.. wanted to do so for a long time.. but i kept forgetting.. so dumb of me right.. okay.. today is boring lahh... oh.! sab came online what a surprise... cus right.. she and rach were helpin this teacher to do stuff and the teacher gave them hongpao lor.. but she nv give wen and i.. soo sad.. hahas. okay nvm lah.. yeah. its like.. everyday right.. the moment i go home until i slp excluding eatin bathin time.. i'm at the com?! woahhh... scarey horr.. i'm turning into a computer geek! ahh.. okay.. its a dumb thing to say.. oh and today right szuyu told me tt hazel told her tt someone said a bitch... hahas.. too bad lorr... anywayy.. i think bitch is better than bimbo lah hor... i mean.. the word bitch is like supposedly 'scrawled' on the top of my blog.. if the writing doesnt look scrawled-ly... then like maybe you com doesnt support that font. hahs. but internet explorer does.. okay. ran out of things to say.. oh yar.. today i sorta found yiwens mushroom heads class then when i saw him.. he was like starin back at me.. ahh.. then in the canteen AGAIN!! he saw the four of us lookin at him lor.. all szuyus and yr's fault!!! aiyorr.. ltr he think we like him ahh... hahas. so dumb!!! oh yar.. and joel.. thanks for the gum k... its alot!!! but the box... piggybank thing is sooo kiddy!!! hahas. nothing much left to say.. blog again ltr if i'm free... :)

was looking thru other people's blog as in people i dont know. and i think i'm thinkin wuite seriously for once.. feeling abit like yanrong.. :D okayy,, there was this womans blog and her entries about her hubby leavin to go to iraq in case of the war.. think its kinda sad.. i mean.. feels like its abit like tv shows kinda thing? yeahh..and i think the us is gonna bomb iraq sooner or ltr.. then her husband might be injured handicapped or mortally wounded and stuff.. i feel so sad for her... from what i read its like they've been married for less than a year.. and what if he dies?!!?!?!?! stupid gonna-be-war.. ughh.. :( and also the recent space shuttle crash thing!!! arghhh.. feel so sad for all of them... everybody... dun ever go be an astronaut k.. its like theres soo many million parts in a rocket.. if one thing goes wrong. you go kaboom!!! soo scarey.. eeee.. i'm creeped out by deaths.... ugh....

more cute pictures...


spongebob!!!!

oh. i found this picture of pat and grace.. i'll put it at the end of my entry yeah??
yeah.. today was boring.. went my uncs house for some family lunch.. my dad's side the family lor.. then played bridge.. so sian.. play fixed partners one.. then my lil bro play until soo super lousily.. his partner got so pissed.. hahas... yeahh.. then my partner was my cousin in law.. hes a korean.. he dunno how to play also.. but.. hahas..he's the dummy qte often.. i was like never the dummy lahh.. cus i always bid then he like always nv bid.. :/ nvm.. i think no one understands me.. :/ sian lahh.. still remember last time try to teach esta neo wen how to play bridge... they were totally blur!!! :O hahs. maybe i'm a lousy teacher.. :/ okay.. then ltr we came home liao lor.. sian right. sigh.. found out some stuff that i wish i dint... argh... i dun wanna tell anyone.. but i wan somebody to comfort me.. sigh.. so stupid of me.. to choose what i chose. argh. shit.

it wasnt what you said about about me that hurt...
it was what you said about her..

jus played mahjong.. this afternoon lost alot.. then luckily jus now play then i made it back.. :/ happie! hhas. kinda dumb.. then szuyu pinghui anf someone else jus played daidee.. so sian lor the game.. too slow!!! hahas. okay. so this yr i dint make much. but i still did lahh duhh... okay.. :/ nothing much to say liao.. bye.
oh yarr.. today i heard this song the part of lyrics is not bad lahh....
nothin you say can move me
i've chosen the road that i'm on
..............
but no one can hear my heart is breaking
as i say goodbye...
this is like the only parts i think is correct for me..
kk.. bye... happie new yr everyone..

hii.. dun feel like bloggin about my day much. so i'll jus post some cute drawings that i found online alright??

woahh.. its a new yr.. and i'm feelin damn tired and bored liaoo.. :/ sian ah.. my bro is so rude lor.. i mean he open the hongbaos people give him in front of them lor... soo mei li mao!!!! hahas. okay.. where was i.. oh yar... so sian lahh.. today i lost money... lost 9 dollars.. as in its tt 9 bucks is alot but.. its like i lost money!!! soo sad!! haiyohh.. so can[as in in chi] right..yeahh.. then my new yr shoes are terrible to wear lor.. its so not walkin shoes type.. then i walk qte a lot i think.. argh.. think i got blisters!! oh yarr. then collected like qte few hongpaos.. so sad... what if i dun get enuff money to buy stuff i want?? HOW?! hahas.. :( aiyorr.. the bra today is soo uncomfortable lor.. then the tube i'm wearin keeps sorta fallin.. dun say cus i'm flat k!!! i'm wearin maximizer!! hahas. oh.. but right.. its fallin for a reason yet unknown... :/

wen msged me ask me whether i shd pon sch on nex wed and thurs.. shd i?? qte tempting lor... :) wonders.... but its bad lah.. i mean.. what if i get caught leh.. altho i come sch earlier now but its cus i wake up earlier what.. soo weirdish.. shd i pon..?? dunno lah.. ltr szuyu will be all alone.. :O hahas... k.. nothing to write liao. gonna go bathe this mornin i nv wash my hair.. :/

yeahh.. gonna go to bed soon.. wanna wish everyone happy new yr!!! yeahhh..

ohh.. here's another lame joke contributed by danyael.. hahs. super unfunny.. k here it goes...
qn. what did one penguin say to the other penguin when he asked him to pass the soup...
a. no
lame right. hahas. i keep err-in when i talk to him... :/