Believer.

Exams are over. But somehow, the expected exultation did not remotely take over me. In fact, I think I'm more bored out of my mind than ever. The more free time you have, the less you want it. I'll go make some icons now. I don't know what else to do. Bored. Bored. Bored.

I want to do something to my nails. They look really bad.

Would you take me away?
Would you throw your cares away?
Would you hold me tight, and let the world fade away?

Cold, dark

Exams are almost over, and right now, I'm thinking of movies I want to watch.

1. Kingdom of Heaven, which is not opening til next year. Orlando Bloom
2. To Kill A King Dougray Scott
3. King Arthur. Clive Owen :)
4. Alexander, also not open for a long time to come. Colin Farrell
5. Brokeback mountain. Also in production. I hope it's a gay movie.
6. Asterix and Obelix.
7. Fahrenheit 9/11. I really want to catch this, but I don't think it's showing in SG.
8. Mean Girls. It looks cute! Lindsay Lohan is pretty, in an annoying way.
9. Secret Window. Depp.

Realised so many shows I want to watch, has some hot guy or other. :) But it's for the plot! Really! Although I discovered the movie by the actors, the movie sounds good! I mean, I won't watch a stupid movie for a cute guy. I'll just download it, and be satisfied with a lousy quality one. ;)

Now, some happy looking things. Pic spam ahead. :)




And to sadly say farewell to the Danes,


:(

Hold me.

I'm still feeling mighty queer. It was alright in the day, but it grew progressively worse I think. Came home slept. Woke up. Had the weirdest dream. Really weird. Damn weird. I think I have nothing much to say. Is it obvious?

I just want to blog for the sake of it. I think. I'm confusing myself. It's better than yesterday, but it's not too good still. It's messy. My mom owes me 50. But I just got 50 from her today. Should I get it from her now? I mean, I want to buy my dvd. But she's feeling sick right now. This is so bad. My wallet is full of plastic notes.

My thoughts are just so random.

I should go and study Geog now. I haven't touched it yet. But I read LDJ and around 20 pages of Silas. I'm so hardworking! Lit-wise I mean.

I'm a dork.

MY GOODNESS, this is my 830th post in this blog. I've had this for less than 2 years, which means that I post at least twice a day. Plus I have multiple diaries. Oh my. My internet usage is scary, I'm such a dork.

I feel weird. My days have like totally been revolving around the Euros, that there is no game tonight, and I don't know what to watch is scary. I don't know why everything is scary. I don't mind if the BTs never end. I think it's fine. It's amusing watching everyone get so panicky, though it sometimes affects me to want to be panicky too, but the feeling doesn't last too long. I'm going to fail my A's, waste 2 years of time, before deciding I'll go to Poly. I'm so smart sometimes, I don't know how I do it.

I don't know why, but there's this sense of aching emptiness gnawing inside me. I don't know how to explain, except I'm feeling so hollow and so empty. Words are failing me again. I'm so stupid. A little of regret, a little of anger, a little of disappointment, a little fear, a little pain, a little more of this, a little more of that. I don't know. I have no idea what I'm talking about again. Hopefully this is just one of the moods. I'm confused. Think I'll go to LJ and confuse myself a little more.

I'm messed up. Can't you see? Maybe you should ignore this utter rambling of my twisted mind. Or maybe you already did. I'm messing my mind up again.
Why?

Whirlwind.

I don't believe it. The team I supported lost again. Damn, my luck is just so good. I felt so sad for the Danes, losing 3-0. :( I hate Baros. Stupid Liverpool player.

Luckily, there's a 2 day break for soccer, so I won't miss too much, just one semis. :| Which is still alot. I would watch it for sure if I had only one paper the next day, but as it is, I have 2 papers. :| The Euros came in the wrong timing la. It should've either been later or earlier. :/

I tell myself I can't hold out forever,

I've got a new computer table. It's not that rackety one I was using. :) But I spent almost 3 hours moving my computer. Because the table is no longer in the same place. It's quite hard to explain, so I don't think I'll bore with the details. So anyway, my table's quite pretty. It's from Ikea, I went to like buy one of the cheapest tables there. :) Maybe it's just me, but I find spending 400 on a table is stupid. I think it's just me. It doesn't sound particularly expensive now that I'm talking about it. I don't know. I'm confused.

Tonight, the Czechs against the Danes. I'm supporting Denmark! Even though I think Czech will win. I liked the Scandinavian countries, it's so sad that one of them got knocked out yesterday. :/ Good luck to the danes! But they won't be wearing their home colours.. I think it'll be sorta pretty too, the whole stadium will be filled with reds.. :)

Czech Republic Vs. Denmark

And if I had to crawl upon the floor;

Ohmygoodness. Another game with extra time. Damnit, I'm a little nervous. Not half as nervous when I was watching England vs. Portoogal tho. Think it's cause I don't really mind if either team wins. I mean, I supported both. :)But I'd prefer the Swedes. So it's fine. I'm a little irritated. I can't watch Czech Vs. Denmark tmr. :| School's starting. Mainly, there's exams :|.

Damnit. It's the second half of extra time. Please don't go into penalties. It's damn freaky. DAMN. :| Holland has many good chances. okay. I'm off to the game.

GO SWEDEN!

France. My France. FRANCE. :(
^{How could you crash out.. :( How could you do this..}

ENGLAND VS PORTUGAL
The Defeat of the Brits.
^{(my prediction)}

When there's something about you,

Blah. I'm bored.

There's almost four hours to England Vs. Portugal. Should I be off to study the boring boring Economics?

My internet connection is really bad. Or maybe it's just this piece of archaic technology that I'm using. I want a new computer. I want a Mac. But even a PC would do I think.

But no. I get this one which hangs on me at least 3 times a day. Okay, so I use my computer for close to 12 hours or more. So? It's my holidays, and it's ending in 3 days. I have the right to. I'm a computer geek. A dork. Too bad. Oh yes, and I have no life?

My brothers always get the new ones. Grr. At least I have a bigger screen. :)

Did you know, if your monitor's a pathetic 15", you cannot have any resolution larger than 1072x768? :) Well now you know!

And I can make you every promise that has ever been made;

Holland beat Latvia yesterday! They are through to the quarters, because Germany suffered a humiliating defeat by a half-strength Czechoslovakia. It was damn sad. I mean, I support Holland and all, but, I came to the conclusion around half time that if Germany gets in, they'll have a better chance at going further in the Euros. As in, they have more talent, they're just playing none too well. I like Voeller, but one simply does not mess with what got them second in the World Cup! I was really hoping for a finals between Germany and France. But now that that's not working, how about one between France and Czech? The two teams who deserve to win.

And no, England does not deserve to win. Take away Rooney, and what do they have? Wait, just take away Rooney's luck, and they have nothing. I don't know how Scholes managed to score, but it was horribly lucky. They're finally showing the Euros on Channel 5, so everyone can finally understand what I'm saying! England sucks. Eriksson's doing a decent job, but he's placing too much emphasis on Beckham. I know why he's doing that, he's doing that to drum up publicity and more support for England. Eww.

So, Portugal deserves to win. They've been putting more effort, and they have Figo. I like Figo. :) My second favourite player in the tournament. :)

About the games last night, Latvia gave up the game against Holland pretty early. And Van Nistlerooy's penalty and header gave them a larger edge. I mean, Latvia had only 31% of possession?! I don't know how I'm going to go back to school when school reopens. I mean, my sleeping hours are totally wrong! I took around 2, 3 days to adjust to the times of the Euro games, and I've been sleeping at around dawn. I only managed to sleep at close to 7am this morning. Sigh.

And Germany and Czech... -tskk. Czech, is just goood. I mean, Nedved didn't even play! And their second goal, by BAROS. Of all people. I mean, Baros can't dribble the ball well. Even my brother admits to it, and he's a diehard Liverpool fan. And those who watched it can attest to how the goal was scored. Baros dribbled quite a bit before scoring. But Ballack scored a wonderful opening goal! Yet he was unable to strike true again, he had so many good shots, but I should say luck was not with him. See, strikers like him, have talent. Strikers like Henry, has talent. Strikers like Rooney, has luck. And Czech's first goal was not bad as well, a curling freekick by Heinz.

So Voeller resigned. He's the coach of Germany btw. It's so sad! I like him. Even though he ruined Germany's chances. It's sad to see the coaches of the European soccer giants retiring. :( Moreover, Voeller's predecessor had resigned because he led the Germans to defeat in the first round of Euro'00.

Oh my, what a lengthy post.

Euro craze.. Footie craze! I think my daddy's home.

Ignore the out of point-ness.. :)

Open your big pretty grey eyes darling

Oh and I forgot to mention, Sweden drew Denmark! Which was my desired outcome, but somehow I felt so sad when I saw Cassano score a goal around the 94th minute, and all I could see on his face was despair. And the idiot commentator had to keep saying, that Cassano knew it wasn't enough, that it wasn't enough. What is he trying to do la, make the Italians feel worse? Oh wait, in case some people don't know, Cassano is an Italian player. Italy had quite a few good shots at the goal in the second half, but they failed to convert most of the shots into goals. I felt so sad for The Azurri.

So from Group C, Sweden is tops, and Denmark will play the Czech Republic in the quarters. The results from the first 3 groups aren't bad. I mean, the teams that I wanted to top their indivdual tables, topped them. But Group D, *sigh*..

Holland has to win the idiot of a country Latvia! They have to! Germany has to lose to Czech! They have to! Go Nedved!!! I'll even say, GO Baros! Go Smicer! If it would help Germany to lose. I really really want Holland to get in. :(

They're gonna pay for the love they stole

Went to Raffles Hotel again for lunch today, went there about 2 weeks ago, but I didn't blog because, well, I was so happy about my ROTK DVD. :) I think I should watch it again, for the fifth time. :)

So anyway, lunch was good. I liked the cold seafood bits at all the buffets y'know. The cold, but cooked pre-appetisers things. :/ So anyway, there were lots of nice food like the previous time. There were like halved lobsters, crayfishes, oysters, Alaskan crabs and other less expensive seafood. Sounds rather good doesn't it? It was good. And this time, 'cause my whole family went and made reservations, we got the nice big sofa. So when I got too full, I just sat back and hugged two of the many cushions there. So anyway, my brother is scary, he drinks tea with 3 packets of sugar. Freaky right?

Afterwards, I went shopping with my mom. It sucks that everytime I go shopping with her, I can't find many nice things to buy! So I just bought 2 tops and 2 skirts. I got one top really cheap though, it was slightly past 20 dollars, some t-shirt for the Fox shop that took over Miss Selfridge at Taka, and this horrendously cheap skirt from Zara, it cost like only 20 dollars. It looked like crepe, but it was terribly adorable. Saw this rather pretty shirt from Georgio Armani, but I thought it was not worth the money; I mean 100 for a white tee? Nah. I wanted to get a pair of jeans, but Levis were boring, Guess didn't have my size for the pair I wanted. Bet my mother was secretly happy she didn't have to fork out 150 for my jeans.

But my favourite purchase for the day was this Guess top that was on sale. It was this 3-way tie sort of top, and it was on sale! It was 130 before sale, and I got it for 65! :)

If no one knows, I grew too fat for my other pairs of jeans. I can still wear some, but, it's tight. Not like I have loose jeans, but I can see fats spilling out of my jeans.

Eeew. I'm so disgusting. :(

Just an excuse to post this wonderfully pretty Orlando as Legolas photo, which is taken by Viggo! :) I blogged in LJ! :)

Hope; Estel

The movie Brokeback Mountain is being filmed right now, it's an adaptation of Annie Proulx's novel. It is filmed by Ang Lee, and Heath Ledger plays Ennis, and Jake Gyllenhaal plays Jack. Yes, Annie Proulx is the author of the excerpt that we did for PC Prose Block Test 1. Jake Gyllenhaal is the son in The Day After Tomorrow, do I need to introduce Ang Lee and Heath Ledger? Heath is hot; Jake isn't bad either.

So, anyway, Brokeback Mountain's two main characters, Ennis and Jack are gay. I hope they don't un-gay the movie. They've shown lesbian love in cinemas here these days, gays should be the same.. right? But there's supposed to be a kissing scene and sex scene. But I'll bet they'll cut the scenes out for the movie itself, at least in Singapore, if they'll even show it. They cut out Orlando's scene with Diane Kruger for Troy, I hope they don't cut this out. But, hey, I can hope right?

And if some guys can find lesbian action hot, why can't I? I mean, gay action, if there's such a term.

*editted*

The movies I just HAVE to watch, which are still in filming,

1. Kingdom of Heaven
2. Brokeback Mountain
3. Alexander

1. stars Orlando Bloom, another one of those shows about the Crusades. Ignore this if you have no idea what I'm talking about. 3. stars Colin Farrell, one of those epics. I love epics. :) And the actors help alot as well. :)

A dream is a wish your heart makes

Met Nel and Peishan at Harbour Front today to do some studying. I think I learnt a little. :) But I spent lots of time eating. I mean, I spent 25 bucks today on nothing but eating. Oh ya, and cab fare down. Waste money. I need to save money!

So anyway, I watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S, so I thought why not watch Extreme Makeover as well? So I did. And now I'm very inspired to go for plastic surgery! I'm so ugly! I want to have some eye lifts thing, a nose job would be kind cute. Oh, I wanna have great dental work done too, mainly doing the "zoom" whitening thing. I don't know, I wanna have a great smile like the two chicks on the show! Singapore should have one of those shows too. I'd join in an instant. :)

Portugal WON. Oh yea! Finally, something went my way. :)Gomes scored a startling goal. It was damn pretty. Spain fired shots the whole night through, testing Ricardo quite a bit, but Iker Casillas did a marvellous job too, despite letting in that one goal. Raul was poor, Ronaldo was good, Deco is like, :). Figo, well, Figo.. He aided in Portugal's goal, but was substituted later. But Russia only won by one goal, and so Spain was knocked out. Sad, but Portugal got in, top of table! :)

Tonight, France and Croatia are going to win! :)

I can make tonight forever, or I can make it disappear by dawn

I'm really disappointed with the Dutch. Hettinga committed a professional foul around the 75th minute, it was to stop the Czech captain (I think) to complete his run to the goal, which resulted in a yellow card. And that was his second yellow card of the game, so he was sent out. -sigh- Holland defended with 10 men for the rest of the game, in the 88th, the Czech idiot of a Liverfool player scored. :( What was upsetting was that the foul and the red carding was now out of the point, and an unnecessary sacrifice, since the Deusch didn't get the consoling one point either way.

**editted**
And did I not mention Holland was robbed of a penalty in the first half? It didn't feel like a loss then because Holland was leading 2-0. But at the end, I just can't help feeling cheated. Sigh. By the way, the final score is 2-3 to Czech.

And I hate Baros. Hamann is alright, until the end of the Euro's.

And didn't I just blog about Ballack's similar foul in World Cup'02 just hours before the accursed game? Ugh.

Edgar Davids is damn good. He should move to ManU, and ManU should sell Scholes. Sigh. Van Nistlerooy was marked constantly and Van Der Saar made several good saves. But when Baros scored the 3rd and winning goal, I came so close to crying, I teared like mad. Damn. Holland's chances are so slim. Whatever hope I have of Germany and Holland qualifying is pretty much gone. It's possible, yes I know, but not probable. Czech would field their second team to let the first team rest in the game against Germany, and Germany would win. Even if Holland scored a victory, they would still not get through.. :(

I want to cry again. I don't want to read the papers. It'll just dampen my mood. Again.

I really wanted to post some pics, but my computer is sulking and refuses to let me access my uploading site...
So I'll do some reposting... To hopefully cheer me up..


This was done for Flaunt.
His curls just looks so...


And his smile here!

Isn't it just so sweet?


And to make things worse, Spain is playing Portugal tonight. The chance for both teams to qualify is also low. Stupid Greeks, they play just like the Turks, diving for the opposing players legs, not the ball. I think I'll support Portugal, 'cause Figo just makes me sad. Sure, Spain has so many players I like, but, Portugal's really striving, and Figo looks like he's trying so hard, too hard, for his team. It's sad, so sad.

:(

Grey ships pass, Into the west.

I just realised I left out Cheryl's link! So now I added it on. I don't know how I got so careless.

Germany Vs. Latvia now.. Go Germany! Go Ballack! He's cute. :) Plus I like his tackle back in World Cup'02 Semi Finals. The one that ruled him out for the finals against the Brazilians. :) It was underhanded, sneaky, despicable. But I loved every second of it. :)

Or did I remember wrong again? That it wasn't him.

I'll have a pic SPAM soon if my keyboard's here. Until then.. Football, here I come!

Can you teach me to dance real slow?

Sweden drew Italy.

I kinda thought Italy was going to win. Lucky for me.

But it was definitely the most interesting game in the Euro 04 so far! It was gripping, especially in the first half hour of the game! It was like Italy couldn't stop attacking, Sweden managed a few shots in between the defending. In the second half, Italy defended like crazy, in the 84th minute (I think, I mean, it was past 4 and all, my memory isn't too clear) No. 10 scored a cute looking back flip. I don't remember his name! Oooops.

Larsson played not too well. Ljungberg, well, what can I say, I'm biased (even if I'm not an Arse supporter; I thought his red hair was so adorable, but he looks much hotter shaven). Vieri had so many good chances at the goal, of which none was on target. Del Piero had quite a few chances too, but he blocked one of Vieri's shots, which could have been Vieri's only on-target shot. :( Kinda sad, Italy played well in general, a little too physical, which is why in the next game Vs. Bulgaria 3 players will be missed. :/

Oh, and Denmark beat Bulgaria 2-0. It was a yawn inspiring game. :/

On other things, I bought another book to read today. I'm gonna read it tomorrow. Tonight, I think, is my last night at the computer. So, I better make full use of it. My keyboard's going again. Heh heh. I just remembered I have yet to spend this week's allowance. Should I use it to buy a new keyboard? :)

Every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes

I really shouldn't, but I will. I mean, blog. I already blogged twice today, this shall be my third entry for the day.

I was horrified yesterday. I mean, Les Bleus drew! I'm like, huh?! I expected a win! For them to be the first team to qualify for the quarters, but no, Croatia had to be an ass and score. Silvestre is a bungling idiot. I'm so embarrassed that he's from ManU. *sigh* But never the mind, what can I say, they will defeat the Swiss in 3 days time. I mean, even England beat them 3-0. Denmark's playing now. Let's hope they lift my spirits, and may Sweden be the first team to qualify for the quarterfinals! Go Freddie! :)

I wish I was an european, preferably a German, a Brit, a Dane or a Spaniard. Then I can support my teams readily, and happily! Instead of listening to some rubbishy new plan to enter the Asian Cup or something like that in 3 or 4 years time. Oh please. A dane. Mmm, yes please. :)

Footie! Here I come! By the way, it's Bulgaria Vs. Denmark now!

Is there still a need to guess who I'm rooting for?

Angel of the morning;

Okay, I'm bored.
So let's have another Guess-the-Lyrics game! :)

1. If you said goodbye to me tonight,
There would still be music left to write.

2. Lay down your sweet and weary head
The night is falling, you have come to journey's end

3. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel
like I am home again.

4. She's got a smile that heals me
I don't know why it is
But I have to laugh when she reveals me

5. You're my only reason,
You're my only truth.

6. For what it's worth,
It was worth all the while.

I hope everyone will get it! More than half are recent songs. Really.

Can music save your mortal soul?

I've got American Pie, the song stuck in my head. Don McLean's version of course, Madonna's is, well, not as nice. Don McLean's version sounds much better too, longer too. :)

Oh, new template up by the way. I like the neatness of it, haven't had something this neat since my first template ever, which I only editted, and not create. What a long way I've come in learning HTML. The picture's kinda corny, but what do you expect out of my drawing. :/ I'm not remotely decent in drawing on the com. :(

Inexplicable dread seizes me,
Pressure mounting,
Expectations heightening,
All seems to lead to a harder fall.
At such a loss,
Words seem foreign,
As I can't seem to find the words.

A stronger, deeper guilt overwhelming the senses.
I keep trying to push all these things
Deeper into the recesses of my mind,
It works,
But only for a time.
I hate to fight back these tears,
And these fears.
Will I ever be free of it?
Be free of myself?

Can I ever stop feeling suicidal
When this mood claims me?
I have so many questions to which
I can find no answers.
I do not even know if I want the answers.
What if i'll never be free?
Will I always be a slave to it?
A slave to the ever present guilt.


Is this the time to throw myself back into the hopelessness and despair I grew so accustomed to over the years? I always thought religion is for the weak-minded, those who need to cling to something elusive to have the faith of a better tomorrow; Unashamedly I would say, I am weak-minded, I need salvation, I need someone to tell me the sun will shine brighter on the morrow, mostly, I need the faith to trust the someone. Should I just take a jump and end it all? Or do I not even have the courage to do that..

I don't know what to do. The tears don't want to come, and wash it all away; The tears, my absolving tears.

You've made a fool of everyone;

Damn,
I wanted to take my blood pressure,
But something got me worked up, (in a bad way)
And now, I bet my blood pressure has like risen to incorrect amounts.
Is the word amounts?

Tonight:
Spain Vs. Greece.
Go Spain!
I like Casillas. :)
He's cute!

To cheer me up,
The prettehs!

Quiz.. Something about your brain, and what's dominant.
The person I got it off said it's damn accurate for her,
And I think it's accurate for me too...
So, here, try and do it!


Your Brain Usage Profile:

Auditory : 47%
Visual : 52%
Left : 42%
Right : 57%


More..

Siew, you are moderately right-hemisphere dominant and have even preferences between auditory and visual processing, traits that might make people perceive you as "slightly off balance."

You are most likely to be slightly disorganized, a "dreamer" and a person who focuses more on the end result than the immediate task at hand. You are creative and spontaneous if somewhat lacking in direction and focus. You are a learner who is generally patient and a person for whom time is an ally, not an enemy.

You are more passionate than most people with regard to life and learning and recognize your own intuitive abilities. You have sufficient goal-direction to satisfy yourself and guarantee success without being or feeling driven. You are willing to be reflective about yourself and others without getting lost in rumination.

The balance of your sensory modes allows for both learning and expressive capabilities achieved by few. You are active and "seeing" while retaining an equally strong propensity for being reflective which slows you down a little but allows for a more comprehensive perception and analysis of situations and problems. You do not spend excessive time analyzing since you mostly trust your perceptions.

In all likelihood, you have a tendency to overcommit and cannot under- stand why others get upset since you operate on a different "time table" than they do. Your organizational abilities are frequently overwhelmed by the stimulation seeking and active nature of your mind as well as by the tendency to create new categories and gloss over details, making categorization and classification almost impossible at times.

To the extent that your career path allows for creativity and abstraction as well as a bit of disorganization, you should find yourself equipped to handle any learning that is required. Your own personal adjustment to your style should come naturally although you are likely to feel frus- trated by your own limited discipline and often wonder "Why?"

Take the test at BrainWorks!

Altogether now!

Euro 2004 is goood!
I like the way the games are being played out,
But it's making me stay up til all the wrong hours at night.
No matter,
2.35am tonight, Holland Vs. Germany.
I'll be rooting for Holland.
It's one of the old teams I used to support..
Back in the heyday of Berkamp, de Boer, Overmars..
And there were these brothers, who I seem to have forgotten their names.
Then I fell into mainstream and supported England,
Because there were just SO many ManU players playing for them.
Haha,
But now I'd rather see France make it,
Sweden, Holland, Denmark and maybe Germany.
Czech Republic's playing now!
My brother used to support them,
I don't know which team he supports now. :/

Fatty, are you gonna watch the match later??

Sons of Gondor, of Rohan, my brothers! I see in you eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me. A day may come when the courage of Man fails, when we forsake our friends and break all bonds of Fellowship, but this is not the day! An hour of wolves and shattered shields when the age of Men comes crashing down, but this is not the day! This day we fight!

Why are there so many songs about rainbows?

How to make a xiujuan

Ingredients: 5 parts pride 5 parts humour 5 parts empathy

Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of curiosity and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Okay, famine camp was bad. I shan't blog much about it because I expect lots of people to blog about it! :) So basically, I could bathe, so it wasn't bad. :) In fact, Peishan and I bathed twice. The queues were horrendously long, and while queuing for the second shower, all the camp leaders came in to chase us out because they had to clean the showers, and it's like, I haven't bathed yet. So I got really snappy and horribly irritated. Stupid leaders.

The break fast meal was horrible. The rice sucked, 2 out of 3 ingredients were bad, so I went home and had pizza. -yummms- :) And slept immediately, woke up at 3 to have lunch, and promptly went back to sleep until now! :)

I love to sleep, I need to sleep. I fully intend to go to sleep right after dinner, and wake up in time for F.R.I.E.N.D.S. :)

And you said, Stay;

Caught Harry Potter PoA today with Neo,
I guess it was somewhat alright.
The second half was good,
But the first half kind of sucked,
Too slow moving.
Watched it with Neo,
Because I knew Neo
Missed me so bad, and I decided to grace her
With my illustrious presence.

Got may SAT results back,
It's better than what I got previously,
But I had hoped for better actually.
Ah well.

But I love you still;

I was thinking if I should like,
Y'know, get a paid LiveJournal account,
For about 5 minutes.
And I think I should,
'Cause it seems fun.
Blogger is getting better,
But I like LJ more.
The only thing I like better about Blogger,
Is that you don't have to have a template
that looks like a copy of everyone elses.
But you see,
If I get a paid account,
I don't have to look like such a copy cat.
What do you think?
:/

I should start studying soon.
Really.
But, when?

Been listening to Garth Brooks quite a bit.
He's great!
Only if you're into country though.
I just had to stop listening to pop,
The excess R&B is getting on my nerves,
To make it worse,
Avril's new CD is coming out,
And I absolutely can't stand some rock bands and their music.

I wanted to post some lyrics tht's been running through my mind.
But, the entry would simply look too darn long.
See? If I was using LiveJournal,
I could hide it all under a LJ-cut.
You see?
I'm such a LJ advocate who also uses Blogger.
:(

I just got my Return of the King DVD today,
And I'm so happy watching it.
Okay, I'm going back to watching it now!
Just wanted to announce my gooooood news. :)
I'm thinking of getting the other VCDs instead,
because DVDs are, well expensive.
:)
And I bought it in HMV,
So I got this ROTK poster,
which I'm gonna hang in my room later.
It's a good good day. :)

Have some fun looking at some screencaps!







Now, isn't this making you happy?
It's making me happy!

How did I exist;

My mother is horrifying dense la. I mean, she was saying the Fatboy wanted buy my dad lunch or something, then asked me and my other brother to share. And I said, "Does money grow in trees?" It's not like I get an obscene amount of money for allowance, in fact, far from it. Then she said, go for a low-cost buffet, which is around $30 a person, each only have to pay $10. I was thinking like, WHERE ON EARTH IS YOUR BRAIN?! If you wanna buy a meal, you should pay for everyone right? Where got people buy a meal for someone, say lunch, and only pay for ONE person's price, and let say, my mom pay the rest?! Doesn't make the least bit of sense to me. Of course, I won't explain it to her, just told her if it's like low-cost, as in REALLY low cost like the sort of meal tht would cost less than $50 for everyone. Then she went ranting on and on about something which I tuned out.

No point in explaining obviously simple logic.

Something finally went right;

Which internet subculture do I belong to? [CLICK] You are a Conspiracy Theorist! Holy cow! You actually did an online quiz? Little did you realise that the information you gave us is being sent to an unknown government agency for evil use against you! Don't try to leave, we are already watching. More Quizzes at Go-Quiz.com

I'm a conspiracy theorist? hmm.

I'm attracted to you

*editted*
I'm just so bored. First part of my day is blogged in LJ, this is just gonna be the later part. Mmm. My day started out fine, got worse progressively.

I received the stupid WorldVision famine camp thing which I thought might have been not half-way bad. Keyword - thought. I can't bathe, which sucks beyond words, I'll be sticky, have veryvery disgusting hair. The worst thing of all is that, everyone has to keep their overnight bags in trash bags for the duration of the camp, and there would be some wire thing to bind the bags, so we cant open the bags for the entire duration of the camp, except for at night. And we have to lug those trash bags EVERYWHERE. Sucks balls. To make matters worse, we have to travel down to Tampines on public transport, still carrying those disgusting trash bags for old clothes and newspaper collection, and carry everything back to NgeeAnn Poly afterwards. How sick is that. And I will only get two and a half hours of sleep. Pure torture I tell you. I want my money back.

I just watched the England vs. Iceland friendly. It just served to disgust me. Iceland sucks, they can't attack, they can't defend. The one thing good about them is, the players are all quite pretty, but that's about it. How sad. I was rooting for them. England played badly, but they still won by a huge margin simply because Iceland sucks balls. England's gonna get their asses trounced by France. Hah. I'll be watching, and laughing.

I was just looking at my blog, and recent past entries, and I find that, well, the Lord of the Rings exhibition is over. I didn't get to see it. I want to scream, shout, cry. Do something. I wanted so badly to see it. And I realised, I don't have many happy posts, if any. I wonder is it because I find enjoyment in misery, be it mine or someone elses, or that I'm just unhappy with everything and everyone. I came to the conclusion that it's both. Some people really get on my nerves a lot these days, and I can't help wishing ill upon them; I don't think it's anything wrong though, I mean, I really hope they get screwed. I'm so full of vengeance.

In case no one noticed, this is prose again. Why? Because there's so much to rant about. Because I hate so many people for being the asses they are.



you are the "you're so dumb" happy bunny.
you are brutal in your words and enjoy putting
others down.
which happy bunny are you?
I like the way this sounds. And I do enjoy being brutal, even if it's just to shock. Twisted? I don't think so.

Everything

I suppose this is pure evil for me to
Want it - them to end,
To want it - contact to stop,
But hey, I never said I was an angel. :)
To think of it,
I don't think it's evil at all now,
Just a little mean.
Ooops, I better go check my hp.

I was the lonely one;

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Striding across the tundra, cutting down all who dare stand in the way using a burning branch, cometh Siew! And she gives an ominous cry: "I'm going to smack you with such wanton cruelty, your screams will reanimate the dead!!"

Find out! Enter username: Are you a girl, or a guy ?

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Nothing at all;

Well, this is going to be a tad long, so I'm posting this prose style.

Yesterday started out alright; met Neo in town, we thought of one of the most unoriginal presents to ever get for Wen. Technically, I thought of it, but well. No difference there. So we rushed down to Swensens to get the birthday cake and rushed to Sentosa. But, guess what? Wen was late, because of a variety of reasons, so basically, we waited for more than an hour, the cake being out in the open for 2 hours. There was only FOUR of us who met at Sentosa first. Like, woah. There's just so many of us! Played a little volleyball, and slowly, everyone came down. Everyone meaning Sab, Yanrong, Kang. Later, at the barbeque, Chunsi, Pat, Sara, Sera, Prisc, Vivien, Lijie came down. The food was good. But I wish I could have eaten more. :( Didn't stay over because no one else was. What a waste of energy to have to lug my overnight bag around.

Today was a pretty good day too. Up til one and a half hour ago or so. I was supposed to meet Peishan to pass her some stuffs for Nel's birthday, and though we're sharing the present, I really didnt think that the things I passed to her were that important. So, the way I see it was that, I needed to go down to Bishan for less reason than she does. Right? So anyway, we were supposed to meet at 720. So she messaged me at 7.22 to say that she'd be late. She only came down half an hour later. What a waste of my time, and money. Before today, Peishan distinctly said not to be late, as it was a surprise for Nelvin, so time was of the utmost importance. So fine. I took the stuffs for Nel, then I went off, halfway through, I realised something was missing. I hurried home to pick it up and took a cab, despite have SO damn little cash (actually I had no money, it was Neo's money) because I thought time was of the utmost importance. And she basically said a total of 3 lines before running off. How sweet. Also, I was intent on getting Szuyu something because Wen thought to get her something for her sending off. So while searching, I got a phonecall from Wen to say, it's alright, she'll get it for Szuyu. Okay. I was simply so close to screaming right then. Of course I held it back. I didn't want to seem like a lone lunatic screaming in J8.

What a horrifically long post. I think I'm doing quite a good job at reining my anger in in this post. Maybe I'm unreasonably irate to some, but that's just too fucking bad.

And before I forget,

Happy Birthday Wen

You're my oldest friend, one of the so very few whom I feel no compunction to hesitate to say "I love you~" to. Seen you first without your braces, watched as you put them on, and took them off; Spent 6 years in the same school, 4 in the same class, felt so weird when I was going to school last year without you.We weren't always close throughout the years (remember Pri 5/6? our corny making up after our almost year long quarrel?), but, certainly and without a doubt, I Love You! (Not in a gay way)
And Happy Birthday Nel, my er, ex-girlfriend! Happy 20th, you old, old man.

Tears in my eyes

Tears in my eyes.
They never had the chance
To fully form
Before you'd deliver the next blow to my being.
Endless incomplete actions.
I don't know -
Anything.
If I should cry, or
Scream. If I should
Stay or go.



I'm so tired,
but I thought I'd like to blog before I go off to bed,
Well, I was wrong.
I'll blog about Wen's birthday celeb tmr.


My pictures are back! :)

Quiz time!


You're Aragorn when he sets out to War, "For
Frodo Legolas!"


Which LOTR character's defining moment are you?
I think Aragorn and Legolas are a couple. :) Especially in the movie. The movies. :)
And I cheated to get Aragorn. I picked all the Aragorn-ish answers. It was so obvious! I couldn't help it. :)


Lord of The Rings!


What movie Do you Belong in?
I cheated to get this too. I got some Fight Club crap.

I'm sucha cheaterbug, and a LOTR geek.

I don't know how you do it;

Damn.
Today sucks.
My webspace is screwed up.
The WHOLE thing is screwed up.
Wonder if I hit the maximum bandwidth.
Ugh. Maybe I did.
Then I'd have to relink EVERYTHING?!
ARGH.
I'm damn sad now.
Bear with my plain blog.
:(
Just relinked the main picture.
:/ I'm still unhappy.
Hope my pictures of my hunks get back soon. :(

Living a lifetime in every minute;

Just felt like bloggind the above line.
So here I am, waste of blogging space. :)
So here I go, more pictures.. :)


*smiles*

I know just how;

*editted*

Just did a template.
But some things are still screwed up.
Dinner beckons,
So I'll try to fix this up later. :/

Aiights, I fixed it.
I've got myself a Blogger comment box,
and a Previous Post thing to the right!
Oh yay.
I'm er. too ecstatic for words.

All my pictures of you;

I'm just so bored. I did a quiz!

**Have You Ever?**
*. KISSED YOUR COUSIN? no..
*. RAN AWAY? well, I sort of tried. Heh. Ran away from school once too.
*. BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART? Oh yes.
*. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN? I should think so.
*. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED? Yes, my granny.
*. BROKEN A BONE? I fractured my wrist once, does it count?
*. DRANK ALCOHOL? sure
*. CRIED IN SCHOOL? sure

::This or That::
*. COKE OR PEPSI? Pepsi I think
*. SPRITE OR 7UP? Sprite
*. FLOWERS OR CANDY? Candy, it's edible, and so very tasty
*. QUIET OR LOUD? Quiet
*. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? Brunettes.
*. BITCHY OR SLUTTY? Bitchy.
*. TALL OR SHORT? Tall
*. JEANS OR SHORTS? Shorts. The weather really sucks for jeans.

*..::The Last Time You::..*
*. SHOWERED? Yesterday..
*. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? er. Define great time.

?...::What Is::...?
*. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? Don't have one.
*. PERSON YOU HATE MOST? Mmm, tough question. wouldn't really know though.
*. LUCKY NUMBERS? I figure I like 31, but don't think it's particularly lucky..

::?::What is your favorite..?::
*. COLOR? Red..
*. MOVIE? Right now? Lord of the Rings
*. BOOK? Right now, should be Tom Clancy's Red October. Not done with it yet, but it's goood.
*. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? Out of the 3 artsy fartsy subjects I do, it should be Lit.
*. CARS? I'd be glad if I could have ANY car. But I'd like either a Jag or BMW
*. ICE CREAM? Chocolatey sorts
*. HOLIDAY? December!
*. SEASON? Well, winter. Simply because I have summer all year round
*. BREAKFAST FOOD? Scrambled eggs, hams, sausages.

'::...Who...::'
*. MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST? er.. I don't know. Probably Peishan.
*. MAKES YOU SMILE? Does it have to be someone I know personally? because if its not, well, pictures of VM, OB, EB, SB would do quite well. Take your pick. :)
*. WHO HAS A CRUSH ON YOU? Everyone.... Not.

*?::Do You Ever::?*
*. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT? No.
*. SAVE MSN CONVERSATIONS? Yes.
*. SAVE E-MAILS? Nah. Unless it's those with my account passwords.
*. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE? Of course.
*. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS? Yea, my primary school teacher I think. To think of it, he was such a bitch.

\*\::...Have You...::\**. FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? No.
*. MADE OUT WITH JUST A FRIEND? Nah.
*. BEEN IN LOVE? I think so. I should say so.
*. BEEN IN LUST? Oh yes.
*. USED SOMEONE? Mmm. Highly probable.
*. BEEN USED? Maybe.?
*. CHEATED ON SOMEONE?: No
*. BEEN CHEATED ON? No
*. BEEN KISSED? Yes
*. DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? Duh. Regrets are what make up life.

* Who was the last person::...
*. YOU TOUCHED? Oh. Er. I don't remember. Accidental brushes not counted, I don't know.
*. YOU TALKED TO? Fatboy.
*. YOU HUGGED? er. Fatty. "Embrace another in totality." Hah.
*. WHO BROKE YOUR HEART? Well..

*..::Do you::..*
*. COLOR YOUR HAIR? Yes.
*. HAVE ANY TATTOOS? No
*. HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? Ears not withstanding, NONE.
*. HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? NO.
*. EVER GET OFF THIS DAMN COMPUTER? I try not to. :)