Friday, October 31
Saw tonnes of ex-SN people in town today..
like everywhere i go, left right up down all got St Nicks people.
heh. but nv see anyone else oth than the
down syndrome kid from SA.
He doesnt have down syndrome, just looks like he does.
haha.
Went down with Momo.
walked a lil.. then went off.
we were both damn tired..
so in the end, i decided against meeting Chrys at night.
Came home and slept like a log la. sian.
i'm still tired tho.
--- vo ---
Thursday, October 30
oh. Anw. who's Cheers??
i'm thinking of the 7-eleven copycat.
hehh.
i think he/she makes sense! :)
better not be someone i dislike.
if not, i'll be praising someone i dont like
and i dont like ter praise someone i dont like
does it make sense?
--- vo ---
ooh. just went ter fix my hair today with wen.
it's still pretty screwed. really really flat.
my momma hates it. haha.
but its so soft!
ahh. so soft.
yes wen. i know i've gone nuts. but ahh. so soft.
had dinner aft tht. just got home. think i shd bathe ler. :/
--- vo ---
no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.
i'm bored.
damn bored.
damn damn bored.
Sara is super interesting to talk to la.
She has tonnes of funny things to show.
Like blogs about stupid people.
Really. Some peoples stupidity is damn funny.
--- vo ---
Wednesday, October 29
Watched Intolerable Cruelty today with Chrys.
Was kinda nice.
Candice C. and HuiFen from SNG were in the same cinema too.
Aft tht went shopping for a while.
Nth much ter blog also. Haha.
--- vo ---
Tuesday, October 28
Fuck. Seriously. Steer clear.
--- vo ---
Shit. I hate weaknesses.
Yet, I'm still feeling some sorta loss,
lonliness, unwanted-ness.
Freak. I really want ter take back words sometimes.
So I could let myself feel screwed up once in a while.
Ugh. Don't see the point in this entry.
Am getting angst-y, if there's such a word.
Fuck. Seriously.
People are damned selfish sometimes.
Really. Screw it.
Can't think of a single person who hasn't irritated me at least once.
I'm so damned easily irritable.
I irritate people damn easily too.
And its on purpose.
Whoever doesn't get it,
do yourself a favour, and get a brain.
If i had my way,
I wouldn't have been stuck making such ridiculous choices now.
And i won't have to be ranting so damned much.
Ugh. I think.
Some people should just die and
make the world a better place.
--- vo ---
Dinner was okay.
i loved the lobster sashimi tho.
wanna eat more of it. :/ but.. its freaking ex la..
sian. i hate choices.
cus you hafta give up something when
you choose the other option.
seriously. its fucked.
Anybody wanna help me make a choice
with what ter do ter my life?
sian. love ter say life sucks.
but its hella cliche and pointless. argg.
sian. sian. i'm so sian.
--- vo ---
damn bored.
Think there's really something wrong with me
one moment i feel so screwed,
the next i feel totally uplifted. cheery happy and whatever.
Today's my daddy's bdae.
Happy Birthday Daddyy!
okay. like he'll see it.
going out for dinner later.
i'm still bored.
--- vo ---
Monday, October 27
Zao-ed JS's Wuthering Heights today..
At first was contemplating whether ter go back.
Cus Marcus said they were tking attndance.
Then he msged back and said tht he took for us.
Aft tht went ter HArbour Front for a while with Momo.
then went town ter meet Wen.
She was studying when i got there,
so i went ter Taka ter walk walk. Yes, alone.
She came ter find me abt 20 mins ltr i think.
Walked around abit. bot miscellaneous junk.
Aft tht went home ler.
Anw.. Wen. i think you kinda screwed up too.
I'm not very consoling huhh.
Mmm. But its not rly your fault i think.
You should feel damn cheated. Anw.
Goooood Luck!
And yr!
i agree!! haha. i shall try and be positively perky.
and. er. talk perkily.
walk perkily.
just act bimbotic as hell la.
anw. DONT say i'm alrdy bimbotic enough. haha.
--- vo ---
Sunday, October 26
think tht i'm sucha pessimist most of the time.
kinda sucks..
sometimes. just wish tht i could see things from a nicer angle.
hate ter look at things and people and events,
and only negative remarks rise from my mind unbidden.
been trying ter be positive. but its seriously failing like fuck.
cynicism is setting in.
at a too early age if you ask me.
fuck all this.
ugh.
quit with this self-pity drivel already.
everyone has their own problems.
but not everyone goes around publicising it.
it doesn't mean that their problems are of any less importance.
everyone has their own way of handling problems,
but seriously, handle it in a way that won't bug everyone else,
and piss them off to no ends.
salvage whatever you have.
don't throw it all away simply because you can't get what you want.
a little of something is better than none at all.
always thought i was immature.
but suddenly, i find the whole world deteriorating.
and i still dislike neighbourhood schools.
my little brother better not get such wonderful grades that he can't get into SJI.
did i mention i chose him a school?
i want him to go SJI. cus i dont think he's smart enough to go to RI or TCHS.
Dunman is too nerdy, RV's uniform sucks. and they're freaking nerdy.
so SJI. he had better get in.
i'm ranting already.
sigh.
--- vo ---
i'm beginning to realise tht i really really detest lotsa people.
and Momo can still say tht it took me quite long. hahah
Siann. Think i shall stay in SA.
how disappointing for lotsa people right.
Hafta see me one more year. haha.
I think SA are trying to kill their students lor.
They make FOUR classes each year do a combination that sucks to the core.
without a hint for any good job prospects.
wtf lor. they just want passes. and push the school's standing up.
they're fucking with our lives..
I hate knowing that my future is going down the drain.
That i'l probably end up earning a measly 2k or 3k for the rest of my life.
SCREW it. i'll nv get my nice Jag or BMW. screw it.
i absolutely hate this.
--- vo ---
Just watched the Stephen Chow's version of Lu Ding Ji.
Was funnnyyy!! But i thot the girls in the show were quite ugly tho.
Think last time channel U or 8 had this version with this other guy,
who i don't remember the name. Also quite a funny guy.
The girls were DAMN chio. Esp the Princess. DAMN chio.
--- vo ---
freakk.
how can Man U lose ter Fulham.
I hope Fulham relegates ter Div 1 next year.
They're like a jinx ter Man U. Idiot.
I kinda like Inamoto tho.
But i like Man U more. Like DUH.
--- vo ---
Saturday, October 25
 You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure.
"And The Angel rose as holy protector for all that was created. She fought with honor and valor to serve the good of the world. But the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and end to purity."
Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael (Christian) and Hercules (Greek).
The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue, the number 2, and the element of wind.
Her sign is the zenith sun.
As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your word. You generally keep your promises and give everything you do your best. Although some people see you as overbearing sometimes, you know that you have to stay true to yourself and do what's right. Angels are the best friends to have because they are brutally honest.
take quiz
Holy Shit.
PW's wordcount overshot by 700.
Ahh. Hell.
But... YEA! At least its all here! :)
--- vo ---
Met Wen, Priscilla and friend at J8..
Thought i was burnt quite badly,
until i saw Wen. Haha. She was lobster-ish everywhere.. :)
Sat around at Coffee Bean a while,
then Wen and me headed down ter NYJC's Halloween Party.
Sucked like hell tho.
On the brighter side, saw lotsa SN people.
Mainly, 4Diligence people.
Rachel, Chunsi, Sab, Szuyu, Wen, Esta.
Like a mini-class gathering! haha
Saw some OI people too.
And, Sab's classmates are terribly gay, haha.
Terribly adorable gay boys!
Esta left for CIP first,
was suppta go with her, but in the end dint..
Sorry Ster!!
Aft tht, Wen, Szuyu and me left.
Szuyu and i wenta J8 and walkwalk.
Whoa. J8's like my home today. Heh.
Bought lotsa rubbishy stuffs, like my Clearasil Acne Cream.
I have such bad skin. :(
Left around 945 i think. yepp.
--- vo ---
Life is what you make of it;
you can think of it as unfair,
that no one cares for you, no one loves you.
You can say that you deserve this, or that,
when it comes down to it.
if you don't get it, you don't.
Or say you don't deserve this treatment,
if others treat you this way, it's what you get.
The world is unfair, make your own way, live your own life.
The world isn't going to stop for you,
your friends will not stop their lives for you,
live only for yourself, love only for yourself.
If life is a battle, fight only and simply for yourself.
You can think of the world as perfect,
all the people, all perfect.
If you look on the bright side of things all the time,
the day you find that you're proven wrong,
how are you going to face reality?
Innocent naivete, impossibly ridiculous beliefs.
The world isn't perfect, no one is perfect.
Our beliefs all going to crumble down someday, along with them, us.
Would you break? Shatter?
Could you face it? Or would you escape.?
It isn't the happiness a person experiences that shapes his life,
it is the tears he sheds along the way,
the fears, anger, helplessness that carves his future path.
It is through tough times that you show your strength,
not physical, but mentally and emotionally.
Breaking down is a weakness, shows your ineptitude,
the futility of it all.
Save your tears, because no one is worth spilling them over. Not even yourself.
Crying for yourself is ridiculous.
To be able to let go, is to be able to accept.
It doesn't mean that you're lesser in any way,
To let go doesn't mean that you stop caring,
it just means that you can't do it for someone else.
Sometimes letting go is the right thing to do.
Holding unto something too tightly,
will kill it, or let it slip out of your grasp more easily.
In the end, you just will lose it completely.
Death isn't an option.
It is a selfish action, intending to only benefit yourself.
Dying won't change anything,
but if you'd just stay alive, you can make a difference.
Suicide is just plain selfish stupidity.
-- got some of it from Chun's blog.
the "To let go, means tht you can't care for someone else" thing.
typed this entry for some people,
hope tht the people i'm implying to,
will get my meaning, and stop with the self-pity,
anger at others, and more importantly..
Be strong.
--- vo ---
Friday, October 24
Went Sentosa today!
not bad.. :)
Wen Sab Neo Esta Yanrong Kangwei.
Wen is super HOT. i tell you. haha
dunno who's the you tho.
Anw, Wen's butch friend, XinTing,
[wen, still think she likes you. at least she's cute! :)]
pulled at Wen's halter bikini top,
and the whole thing came undone.
luckily she dove unto ter tarp-like mat that Esta brot.
haha. Wen was damn paiseh.
Feeling quite burnt now.. shoulders kinda ache.
sigh. i rarely ever feel burnt. my second time only. :(
everyone's pretty burnt up today tho.
cept for KangWei and Neo. they wore quite alot ma.
had dinner at Harbour Front hawker center.
i like the food there!! :)
then went ter play pool for a while, and came home..
some really desperate-looking guy asked for Wen's no. tho.
we tried ter siam from him. ahah
Szuyu: you idiot. you should have went!!
then i can be saying.. Szuyu and Wen were damn hot!
haha. dead fish. :)
and remembered the word i was looking for.
in the previous previous entry, said tht i bot Chrys her bdae present.
its a clutch! not a bag thing! :)
clutch! ahah. so pleased with myself.
think my incessant complaining has finally taken effect.! :)
since it works.
i shall do it more often! haha.
--- vo ---
Thursday, October 23
bored..
so bored with life so easily these days..
anyone wanna supply entertainmentt.?? sighh.
anw, i like szuyu's template! ahah.. but where's Ellie?
as in the elephant.. biased against blue big heavy things. haha
anw. Momo and Candice..
if you all come online right..
i got smth ter tell you all. haha. more like show ya...
just click on my msn or smth.
its qte interesting..
--- vo ---
school was boring..
nothing of mention, anw. SA latecomers, dont stay at the bus stop
as in. if you're late.. cus a teacher goes ter check. :(
met Chrys today..
went around shopping.
in the end i bot her this Givenchy bag thing
for her bdae. was on sale.
mmm. shopped at DFS.
realised tht there was GST charges la. tot DFS shdnt have GST.
dint walk vv long, but was damn shagged.
--- vo ---
Wednesday, October 22
bored.
have no real idea why i changed my template.
just wanted a change in pictures i guess.
sianned.
tmr am suppta meet Chrystle.
havent seen her since before the Term 3 hols.
like. woahh. haha. its been ages.
kept trying ter meet up.
but kept cancelling. oops. :)
--- vo ---
urgg. i dislike pangseh-ers.
with all my heart and all my soul.
sounds so love song-ish. but what the heckk.
--- vo ---
mm. today peishan was crying like quite can3 la.
anw. figure some post of mine MIGHT have smth ter do with it.
cus i dint bitch much abt her these days.
no one did la. got new gossip fodder.
IF she reads my blog,
i dint mean tht its freaking cheapo ter buy
3 things for 50 bucks when there's no sale la.
i meant tht its amazing la. and good buy.
serious!. really. :|
--- vo ---
winter
You're often depicted as the cold, distant season. But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and Independant. You have an air of power around you - and that can sometimes scare people off. You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you rarely let people in if you can help it. You can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be negative, and hard to relate to, but you give off a relaxed image despite being insecure - and secretly many people long to be like you, not knowing how deep the Winter season really is.
Well done... You're the most inspirational of seasons :)
take quiz
ripped from Cand's blog.
--- vo ---
i nv promised you a happy ending
you nv said you wouldnt make me cry
tht song just got stuck in my head.. :|
really old song of Britneys.
mmm. hadta stay back in school for some crap dialogue.
total propaganda.
tht MP talked abt the gay issue.
and seriously, SA is filled with pricks.
chh. thank god for Bella and this oth Arts Fac guy who stood up for gays.
its really ridiculous.
some Sc Fac people are really ridiculous.
this one guy in particular, who was against lax-ing Sg's stringent censorship.
chh. act so chaste and shit.
i bet he watches porn everyday, and buys Playboy magazines.
and masturbates like hell. fur-eak.
woahh. thts an interesting spelling for freak.
CUTE. just like wunderbar!
--- vo ---
Tuesday, October 21
school was boring..
no DC.. but had ter make up for the GP lesson tht we skipped ydae.
LianChoo looks damn pitiful today tho. haha
aft tht headed ter Momo's house.
talked abt alotta stuffs.
found out qte interesting stuffs abt people.
woahh. haha.
took a nap.. suppta wake up and go and check out the pasar malam.
but i couldnt wake up.
i'm sucha pig.
my daddy fetched me home aft tht.
--- vo ---
Monday, October 20
ohmy.
how can someone buy nail polish, shoes, and a halter
all in 50 bucks?! doesnt make sense to me..
there's no sale!!!!
shoes are at least 30. halter also need 30 what.
gosh.
i feel like. i can save so much money. :|
but i dint.....
--- vo ---
mm. woke up from this short nap i took.
dint slp enough.. but forced myself up cus i wanna watch friends.
and watch the ch u's ou xiang ju.
yes. tht is so lame. but i cant help it.
school was qte interesting..
cus lianchoo nv come for PW,
so everyone did whatever they wanted...
me amelia cheryl atikk ordered Macs in.
haha. nice breakfast! :)
survived thru econs and chi lect.
then we zao-ed sch. wonder if anyone took our attndance.
me and Momo went ter PS ter catch a movie la.
there were dunno how many million RA movies. haha.
so in the end we watched underworld.
then Vicc dint bring her id,
and the counter woman refused ter sell us the tickets.
so we went ter Lido.
and we were refused the tickets also la.
urggh.
we decided ter get our tickets separately,
cus i brought two ids. IC and EZ-link
and we ate a hurried lunch,
and went for our movie. the ticket stub guy was this old guy
who looks like a really cute granpa! haha.
Underworld's nice. haha. the guys in the show are all quite hot.
in different ways. and the girls pretty too.
blondie's cuteee. dunno her name tho.
ooh. saw Rachel Chunsi and their shortie friend.
cant remem the name la. isit Kareen.? or smth?
Havent seen them in ages la.
but i think i spoilt the mood by saying tht their skirts were really ugly
the moment i saw them. haha.
anw. the skirts are ugly. but rachel still looks okayy.
cus she's hot la.
went ter Kino aft tht. and bot two comics.
cant believe myself. i spent 60 today.
on what?! foood?! comics?! movie?!
god. i'm sucha spendthrift.
shant go out til thurs or fri ler. BUDGET.
and.. hi Sara! hi Guoming!
--- vo ---
Sunday, October 19
argh. my msn is screwed up.
irritated.
it'd better work by the time i come back from dinner.
blogging is boring.
i feel like i'm talking ter myself.
but its okay.. cus i've got loads ter talk abt.
heh.
bored bored bored.
anyone got nice vcds or dvds? wanna lend?
haha. on my save-money kick!
shall go on my diet agn soon.
i dint manage to lose a single pound last time round. haha
--- vo ---
 "Why!?!...STOP..STOP!!"
- #3 Kenai
take quiz
--- vo ---
felt a need ter justify this template..
i was crk la.. now i'm not.?
i used this pisture because it's the only picture tht i have
stored in my computer that i havent editted as yet
that suited the song that i was listening to.
and, i support lesbianism, gayism.
people who are soo against it are rigid pricks.
its just another way of life.
--- vo ---
just woke up.
my new maid's here.
her name is terrible.
hatun. ER. seriously. what does tht mean??
ahhh. i miss using "er".. haha. i think its cute.
nobody uses it much anymore... :|
i find my sleeping patterns real weird.
initially i woke at 7 this morning..
slpt at almost 4...
cldnt go back ter slp at first. scarey huhh.
hahha. im suppta love sleeping!!
luckily i got back ter slp. :)
i dunno why i said that. its utterly pointless.
--- vo ---
Saturday, October 18
my maid's leaving tmr.
figure i'm getting a new maid tmr.
how sucky. indon maid summore.
tho she worked in SG before.
but their eng all suck like hell man.
and tho this maid is quite sucky. attitude and all.
i still talk ter her quite often. as in joke-y kinda talk.
like we're budds. so i'll guess i'll miss her.
and my new maid is even shorter. think she's 150 only.
like seriously. why are maids so short.? dont they come any taller?
i alrdy dislike the thot of the new maid..
so troublesome.
she will definitely mix up all the clothes.
ughh.
--- vo ---
been watching old movies.
to define old i mean around the past 5 years.
i hate having period.
feelings too bloody.
--- vo ---
am in such a blogging mood these days.
think the blogging fervour is back!
feels like. i'm quite pesty.
anw. brace yourselves for long entries.
forgot abt school..
we got back GP and Geog today..
haha. got and AO pass for both! :)
mmm. got dismissed damn early tho.
slpt like a pig in the SC.
slpt abit more aft Cand and Vic left summore. haha.
qte loser-ish la. but sleeping is wonderful.
i'd rather we stay back abit.
i kinda like tht show she was showing us.
my lil bro is getting me hooked on anime. :/
its like.. Nickelodean. just not so brainless. haha.
lotsa crying in class today tho.
saw many people crying.
dint comfort anyone tho.
i'm not so good at tht shit. haha..
so me and momo just sat and watched everyone comforting everyone.
its so whatever..
no point crying over spilt milk right.
unless you're pms-ing. haha. PMS is like.
a universal excuse for girls ter be bitchy and pissing off.
and for them ter cry. scream. and loads of shit.
i love being a girl cus of tht.
oh and Vic is freaky.
she got tops in our class for Chinese.
and she topped the level for Geog.
monster. but clever monster anw. haha.
think it must be nice passing every sub!
to everyone who passed everything:
you're all smartasses.
its people like you who makes my grades look bad.
if it werent for you. i figure i;d look pretty smart. haha.
not too sure abt Poly now.
how now brown cow.
am trying ter rhyme but failing. how?
this is lame.. like. whatever xiu.
seriously, i'm slowly being convinced ter stay.
but.. what will happen ter my brain by the end of next yr if i stay?
it would have melted into mush.....
stupidity might be contagious.
bet my IQ slipped ter an averagey 120. sigh. soon. it;ll be 100.
and then 80. and soon. i'll be brainless. gahh.
--- vo ---
watched The Rundown today. with my daddy and lil bro.
cus its his bdae.. as in the lil twerp.
its funny show..! and nice too! everyone watch it okay.? haha
and i just love seann scott william or william scott..
forgot which way the name's supp ter go. haha.
he's super cute la. the cute MTV VMA host.
think i like him more than Johnny Depp. cus he's really funny.
my daddys nice! gave me money for no reason.
:)
aft tht went home and went out for dinner at Olive Tree i think.
haha its at Intercontinental Hotel.
the food's not so good, and not so cheap also.
so i dont recommend people ter go.
fondue was good tho.
ooh. and i wanted ter buy Ye Hui Mei. Jay Chou's album.
but my idiot bro bot it.
so in the end i got the SunYanZi's album. The Moment.
okay okay! i know i said it sucked last time.
but ya. think its not bad now. haha.
--- vo ---
Thursday, October 16
bored beyond words.
i cant seem ter stop blogging.
but i seem ter be simply typing loads of crap.
haha.
i've developed a liking for sunflower seeds all of a sudden.
they're yummy!
drinking Milo right now..
think its my 4th packet of the day. haha.
i'm like. a Milo freak.
--- vo ---
new template up.
its so purple. reminds me of szuyu...
dint change much again.
re-arranged the items only.
did it in school on PW day. bored.
best viewed 1280x1024.
--- vo ---
--- vo ---
i simply love it when i'm proven right.
i simply love it when i come home early and sleep all day.. but
i simply hate it when someone says smth,
and the next minute, say tht they dint say it.
its totally brainless. stupid people. :/
--- vo ---
i'm bored.
got back some results today..
Chinese - 61
Econs - 47/95. yes i failed by half mark. 49%
Lit - 46/75. 61% overall grade - 59.
anw. i passed this yr..
wont be retaining..
but still might not be staying.
thinking about poly.. :/
--- vo ---
Tuesday, October 14
stupid com.
screwed my PW up.
my critique and plan is gone. argh. fuckfuckfuck.
my mood today.
is really at an all time low.
and tensions like all time high.
i hate PMS.
--- vo ---
ohmy.
just saw holocaust photos.
super sick. and sad. and ohhyucks.
might just be getting nightmares tonight.
all the decapitated heads.
dismembered bodies. bones. mountains of possessions.
freaky.
--- vo ---
sometimes.
people are just so stupid that
i can just faint from their lack of intelligence.
stupid people shd just cease to exist.
rather than to annoy me for my whole life.
seriously.
cus people got me, got me questioning.
where are their brains..
--- vo ---
i'm so totally bored
suppta be doing PW right now,
just finished re-editting..
LLC really sucks la..
she fucking chose the PW grps for us.
i can faint in this group lor.
ughh.
anw. the whole of today is dedicated ter PW.
so we're supp ter do PW for many many hours.
it sucks. dismissal is at 1250. thats like..
more than 3 hrs 16 mins away.
sigh. im so fucked up right now. ugh.
--- vo ---
Monday, October 13
i'm bored.
some entertainment please.?
--- vo ---
went for some job interview thing aft school today.
with wendy marcus nel and evonne. or does it start with y?
anw. so i've got a job.. and. ya.
my money can go into my new hp funds. :)
--- vo ---
Sunday, October 12
 | The Big Five Personality Test | | Extroverted | |||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Introverted | |||||||||| | 38% | | Friendly | |||||||||| | 36% | | Aggressive | |||||||||||||||| | 64% | | Orderly | |||||||||| | 40% | | Disorderly | |||||||||||||| | 60% | | Relaxed | |||||||||| | 40% | | Emotional | |||||||||||||| | 60% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||||||| | 68% | | Practical | |||||||||| | 32% |
take test
--- vo ---
ooh. anw. this webpg is cool
as in. it has cool stuff..
deviant art
--- vo ---
i guess its a new template.. kinda bored with it tho..
doesnt rly make sense huh. haha.
mb cus i dint change much.?
jus the picture. and moved it stuff around..
am dunno how bored..
Moms bugging me ter study for my chinese.
its like. kinda early right,
next month ler. :|
boredboredbored..
sigh. school starts tmr..
aft such a nice break.
wonder if we'll have marking days..
hope so..
and i'm still bored.
hope tmr there'll be some new laughs.
--- vo ---
--- vo ---
Saturday, October 11
Went town ter catch Mexico today..
was not a bad show. haha.
anw. they pronounce mexico as me-hi-co. haha
CUTE.. :)
i could make the show better tho..
if Johny Depps character could be better off.. :)
anw. went home freaking early la.
oh wells. at least i watched my show..
--- vo ---
Friday, October 10
took some purity test here --> test
haha. i got 70.4%... go take it kk.
--- vo ---
finally finished typing tht lame letter for my bro.
haha. he's sucha slacker.
mmm. am envisioning another day watching Nick.
the channel for kids. haha.
:) i love it! :)
--- vo ---
ydae nights clubbing rly sucked.
hell. i only went for a short while.
downed only one and a half drink.?!
ughh..
Pauline Bella Peishan Marcus Wendy Serena went.
some of them couldnt get it the clubs or pubs.
bored.
today i spent a niceeeee day.. at home. alone! :)
haha.. even without using the net. :)
anw. i rly wanta get a tan.
are we still going on Sat??
--- vo ---
Wednesday, October 8
yippie yay!
deleted some past entries....
--- vo ---
i'm bored..
it's been raining lots since late morn..
sianned.
no sch for four more days. qte happy abt slping in.
i'm bored..
--- vo ---
whats with me.
i'm obsessed with lyrics.
realised tht the red-hot anger
has pretty much dissipated into some sorta numbed ache
of some sort. heh.
must be the love songs i'm listening ter right now..
loving me for me
People ask if I'm in love with you
Because I'm sitting here with your picture
And smiling to myself
I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you
My heart speaks before my mind thinks through
And I blush as I say yes
What a feeling of vulnerability coming over me
And I'm feeling weak and I can't speak
Never thought I'd give in so willingly to a human being
With abilities to set me free
Free, make me be me
Makes me want to say
Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss
I must admit it's a part of me
You please me, complete me, believe me
Like a melody
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof
We were meant to be
But the best quality thats hookin' me
Is that you're loving me for me
Is that you're loving me for me
People ask why I'm in love with you
Well, let me start by saying
You got my heart by just being who you are
And what we got is between me and you
It doesn't matter about the money I make
Or what I do, or that I'm a, huh, a star
Unconditionally you're there for me
Undeniably you inspire me, spiritually, so sweet
This is meaningful, is incredible, pleasurable, unforgettable
The way I feel, so sweet
Makes me want to say
Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss
I must admit it's a part of me
You please me, complete me, believe me
Like a melody
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof
We were meant to be
But the best quality thats hookin' me
Is that you're loving me for me
Is that you're loving me for me
Its so amazing how something so sweet
Has come and rearranged my life
I've been kissed by destiny
Oh, heaven came and saved me
An angel was placed at my feet
This isn't ordinary, he's loving me for me
Stripped of all make up, no need for fancy clothes
No cover ups, push ups
With him, I dont have to put on a show
He loves every freckle, every curve, every inch of my skin
Fulfilling me entirely, taking all of me in
He's real,he's honest, he's loving me for me
--- vo ---
Tuesday, October 7
You are Jack's "You have to find yourself a girl, mate ... you're not a eunuch, are you?" speech. You're quite a bit sex- crazed, and you assume that everyone else is as horny as you are. Get it on as soon as possible so that you can join the rest of us on Planet Earth ... I'm sure you'll have a good time doing so.
take quiz
did this quiz mainly cus of JD la.
whoo. he's so cute..
but suddenly.. he's so mainstream..
its irritating...
i think i'm sounding like Sara..
anw. now i think he's even cuter than Ben Affleck.
mainly cus Affleck looks damned ugly la.
haha. his eyes grew smaller or smth. eew.
and J Lo got prettier! haha.
and britney spears new song is so cute la.
kiddie pop agn. ahh.
anw.
--- vo ---
ooh. i just added my gbk signing thing here too.
dunno whats the point in tht..
but i just thot it was a novel idea!
haha.
i'm so boreedddddddd
--- vo ---
My exams like. officially ended.
hehh. somehow i dont exactly feel vv happy.
like.. normal..
Aft geog today,
went ter town with Momo Coco and Rebecca.
we watched 28 day later.
act its not bad. but i expected it ter be damned good..
so i was kinda let down..
wasnt scarey at all..
but Cand was vv freaked out before the show. haha.
dint wanna watch horror movies and stuff.
its a good show anw.
ooh. saw suzy also.
Aft tht went ter Borders.
slacked. then me and momo went ter shop,
and went ter heeren ter play bishi bashi! haha. i like. :)
had a dinner-ish tea at Graffiti Cafe.
yumm.
anw... my com's internet is gone.
and i dont know when its gonna be back.
am using my s3 bro's com right now.
it's all his fault tht my com has no net.
stupid idiot.
heh. hope tmr will be a better day..
--- vo ---
Monday, October 6
Last day of promos : 7th Oct.
just one more day.. :)
feel like watching qte alotta shows.
once a upon a time in mexico..
american pie the wedding
underworld..
28 days later...
wanna do soo many things.
go sentosa.
go clubbing.
go watch movies?
.. okay. so not so many things ter do..
but still i think i wanna go sentosa for two days..
my tan is fadingggg....
so many things ter do..
so lil time.. :/
so much ter study for geog..
urbanisation models
settlements
rocks and landforms.
hydrology..
population..
migration.
so many things ter study.
so lil time.
sigh. hope i can pass geog.. :(
suddenly.. i dont wanna fail..
but.. i still dont wanna study. sigh.
--- vo ---
I'm such a stupid piece of shit.
WH is open book exam,
and i left my book at home.
like how smart can i get la.
there goes my only hope of passing the yr ends.
ughh.
and i still hafta hear people ranting abt retaining.
screw this.
i shall start finding myself a job.
i'm sick of studying.
--- vo ---
Sunday, October 5
i read my Wuthering Heights! haha
can read my a&c later.
hope ter pass lit.. cus if i fail..
i'll fail this year. not tht i mind act. haha.
i'm gonna be without my maid aft 19th oct..
havent even found a new one yet..
argg. cant live without a maid.
sighhh. my mom's cooking is terrible.
she'd poison me..
--- vo ---
damn bored.
lit is boring. tried ter study ydae.
haha. failed. :|
i'm home alone now..
maid's gone and taken her leave again.
i have a tummy ache. not really tummy ache.
but just a constant ache on my lower right abdomen.
and more imptly,
i'm hungry.. bet if i was talking..
i'd be whining damn alot. and damn badly.
sighhh.
--- vo ---
Saturday, October 4
Man Us leading Birmingham now!
yayy!
kk. thts lame. anw.
Arse beat Liverpool.
i think it was a nice game,
cus no matter who wins, i'll be happy la.
i nv knew Birmingham was so good la.
as in. they're 4th place with a game in hand?!
and Newcastle is the 2nd last?! or isit 3rd?!
either way. its qte sad.
i used ter like them.. before man u.
--- vo ---
changed a new template.
well. not rly change la.
jus changed the arrangement and picture only.
hehh. so lazy.
kinda screwed up the pic tho.
dunno what happened ter lotsa photos.
i cut chuns szuyus and kw's photo out as well..
but it disappeared somewhere
in the process of editting the pic.
oh wells.
shall fix it when i'm bored again.
sigh.
i've no incentive ter study lit at all.
and i'm still holding on ter Momo's WH notebook.
how now brown cow.
--- vo ---
to wen
i cant sign your gbk.. so i'm leaving the link here ya??
Chelsea's involvement
they dint leave any names tho. :|
--- vo ---
Friday, October 3
had Econs exam today.
heh. qte lame la.
Mr Lee leaked the qns ter us ler..
but err. i still nv study. haha
but anw. i think its possible ter get 30 marks la.
Aft school came home ler.
These days my life seems sooo vv boring.
cant wait for the exams ter end. :)
Tuesday Tuesday Tuesdayyy!
--- vo ---
Wednesday, October 1
My template looks so tiny all of a sudden la.
Guess its cus i made it on my bro's com,
and his Resolution is 1072x768
mmm. anw, i dont think its messy!
hahaa. qte cute la..
Except.... the link's effect isnt rly what i had imagined.
:(
--- vo ---
Bored ter death..
Went for Econs Lect today.
Mr Lee was qte fierce at first la.
Had ter do this MCQ and DRQ during the lect..
Think almost my whole class failed la.
hahaa.
Aft tht went ter Delifrance ter eat lunch.
Got this butch who reminded me of Xinhui.
as in. their voice sounds vv alike la.
the hair also qte same.
mmm. but she's wayyy old.
haha. coool.
Vic forgot ter hand in her PW soft copy,
so she and Coco went back ter SA ter hand it in.
and I came home!.
--- vo ---
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