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Sunday, April 3

Random

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Wednesday, November 10

to a hopefully better place. ;)
btw, LINK ME NOW!

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Tuesday, November 9

The picture was too cute to resist!

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There's something wrong..

With the library's computer. It's taking me absolutely forever to load the LJ pages. Anyhow, I think I have to be going soon. I'm gonna cut in on Vic and Nel's consultation with Habibah even though I did nothing. The reading room is closed. That's like, horrible news because now I have to be at the library or enjoy no air-con (which is a disaster unto itself).

Okay. I'm awfully bored. Guess I'll quit trying to blog when I have obviously nothing to say. :/

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Monday, November 8

Story of my life.

I'm so bored. I have nothing to do until 9, which is when my tv show will come on. I'm beginning to feel like my schedule revolves around that of the TV stations. :/ That's not good right? But everyone's busy sticking the necks into books, and I figure I have not much choice huh.

I've received the first of my birthday presents. (presuming that I am going to get more) I want a birthday cake this year. Would you believe that I spent my last birthday without one?! I am extremely determined to cut my cake this year, even if it means buying one for myself. :/

I'm horribly annoyed with my computer. I want to use Photoshop, but my colours are whacked, so I can't open PS. It's so irritating. Argh. So I can't change my template (all my old ones simply do not appeal to me right now). How now brown cow?

I can't believe it. I am actually missing the days of Geraint Wong. :)

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Dubya!





:) That kinda made me smile. :)

Shall update this entry further in a while. Off to do something! :)

Each day is like melting into the next. There is absolutely no incentive to study or just to do anything. I hate school. And the stupid A levels. And I am changing back to an old template. This is getting a tad too boring. :)

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I don't like to sleep alone

It's sad to think some folks do...


I'm quite in love with Paul Anka. His songs leave wonderful visions in my head. :)

I spent a while at the computer reading past entries. And it has served to make me laugh a bit at myself, and be really amused with some of what I said, and amazed at things which came through. For eg.

love man u.
haha.
i think liv shd sell Kewell.
Kewell is good.

And guess where Kewell is right now? ;)

Oh yeah, I love Liv Tyler. (except as Arwen dammit) I think the name Liv is quite. :) Except it does remind me a bit of the horrid red clad merseyside.

Alright. I'm off to watch the game! :)

EDIT: Half time. God. What is everyone doing? Can they work as a team? Football is a team game. Stop your damned pursuits for personal glory! I think Keane is getting old. His tackles don't seem to do much damage anymore. :(

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Sunday, November 7

Oh God! Save me from stupidity!

Yesterday I posted this decently long post, but I deleted it because I was quite against the idea of fueling flames, but I was quite for the idea of retyping a post addressing the comment directed to me, which can be found here, after a 'stimulating' conversation.

I won't go into the itsy details, but I'm pretty sure that it is obvious that it is a flawed argument. Also, a supposed general entry can be found at Yvonne's blog. I'm not going to link it, but if you want to visit it, go to either Serena's, Angela's, Peishan's or Wendy's blog to link to Bong.

Firstly, everyone has their own definition of what is sexy. (or hotness, as she had put it) For me, how sexy a guy is is defined by his pecs, face and inches (okay, this is not a good measurement, because no guy goes around in his skivvies or in the buck). For ladies, it's usually just boobs and lovely miles and miles of legs (but I'm straight, straight, straight, and I'm not in denial). Intelligence is a huge turn on, and maybe looking intelligent qualifies too. Attitude can be a factor in determining an individual's sexiness, but character? Like, huh?! I mean, do you go, "oh my god. you're such a moral guy!! and that makes you so completely sexy!!" Like, what?!

Now, Viggo is sexy. As can be seen by my previous post, the Viggo Love Fest! :) He's not just sexy looks-wise (and whatever Daniel Tan thinks is quite irrelevant) he's a painter, poet, photographer. He's quite perfect. :) All the P's! God, I'm bored.

There are also many different kinds of whores. I think she's not whoring her body, but whoring her son. As in, she's over-using her son in order to get more votes.

Anyway, shan't launch into a full diatribe. This is getting old.


P.S. Just to stand up for fatty: (and directed to the honoured girlfriend)
Please have some originality and use your own lines next time.
And to point out something so painfully obvious - after directing a personal attack to me, you say in an entirely too bitchy manner (with one too many insinuations), that no offence was meant. Yeah right.

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Tonight, 12a.m., on ESPN.
Derby at Old Trafford.
:)

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Saturday, November 6

VIGGO LOVE FEST!!!

Because I was thinking about how wondrously perfect he is.. :)



he embodies Perfection,


he is Amazing,


He may be a little crazy,


But he's still the most wonderful person..



V is for Viggo

:)

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Pimples pimples, go away. Come again to another's face!

I went dress fitting today for my prom dress. I'm quite upset that she did something wrong. Like she made my dress shorter than it should be, so i'm not gonna be wearing my 3 in shoes. It's so annoying. I was looking for the low 1.5in M)phosis ones, but they didn't have anything nice. Someone please intro me some nice shops with nice shoes. And not too ex. My budget isn't like woah, 300 or anything.

After that, she bought 7610 for my bro, and I was teeming with jealousy in a nice way. After all, I do have a new phone. Okay, so anyway, I was jealous, and we went to the Pasta Cafe in Taka for lunch, and I wanted to treat my mom, but she said that it's alright. And I can treat her when we eat something cheaper next time. Like fast food in particular Mos Burger. (speaking of which, I saw KangWei at Mos today! Sorry Sara! It slipped my mind to remind her that she owes you 40!) Hah. I guess it shows how much cash she thinks I have. Which is not far from reality anyhow.

After that we bought my brother's grad night things. He's having his at Ritz. Such a lucky ass. Then we went down to Isetan Wisma so my mom could buy the SK II stuff. We spent forever there, and I felt so embarrassed because she kept asking the salesgirl what I could use. I mean, ah! Don't look at the pimples! I didn't put make up to head out today. Not one bit. I didn't even draw my eyebrows. Like wow right. But that's because I just got too fair for my makeup, so I asked my mom if she wanted to give my foundation away. I barely touched it. Okay, I did touch it quite a lot, but there's more than 3/4 left! And it was Elizabeth Arden, so I just asked if her collegues might want it or something. So my mom bought some facial stuffs for us, then I said I wanted foundation, so we went to Biotherm to get some stuff. And there we saw the facial series for Acne Prone skin so she bought that for me, and kept all the SK II for herself. And I got two different foundations, liquid and 2-way. But I said all this, for just one thing, if you spend more than I don't know how much, but I spent 200 odd, you get to be a member and they give you tonnes of free gifts because you joined. You get stuff like a lot of lip gloss, a bag, cleanser, lipstick, mascara, facial cream and blah blah blah. It was really alot!! So I'm like saying, go buy stuff there. I think their foundation is pretty good. Looks very natural. Yepp.

I can't blog on anymore, but it was a satisfying day. I went to Giordano too! Picked up 2 spag tops. Y'know the 14 dollar sort. :) I bought one black, so I can wear it to sleep without a bra, and one pink, because it looked so sweet!

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Friday, November 5

Fucker.

xiu: maia and syl should both be out. one looks like such a whore the others just an ah-beng who got lucky.
bong: And syl is so not an ah beng. Neither is Maia's a whore!! Maia is hot and you are not. Sylvester can sing and he rocks too. anw,just in case pple misunderstood again, i'm not trying to offend anyone. Just trying to defend pple i like =) Just in case.


i'm not trying to offend anyone
Ooops. You already did.

Maia is hot and you are not.
Sure. If you base 'hotness' on boob size alone.

There's just so little point in reiterating my points over and over again, I'm fairly certain where I stand on the remaining Idol wannabes is clear enough. And there is really little need to further substantiate my views. I think I'm being fairly decent about this all right now. I am sure I won't be for much longer.

The above so-called conversation was taken off Peishan's blog.

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Thursday, November 4

Singapore Idol

Sylvester was the worst performer. My goodness. He was like, eeeew. Olinda was like, phwoar! She's quite slim really. Anyway Marcus has like a gay friend. Okay. I'm dead bored. I wish Taufik would get knocked out. But I think it's a girl this time. There's always a balance between the guys and the girls. :/ So let it be Leandra. :)

Serena and Kexin came over around 3 plus, and she bought my a stuffed toy bone. Okay, it's more for my stinky, but yeah, she's so sweeeet! :) Thanks girlfriend! (Florence Lian's girlfriend just gives me chills, so I'm just trying to bug everyone else) Alright.

After the performance, I decided against taking a cab, and walked home from Mediacorp studios instead. By the time I got home, my legs were feeling so dead. They still are. :(

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Exchange of power. hmmmm.

Money is power. Sex is power. Therefore, getting money for sex is simply an exchange of power.
-Samantha Jones off SitC

This so reeks of Isabella, and when I read it, I was like.. hmmmm. ;)

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St Nicks.

Am having this conversation with marcus that left me wondering really, what am I going to study after the A levels (presuming I get into the University). I had sort of settled for Biz Ad and then Marketing in second year, but I realised also, that marketting has to be the most popular degree to get in Biz Ad. So I'm quite lost. Then we were talking, and I thought about teaching. I can't really imagine myself as a teacher, but I was thinking that it's a civil service job, which means job security for life. Meaning no retrenchments ever. To put in across in more local terms, iron rice bowl. And then that sounded good too. I'd do it, if I could get to teach in St. Nicks. But, what are the chances really. :(

On yesterday's (I don't remember!) news, there was this report on St. Nicks! It was really cute watching Helen Choo fumble with her lousy chinese. I was like laughing inside. Anyway, we have our own water bottle! Kinda cool right! As in, we somehow have our own mineral water being sold in school called life SpriNGS. Does it vaguely remind you of SyNerGiSe? ;) It's a St. Nicks thing. Anyway, it's really cute! I must go down to SNGS one day to pick one up. :) Anyway I saw Jiamin the realy ugly (ex?)gf of Moy Yen on TV. Can they not embarrass the school like that? :/

It's raining like crazy here right now. Seems quite a nice day to snuggle up and sleep..

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Damn.

If we can't win, let's at least try to laugh it off.. reminds me of the song.. smile while your heart is breaking.. :/

"You've heard Al Gore say he invented the internet. Well, if he was so smart, why do all the addresses begin with "W"?"

"If you don't stand for anything, you don't stand for anything!"

"I do remain confident in Linda. She'll make a fine labor secretary. From what I've read in the press accounts, she's perfectly qualified."

"Our enemies are innovative and resourceful, and so are we. They never stop thinking about new ways to harm our country and our people, and neither do we." (This is the best I think.)

and we misunderestimate him and blah blah blah. Okay, he's quite cute in a stupid way, but Kerry.. :(

GP today was quite alright I believe. As in, I don't know, hope I'll do better than GP mock. :) On a cheerier note, ManU beat Sparta Prague 4-1! Hah. Van the Man ROCKS BALLS!

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Wednesday, November 3

Nights are long

The fatboy was asking me, whether Bush had won or the other guy won. I had better force it into his head that it is Kerry and not 'the other guy'. Ohio is annoying. I like Florida better. Orlando is a place in Florida. ;)

Lian Choo sms-ed me good luck for the A's. That's kind of sweet of her. :)

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America Votes

I woke up at a horrendously early 6.30am this morning to catch the CNN's election day special. (because of the 13-hour difference here and New York, where CNN is broadcasting from) So anyway, I watched the TV for around one and a half hours before deciding that, since the polls were still open, I'd go back to catch some sleep. I woke up before 11 and stuck myself to the TV again. And I have watched news for oh my goodness almost 6 hours today, alternating between CNN, BBC and any other news station I could find on our the poor choices the local cable service provides. And I'm am really annoyed that after so long, there's no decisive projection and I am so tired and really want to go back to bed. :/

And I will, since from what I've garnered, unless Bush wins the Mid-western states, there will be no winner in the election race because Ohio's final results will depend on provisional ballots and the military votes. Since whether I glue my eyes to the TV or not, I'm still not going to know anything, I am just going to bed, and hope that when I wake up, Kerry's going to win. Okay, so I supported Bush just a while back, but I've reached the conclusion that morals is the one thing that should never be compromised. And since I support gay marriages and not the war, it's fairly clear I figure.

I'll have to be resting more today, since tomorrow is the beginning of the GCE A's. Alright.

Heading to dreamland.

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Tuesday, November 2

:)

I'm feeling doggone tired and sleepy. Nothing to say. Just, I was quite productive today.

*sleepy smile*

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I'm at the library

... Again. But does it matter where I am really?

Anyway, I came to school today to study. The bit about getting to use this computer is really just a bonus. A big bonus, yes. But still a bonus. And I will study later. I will. :)

Saw Smith just now, as in the teacher not the striker (oh how I wish it). Anyway he was so cute and sort of nagging me about why haven't I did any work and why haven't I went for his consultation. Anyway, he's too cute. I still wanna poke his belly. And this also reminds me of the horrible-ness of doing Literature as a subject. But really? Is is really necessary for us to memorise 6 silly books just for the exams? I think not. Anyway, I've already expressed the main idea of why I hate Lit in my older blog entry somewhere. So yeah.

Okay. It's heading to mid-week now, meaning, Champions League!! I won't get to watch the match because I have exams on Thursday. Yes, it sounds eerily soon. In fact it is. It's like, in less than 48 hours. Oh me, oh my.

Also, if you're looking at Eastern Standard Time (I think!!) or rather GMT -5.00, it's almost Election Day!!! Okay. Like, what's the point in saying this? Can anyone of us vote? No. So okay. Anyway, I've changed my mind again, and I'm a Kerry supporter now. Though I think it must be really sad if you were Bush, and you lost the elections. It's such an embarrassing thing to do. Moreover, both you AND your father were voted out of office after one term in office? It's like, the ultimate embarrassment. How can you wish this upon someone you've never met? Or known. Like personally. It's quite sad really, and probably why I supported Bush. But now, it's like Kerry!! And no amendment to the constitution regarding GAY marriages. Go Democrats!

Okay. I'm getting really bored. I think I may head out of the library soon. Go here and click on the November issue of Attitude and the one that says 'How Gay Are You' it's an article about Robbie and how out of a hundred points, he has like 2 million odd I think. :)

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; xiu
; 15-11
; ex-stnicholasgirl
; standrews-jc


; I didn't lose my mind
It was mine to give away
Couldn't stay
to watch me cry
You didn't have
the time
So I softly slip away


; this online journal is
mostly done in jest.
; Not to be take seriously


; I gave my all
But I think my all may
have been too much
'Cause Lord knows
we're not getting anywhere

Seems we're
always blowing
whatever we got going
And seems at times
With all we've got,
We haven't got a prayer


; ViggOrli
; Have faith


; I won't apologise
I justified your lies
Come find me
Tell them to me
Look me in the eyes.



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Bitter aftertaste:



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