changed my template!
looks plain...
have no idea if i've used this image before.
but. who cares?

haha. anw.
who's the muthafucker?
whenever i leave hostile posts,
i leave my name..
mm. and..
your opinion matters vv little to me.
haha.

I'm bored.
Went back ter school today..
With momo and coco.

Cldnt find miss D at first..
but found her ard 2 hrs ltr.
and she waited for us.
woahh. haha

Photocopied notes..
Spent like 8 bucks on notes. wth.
Then at the SC,
Vic went peeking into the Counsellors rm
and she saw Wayne on top of some girl..
as in. lying on top of some girl
scandalous!!
hahaa.

Dint get any studying done.
Sad case.

School ended early..
Came home straight..
Wanted ter go out ltr..
Belatedly realised tht i dint have money..

Nth Much ter blog also.

Penny for your thoughts now baby
Looks like the weight of the world's
On your shoulders now
I know you think you're going crazy
Just when it seems everything's
Gonna work itself out
They drive you right back down

And you said it ain't fair
That a man walks
When a bird can fly
We have to kick the ground
The stars kiss the sky
They say that spirits live
A man has to die
They promised us truth
Now they're giving us lies.

Gonna take a miracle to save us this time
And your savior has just left town
Gonna need a miracle
Cause it's all on the line
And I won't let you down
The river of your hope is flooding
And I know the dam is busted
If you need me, I'll come running
I won't let you down

You're looking for salvation
You thought that it'd be shining
Like an angel's light, well, the angel's left this nation
And salvation caught the last train out tonight
He lost one hell of a fight
He said I'm just one man, that's all I'll ever be
I never can be everything you wanted from me

I've got big plans, so big tht any blind man can see
I'm standing in the river now I'm drowning in the sea

Gonna take a miracle to save us this time
And your savior has just left town
Gonna need a miracle
Cause your heart's on the line
And your heartbeat is slowing down
Your feet are grounded still
You're reaching for the sky
You can let 'em clip your wings
Cause I believe that you can fly

Well, my eyes have seen the horror
Of the coming of the flood
I've driven deep the thorny crown
Into the soul of someone's son

Still I look you in the eye
Cause I believe the things I've thought
And I'll die without regret
For the wars that I have fought.

Gonna take a miracle to save you this time
And your savior has just left town
Gonna need a miracle,
Cause your heart's doing time
And your conscious is calling you out
It ain't all for nothing
Life ain't written in the sand
I know the tide is coming
But its time we made a stand

With a miracle

Keep downloading stuffs into my hp..
Thanks pat! for Giving me the webpg.
haha. My hp has like so much space!..

Anw. today had Prac Crit Exam..
Was super tough la. haha.
Aft school went Queensway with Momo and Coco.

Momo bought new shoes!
haha. like finally!
Cute shoes anw.. soo white! :)
She has small feet!

Aft tht went ter Macs..
Chatted a lil. then went home!

Somebody save me from boredommmmmm!

Went shopping aft sch today..
There was like absolutely nth ter buy.. :|
so obv dint buy ath. haha.

Aft tht had lunch at the Chatterbox.
which is the Cafe at Meritus.
mmm. the chicken rice is so yummy la.
and i have no idea who told me its 40 la.
what rubbish.
hahaa. its only 17. :)

Then went ter buy the cheese sticks
at Tio Glutton.
its soo yummy. haha. i'm sucha pig laa.
Bot a new bag..
dint get new clothes. yepps. :)

But I'm happy anw.
For unknown reasons. :)
I'm weird huhh.

Mmm. Got back Econs test..
Me and Vic failed la.
Cand tht bimbo passed. haha
and then Angela also failed..
When PS passed us Marc's test,
the paper was folded so cant see the marks.
then both of us were like saying,
"Fail, fail, fail, fail....."
then when we revealed the marks
we both like whooped. haha.

This is pretty pointless la.
But i blogged this cus i said i would.
:|
hahaa.

Just went out and had dinner with my parents.
Steamboat at some hawker centre.
mmm. not bad act. :)

Had PE..
Act Capts ball played with Rugby ball is fun!
haha. i think its cus
its like a new idea. a novelty.
Mmm. tmr's the last PE for the yr..
hope it'll be fun..

I still wanna play Softball.. :)
the rest of school was boring..
had a fire drill tho.
tht made me hafta leave my milo and fishballs
in the stupid classroom..

some o3a22 guy went missing tho.
heard he zao-ed school.
or smth. haha.

current music : What Dreams are Made of

I've got somewhere i belong
I've got somebody to love
This is what dreams are made of ++

:)
its so kiddy pop.
but so cute! haha.

Stayed awake for most part of school today. :)
Nth much happened..
Guess i shoud rly start studying for Promos..
Its starting next mon..
for GP and Chi..

Sigh.
But there's really no motivation..
Dunno. :|
Except i feel tht my mom wld be freaking upset
if i had ter retain.

++ wo yu jian ni
shi zui mei li de yi wai ++

Sianned. i did my Geog assignment.
Its just copying of the notes la,
but its like the most complete Geog work
I've ever done. haha.

My mom is soo nice ter me today,
must be cus she saw me doing my work..
This is like great motivation.
:) can go shopping agn on weds.
But not sure if i wanna go..
some Isetan cardholders sale.

Ugh. but my dad still sucks ter the core.

Just dl-ed Sunyanzis Yu Jian. its nice ler.
haha. i think its her only nice song.
:)
anw. Pat is amusing!

pattilicious is delicious!!! says:
abw my fren sed pretty girls n handsome guys got bad attitude.
thirtyone ** burn the motherfucker. says:
ya! i agree also!
pattilicious is delicious!!! says:
so frm today onwards im gona haf a damn bad attitude
pattilicious is delicious!!! says:
i haf a bad one k! rem hor.

++ You make sure that your financial decisions are safe and secure. You are wary of taking risks and are overly cautious that tends to let golden opportunities slip from your grasp!

++Having a lively and outgoing personality, you don't like to blend into the crowd and pity people that do. You take fashion trends to the EXTREME!

++You are aggressive in business, but tend to take the backseat when it comes to your personal life. You are more comfortable talking about work than relationships.

++You make sure that your possessions will boost your image, no matter whether it's a necessity or not. If one of your friends has it, you must have it as well.

++Business often takes priority to social occasions. You are aggressive in business, but tend to take the backseat when it comes to your personal life.

++You are a no-nonsense, practical person. You make sure that you are there when your friends need you, and like to solve their problems for them.


Woah.
This is from the quiz thts linked ter Suzy's blog..
i think its not vv correct la.
haha. but the possessions is qte true la.
i'm materialisticc! :/

My singnet connection is gone.. :(
now my house all the coms are connected by Starhub Cable.
Act its quite gd la. as in. cheaper!
cus there;s some "router"? thing
dunno how ter spell it also.
Budget budget!

Mmm. woke up late today..
kept on waking up and gg back ter slp,
then in the end too lazy ter go out..
was qte a bad motivation ter leave the hse also
haha. studying.

So i slpt my day away..
woke up at 11 plus. slpt til 2 then slpt agn til 3+
had lunch, then slpt ard 5.
woke up at 7 for dinner..
mmm. i'm sucha pig!

but its such a nice day for slping in! :)
looking at it rain outside,
then got the aircon blowing so comfy-ly
then got my nice nice blanket..
ahh. thts like heaven la.

haha. whatever xiu.

Bored bored bored.
School was boring..
the lit test was easy peasy
as expected..
i dunno why i even bothered ter ask for the qn..
even tho no one wanted ter tell me.
haha.

Sat with Cheryl and Amelia during the breaks.
of course included the normal bunch of people also,
they're vv funny,
haha. must sit tgt more..

During GP, Lianchoo asked the odd no. people
ter do some survey..
then me vic cand realised we were all even no.s
haha. next time PE we shd split the teams this way!

Anw, aft sch
me and vic went ter ikea for our swedish meatballs
we gobbled it down in less than 10 mins la.
we talked for quite a while..
then went home..

Tonight have alot of last episodes for shows i watch
vv saddening.
there wont be TV shows ter watch when i'm hm ler
i wanna watch my jap cartoon.. :/
some adaptation of Journey to the West.
its cute. :(

Btw, I'm not some manga freak k. haha.
or some weird Goth.

Damn sianned..
watching ch 8's 9pm show, Romance de Amour.
Quite lame la. super soap opera..
haha. but sad!!! :(
tmr's last ep i think.

Getting irritated with alot of stuff and people.
ughh.. everyones so damn freaking rude and everything.
like i did smth terribly wrong la.
urgh.

Came home rather early
but was resting..
took green slip ter zao lit..
Lianchoo dint wanna let Marcus go off at 11 plus,
said tht dentist is having lunch.
quite funny la.

went ter SC with Serena,
talked abit..
then walked outta sch with Marcus.

sigh.
beginning to rly feel nauseous.
mb its like bao4 ying4.

ohno ohno ohno
its like. the whole world wanna go ter Poly
if they dont make it this year.
ohno ohno ohno.
i dont like those people somemore.
ohno ohno ohno.
same poly somemore.

ohno.

I like this months period..
the flow is minimal! :)
i'm going nuts.
Blogging abt periods. haha.

++But nth comes for free
i've got everybodys' eyes on me
and this is where i have to be
and i wish you cld be here with me

All around the world
even tho i'm always on the road
and no matter where i go
Forever i'll be your girl++

cute song! haha

smtimes uncertainty is more beautiful..

Just got home from school.
vv early..
but i just dont feel well. sigh. :(
Today wasnt a nice day....

Played capts ball during pe,
with a rugby ball.
was qte interesting..
but i felt vv battered aft tht..
Marcus is like dunno how violent la.
he and Atikk whacked my neh.
then he also slapped me la.
and jabbed my tummy.

Then i fell down.
and twisted my ankle slightly..
so clumsy.

On my way home
it rained like crazy.
got caught in the rain.
sigh..

ooh. just noticed chan hui ying is on the newpaper! haha
17 yrs old.. dont know how ter iron.
sounds like such a spoilt brat... :)
even i know how ter iron! :)

Today was okay.
Wendy came back.
Lianchoo apologised ter me. haha. :)

Had a qte fun time in the SC.
We told stories from Bella's erotica.
Act, it was Atikk who read it aloud la.
Funny anw.

Econs test was easy peasy.
Mr Lee dint stay in the lib with us
So I copied like crazy.

Aft that had pe.
Mr Ho is nice! haha
He dint scold us for being late at all.
Still smile at us! Haha

Aft tht went ter catch turn left turn right
Haha its qte a nice show act.
Got some parts qte sad la.
Teared a lil.

Yeah! And I’m still into this new blogging style.
Hahaha. :)
Oh. and Sara,
the Hilary Duff thing,
haha. the song is cute!!!

First day of school. :|
tortuously long.
boring beyond words.

stupid Vic did her geog work,
and she dint send me,
had ter copy like a crazed woman today in sch.


dint understand the least bit of econs.
dont know how ter pass promos. :/
having the test tmr, hope i dont flunk badly.
shall try studying ltr.
-crossed fingers-
shall go get some well deserved rest soon.

nights to the world. :)
well.. an early nights anw.
by 7 hrs?!

new template btw.
dint chg much. just the picture.
cute right. :)

and such a nice new neat way of blogging.
:) kinda like it.
feels like a poem..

my house is rly boring the crap outta me.. :| sianned lorr. tried ter do geog just now. to no avail. must have lib research. so irritating. when i wanna try and do work also have some obstacles.? mmm. i hate school libraries. sa lib sucks la. havent seen one comic yet. :| vv boring one lorr. all those thick volumes of dusty books. ugh. i miss oi library!! haha. :)

i'm sooo damn bored. there goes my day of studying. :| feels like i've been neglecting my tv. haha. had my comp for the hols. sooo blissful. :) anw.. rly rly rly think tht beyonce knowles is vv hot. hahaa.. her songs are nice too. haha. :)

baby boy you stay on my mind
fulfill my fantasies
i think about you all the time
i see you in my dreams

baby boy not a day goes by
without my fantasies
i think about you all the time
i see you in my dreams

aah oh my baby's fly baby oh
yes no hurt me so good baby oh
i'm so wrapped up in your love let me go
let me breathe stay out my fantasies

picture us dancin real close
in a dark dark corner of a basement party
every time I close my eyes
it's like everyone left but you and me

in our own little world
the music is the sun
the dance floor becomes the sea
feels like true paradise to me

baby boy you stay on my mind
baby boy you are so damn fine
baby boy won't you be mine

1. Name: xiujuan.

2. If there were 3 wells (love, beauty, and creativity) and you could only drink from one of them, which one would you choose? err. love.?

3. Do you wish on stars? i thot its supp ter wish on a falling star? but i havent seen one. so. ya. no..

4. Which finger is your favorite? err. my middle finger i guess.? most usage.

5. What is the most disgusting food you've ever eaten? if its disgusting. like i will eat it la..

6. Would you kill someone? err. not someone.. but something.. yaa. like insects. and hopefully one day, i'll dare ter kill beetles and cockroaches. :)

7. When did you last cry? yesterday... i'm pms-ing right now..

8. If you were making a movie about yourself, who would play the lead? someone fabulously pretty! hhahaha

9. What TV show or movie title best describes your life? dunno also..

10. Do you like your handwriting? nono..

11. Who are you jealous of? err. lots.. haha.

12. What is your #1 priority in life? i dunno too.

13. What is your favorite lunch meat? dont know whats lunch meat. only know luncheon meat.. :|

14. Do you have any bad habits? tonnes....

15. Are you a friendly person? haha. i'd like ter think so.. but..

16. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? nahh. i think i'd hate me.

17. Are you a daredevil? eh.? depends on what la. but i dont think so la..

18. How big was the biggest mango you ever had? dont like fruits...

19. Have you ever told a secret that you swore you wouldn't repeat? hahaa. ya i did... who dint.

20. What do you think is the most attractive animated character? err. shd be those jap anime ones lor. all soo pretty and shuai. haha.

21. Do looks matter? ya. like duh.

22. Do you pray? not often. but got la.. aft all, i'm still in a religious school. :/

23. Have you ever met any1 famous? err. got. haha. sg stars, hk stars, and some singers i guess.

24. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? hell no.

25. What are your biggest fears? er.. when i start ter hu si luan xiang. tht totally freaks me out. dont think anyone'd understand though. its mainly guilt that overcomes my senses. scarey...

26. What do you do to vent anger? i vent it on everyone?

27. Are you passive or aggressive? haha. depends on what lor. more aggressive.

28. Who is your idol? err.. dunno.. ferguson? haha. its qte lame la. but i wanna be manager of man u. thts soo dumb. hha.

29. Who is your second family? er. dunno. the St Nicholas family! hahaha. kk. whatever myself.

30. Do you trust others easily? mm. qte i think. depends.

31. What was your favorite toy as a child? barbie?

32. What class in school do you think is totally useless? geog.

33. What is the punch-line to your favorite joke? ........

34. Do you like sappy love songs? ehh. yaa.

35. Do you think your life so far has been good? mmm.. i think things sorta go my way lotsa times. but. still. not as gd as i'd want it to..

36. Which was your best Halloween costume? dont celebrate Halloween..

37. Have you ever been on radio or television? nono..

38. Do you keep a diary? used ter.. couldnt remember ter write everyday.. so.. just hecked it.

39. Have you ever intentionally hurt another person? haha. like duhh.

41. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? yeaaa. :)

42. Are you an overall happy person? nahh..

43. Do you feel understood most of the time? mmm. nope.

44. Do you drink milk? milk is like water to me! :)

45. Would you rather have a sore throat or an upset stomach? sorethroat... upset stomach means constant visits ter the ladys.

46. Have you ever thought seriously about committing suicide? yaa. tried to also. but obv failed la.

47. What is the new saying that you've been using a lot? err. i dunno... as in. the phrase is not i dunno. its that i dunno what i use alot. geddit?

48. What time is it? 3.36

49. Do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer or in separate ones? obv separate la. how lame.

50. Did you pay money to see "Honey I Shrunk The Kids"? eh??

51. Would you rather be hot or cold? cold!!!

52. What is your favorite body type to cuddle with? mmm. a lil fatfat kind. haha. i dunno la.. like my stuffed toys laa.. nicer ter hug.. softer!

53. What was the best Christmas present you received? err. i dunno..

54. Could you be a vegetarian? yaa. bet i could even be those strict vegs. no eggs cheese.. or anything tht comes from animals... aft all. i love beans. and mushrooms. :)

55. What is ur favorite word to say when u think of something cool? err.. cool.?!

56. What band has the funniest name? ermm. have no idea. lotsa bands have funny names.

57. Would you ever bungee jump? hell yeah.

58. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? nono..

59. Who are your favorite white rappers? i think i only know one. :
60. Would you rather wear uniforms to school? i think when i dont wear sch u, i will wanna, but when i'm wearing.. like now, i wont wanna wear....

61. Have you ever given money to a needy person? umm. needy groups. ya lor. those CIP people.

62. What are you worried about right now? dunno also.

63. Do you ever wear overalls? used ter.

64. Do you think you are strong (emotionally)? hell no.

66. Do you hate anyone? ya..

67. Do you regret anything? mmm obv.

68. Have you ever been in love? i think so.

sianned. just realised tht i have piles of hw ter do. :| shall start tmr.! mmm... anyone knows what's the Geog work tht we're supp ter do. ? :(

damned sianned today.. went ter read thru my old blog entries... started at Jan, and felts pangs of loss by the time i was halfway through with the entries.. reminded me of people that have walked in and out of my life.. and someone who left an indelible mark.... so many poignant memories that faded away slowly with time, those tears we've cried, those times we laughed, bittersweet. sighh...

you think you're going nowhere
when you're walking down the street
acting like you just don't care
when life could be so sweet
why you wanna be like tht
as if there's nothing new
you're not fooling no one
you're not even fooling you


so walk a little slower
and open up your eyes
sometimes it's so hard to see
the good things passing by
there may never be a sign
no flashing neon light
telling you to make your move
or when the time is right


why not take a crazy chance
why not do a crazy dance
if you lose the moment,
you might lose a lot.
so why not, why not ?


you always dress in yellow,
when you want to dress in gold.
instead of listening to your heart,
you do just what you're told.
you keep waiting where you are
for what you'll never know.
let's just get into your car
and go baby go


oh, i could be the one for you
oh, maybe yes,maybe no.
it could be the thing to do,
all i'm saying is you got to let me know.


you'll never get to heaven,
or even to LA,
if you don't believe there's a way.


why not take a star from the sky ?
why not spread your wings and fly ?
it might take a little,
and it might take a lot.
but why not, why not?

i hope the man upstairs isnt mad at me
cus i have one of his angel's and shes here with me
each time i see her precious smile and she spreads her wings
it takes me to a place where love meets eternity

haha. nice song! :)

bored bored bored. went ter watch pirates today instead.. cus i felt like watching it agn. :) and johny depp is still so cute. haha. aft tht came hm slacked slpt then just woke up. haha. someone showed me some girls blog. super despo and loser lorr. haha. she said, i love shuai ges, i love flirting with shuai ges. shuai ges rock. haha. total despo nut.

pirates!
haha. the quiz is super obv. i just chose everything ter do with jack sparrow. haha..

today was nice for a while.. haha. watched pirates. and omg. johny depp is sooooo cute. haha. as in. droolsome.. hot.. adorable.. just not ugly. hahaa. his character in the show is super funny la. haha. soo himbo! then soo niang niang one. haha. but he's like qte manly so he doesnt look the least bit gay.. but soo cute. haha. shant sound soo despo. oh wells. mmm. and then went walking abit. no one told me we were supp ter have dinner out la. then i feel qte bad ter leave early.. so yaa.. no money but stayed ard.. ughh. regret it laa. was qte a bad day frm aft the movie.. :| was irritated with loadsa stuff and people and stuff. haha. dunno why i kp haha-ing also. anw. left town ard 9 i think. then came home lorr. ate my dinner.. came online. haha. shall bring my lil bro ter watch movie tmr! haha. what a nice big sis i am! hha :) and go shopping for my oth bro. haha. so responsible too! :)

mmm. damn sianned. surfed frens blogs a lil.. amd realised some people are rly qte jian la. -tsk dunno what ter say... also cant mention names. haiyorr.. :|

sianned. gonna leave soon.. sooo sianned. arghh. boredom is killing me :|

finally finished my stupid A & C. ughh. aft 4 hrs at the comp. its damn funny la. how lazy i am. went ter find new gbk template cus i think the one i made sucked.. mm. sooooo bored. anw. damn sianned la. SARS is back agn. cant imagine sticking the stupid thermometer in my mouth everyday.. sigh. hopefully its an isolated case. :)

sigh. smth's wrong with my tagboard. so removed it first. shall be back on when i have the time ter fix the prob. anws. just sign in my gbk first la. anyone who has ath ter say. thx wen for pointing tht out ter me. umm and congrats ter wendy! haha.

today was damn shit at the start laa. my bro finally managed woke me up at 930. like woahh. sch starts at 10. haha... then i rushed la. on the way out forgot ter remind vic abt bringing my sch shoes. then aft tht forgot my tie. and forgot ter flag my bus. sooo damn forgetful la. then took a cab and wasted half of my money for the day. :( aft tht had geog, and went for lunch at harbour frnt's food court. was qte funny la. cus. dunno how ter say. haha. the jokes! haha. umm. aft tht me cand marcus took the NEL. marc and i got out at dhoby ghaut la. then we wanted ter go ter town, but we forgot to look at which train we were getting on, then we realised we were at city hall. so we went ter suntec instead. and then we shopped for stuff, and then we bought the stuff, and we left ard 5 plus. yeahhh.. sianned day.. dint see many people ard, just shaun, the oi badminton guy. ohh also found out some interesting stuff tht me and vicc and cand can discuss abt!! haha.

this is my way to live

What about yours?

damn sian. been having a throbbing headache all day long. :( hope i'm not falling sick.. oh wells. went ter perm my hair, and now its freaking curly. damn gross la. cus tht idiot person dint perm the bottom half. the top half is like also permed. imagine. i look like a bloody 40-yr-old taitai la. argh. :( and its the worst perm i've ever seen on anyone at all. in fact, if one dint know better, one wld think tht i was born with flyaway hair. sigh. :(

mmm. damn sian. stupid sentosa had been cancelled. slacked at hm so far.. sighhh. sooo terribly lonely at home. with no one online. :| ughh,

mmm. nvm i chged the whole template. :|

chged my font size. hope its more readable. as in. chged my font as well. :|

woah. blogger is finally working but i cant type ath into tht blogging place. so i'm typing into notepad then copy and paste.

mmm today was qte sian la. went ter have lunch with my mom and dad, then went ter perm my hair. but it came out as unpermed. as in. like normal hair. super irritated then the woman just say i can go back and perm agn lor.. so sianned. another 2 hours wasted. :| kk. so anw. wanna go sentosa.. and dunno do wht else.

haha. :) i love holidays. the waking up late everyday! haha :)

mmm. today was boringgg.. haha. anw. its like. just went ter sch.. and went home. really boring day. amazingly i dont slp during any lessons cept for econs la. he tempted me you see. haha. i think he was talking to wendy.. smth like you can slp if you want, if you're not interested in my lesson, but dont disturb those who wanna listen. haha. so. ya. i was vvvvv tempted, and slpt vv happily tooo! :) and my bro finally chged his resolution ter the 1072 x 768. haha. so proud of him. anw. i dunno what else ter say ler. shall go watch more dvds tht my dad brot back from china. the eng subtitles are rly lame la. i rewatched some movie, and they called lady deathstrike - virtuous education or smth. haha. and logan is hoof. jean is also hoof. professor X is professer of expenditure or smth like tht. haha. its qte funny rly. mm. ya. today also had show and tell, haha. everyoen had smth ter say la. i did not la. soo paiseh i asked helen tan ter let me go last, haha. smart of me la. umm. yaa. and vicc was qte stupid. she anyhow choose a topic ter speak on then hai de wo kuai ku le. haha. shant elaborate too much, shoulder hurts badly.. cus fell again ydae. yaa. dunno what else ter say also. mm. :)

mmm. today was a sianned day.. dunno why also. but was just qte sian. qte slpy and everything. oh shit. dunno why i typing typing some porno web just poped up. err.haha. anw. was raining when reached sch. then i was wearin slippers at first la. then the moment i stepped outta the car i stepped into a puddle. and my slippers were damn sick la. then marcus wasnt wearing his tie. luckily we saw angela, and she helped up tk stuff frm wendy la. yepp. aft sch was borign. but vicc found ten bucks. hah. the two of us were like overjoyed la! haha. anw, sch was boring.. pw was crap la. i seriously think lianchoo is biased la. then during gp also got her pissed off attitude. haha. was qte funny la.she basically said smth tht we all knew, btu cant say la. ltr people get pissed with me agn. haha. its sooo whatever. then aft sch vicc pei-ed wo ter write my lit essay la. CA ma. cant be helped. haha. but we bitched for more than an hour la. then i finally got dwn ter writing. haha. qte fun! i mean funny! haha. yepps. if only got more people.. can bitch more! haha. :) aft we walked outta sch then at the bus stop we found this Jonathan Huang Weiwens file la. we were SOO damn nice la. walked back ter sa GO ter return it. haha our gd deed for the day! :) then we went hm la. fell aslp on the bus as usual. but it kept raining, then i kept having ter wake up and close the windows. then it wldnt close at first until i stood up ter close it. i'm so useless..i know. ahha. and i think it was qte paiseh also la. but heck! haha. :)

i can take you up ter heaven
and make the stars shine just for you
i can make the world stop
just for that moment when you loved me
if you'd just let me try

i can give you the world
paradise on a silver platter
i can kiss away your pain
and stay till you smiled again
if you'd just let me try

i cry myself to sleep each night,
and i dream of your lips on mine
but when i wake,
all i see is emptiness
i want to hold you and,
tell you its alright
but its so hard when
you're not by my side..

i can be your ray of light
the one who'd always be there,
i can be your one and only
and love you like you've never been loved before
if you'd just let me try

but i cant watch you cry
and do nothing
but i cant watch you sleep
in his embrace
but i cant watch you walk away
and never have the chance to ever say

i love you

mmm. awake far too early. dunno why i'm up so soon. school hol, and i'm actually planning on staying at home. haha. qte guai of me la. still feeling dumb.. been watching lame dvds all of ydae and today. sighh. smbody do smth interesting.. :(