BECAME FRIENDS OF THE EARLY THEORY; CLOSE ENOUGH TO SPEAK OF DESIRE AND PAIN OF ABSENCE

Thursday, January 29

and i miss you like a hole in the head


gahh.
i'm home..
i dint get ter slp much as compared ter the past few days..
i'm so tired...

i wanna buy more books ter read..
hafta go do Geog work ltr.

everyone.. bring class fund tmr!

Breaking apart ; 22:07
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--- vo ---

Wednesday, January 28

i'm so bored.. as usual..
my muscles all over ache like hell..
felt like i walked like a duck for most of the day..
couldnt even walk up and down the stairs without grimacing..
sighhhh..

went town with Wen aft school..
she bot qte a few stuffs..
all for xt. haha.

came home and had a good sleep..
woke up and had my dinner alone..
i'm so sianned..
i dont wanna do chinese..

Breaking apart ; 22:59
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--- vo ---

Tuesday, January 27

gah. i'm bored.
PE was tiring..
and i had my period..
my muscles ache like no one's business..
altho it is no one's business..
went ter watch The Last Samurai with Chrys.
it's nice.
like a mini-epic..

i can't wait for Troy to come out..
i need ter borrow ID...
like.. 21 yrs and above kind..
anyone has any id ter lend?

having Econs test tmr..
and i still dunno whats MRP theory..
have a damned vague idea on what monopoly is..
totally lost on profit-max.
gods.
how am i gonna cram enough info in for a SIMPLE CASE STUDY test..
sheesh..

and i'm still happily using the net..
i havent done finish my WH essay..
and i don;t wanna do it ler..
ohmy. i dunno how i accumulated SO much hw..

and i have a humongous pimple on my nose.
it made my right nostril swell..
and it hurts like fuck.
AH! :(

Breaking apart ; 23:15
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--- vo ---

Sunday, January 25

searching for the elusive strands


had lunch with the family ydae..
then went ter send Wendy off..
qte a few people went.
i even managed ter whine, coerce, cajole Vic ter go..
hehh. dunno when she's getting online also..
Marcus cried when she left. aww.
the trip ter and fro frm Changi could've killed..
it took so bloody long..
gahh.

anw, today i went for lunch at my unc's house.
doubt any of my relatives know the meaning of dinner.
they seem to conspire with each other to never let me have a full day of sleep..
and i'm still as tired as i was on tuesday.
having ter get up at ungodly hours for the past 4 days..
pure agony.

and i realised tht we can get ch 62 free..
up til 22 feb..
as in. it's a new channel.. Star Chinese Movies or smth.
anw. there was some nice mahjong show..
altho i watched it last yr, also during new yr..
i rewatched it. haha.

i'm running out of things ter blog...

oh. anyone has a Ned Kelly vcd, dvd.. or smth.
read the storyline somewhere online..
found it intrigueing..
the robber thing.. haha.
what an apt description for the plot, eh?
lend me!!

Breaking apart ; 21:20
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--- vo ---

Saturday, January 24

oh my god.
Kirsten Dunst is sooo lucky!!!
haha.
i never knew she was a child actress, who got ter act opposite Brad Pitt and Tom Cruise!
and in a show tht's dedicated ter River Phoenix..
wah.. damn lucky le.
haven;t finished watching yet..
haha. at least her character in the show will die.
so i dont feel overtly jealous.


Breaking apart ; 20:08
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--- vo ---

Friday, January 23

before you know it you're gonna break down


i'm bored...
house visitings boring as usual..

i love my com. :)
my keyboards been back for like 4 days or so.
it makes me happy.
anw.
who did their WH essay on comp?
can share share info?
GP essay on media's reliabilty also..

my voice is qte gone again..
my throat is itchy..
and my bro thinks i'm chatting online all the time.
he's weird..
he;s got a new hp..
i want one too..
i'm like a brat.

oh ya.
to everyone who's taking their SAT tmr..
good luck ya.
but also hope got people retaking..
so i wont be alone when i retake! :)

happy lunar new year again!

Breaking apart ; 23:02
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--- vo ---

Wednesday, January 21

say you changed your mind now
that i am only dreaming


oh my god.
my blogger thing finally worked.
past few days i've been trying ter load the blogging page,
with no avail.
today.. hah!
i did it.

and anyway...



happy

new year

one and all!




gahh. i'm bored.
celebrations was damned boring today..

when me and cand went ter staffroom ter looks fer
john smith ter hand up her WH essay,
we saw Casey Leong scolding this J1 really loudly..
haha. like woah. so fierce sia.
saying smth like.
you disgust me.
you have the lowest morals that i ever found in a person

anyway, i think he's got nice hair now...
now all he has ter do is ter work on the rest of his bod. and face. :)


Breaking apart ; 21:38
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--- vo ---

Tuesday, January 13

my mistake caused me a whole damned lot of guilt


am feeling pretty shit right now.
i mean.
i'm fuckin pissed at myself for smth i did ydae.
and it's like i'm having ter live with the aftermath.
gaahh.

i'm disgusted with myself.

this self-hate, self-blaming thing sucks.
ahh.
just 2 days ago, i was damned glad ter be left alone..
right now.
i hate ter be alone.. :(

Breaking apart ; 11:51
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--- vo ---

Friday, January 9

you came and you gave without taking


oh my.
my blog is all but abandoned.
haha.

nothing much ter blog also.
i need money...
i'm going shopping..

haha. dunno what else.
school is painfully boring..

i want a new template..
but i'm soo lazy..
anyone wanna help me make one? :)

Breaking apart ; 21:13
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--- vo ---

Sunday, January 4

just got back from the cruise..
it was boring la..
i did nothing except eat sleep and read....
like hehh.
i might as well have stayed at home rightt.. :|

and i fell sick......... again..
like when i got back from Aus like tht..
cough like a crazy woman..
i think i shdn't like go on holidays anymore..

oh ya.. on the cruise i read like 3 Anne Rice books..
and i suddenly fell in love with the Vampire Chronicles too..

so now right,,
i cant figure out if i shd get the ella show VCDs,
or i shd buy all the Vamp Chronicles books.
how..
i dont have enough money for both....

or maybe i'll wait til new yr..
:)
i love kui! :)

Breaking apart ; 12:00
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--- vo ---







; xiu
; 15-11
; ex-stnicholasgirl
; standrews-jc


; I didn't lose my mind
It was mine to give away
Couldn't stay
to watch me cry
You didn't have
the time
So I softly slip away


; this online journal is
mostly done in jest.
; Not to be take seriously


; I gave my all
But I think my all may
have been too much
'Cause Lord knows
we're not getting anywhere

Seems we're
always blowing
whatever we got going
And seems at times
With all we've got,
We haven't got a prayer


; ViggOrli
; Have faith


; I won't apologise
I justified your lies
Come find me
Tell them to me
Look me in the eyes.



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