BECAME FRIENDS OF THE EARLY THEORY; CLOSE ENOUGH TO SPEAK OF DESIRE AND PAIN OF ABSENCE

Thursday, September 30

Chris Rock

"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named Bush, Dick, and 'Colon'."

That's kinda cute! But I'm sure everyone knows who're these people are. But just in case, in order, Eminem, Tiger Woods, Yao Ming, Roger Fererer and George W. Bush, Dick Cheney and Colin Powell. :)

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Another quiz-like thing.

Okay, for this one, you're supposed to write stuff about me! and post it in the comments, alrighttttt.. Here's the questions..

  1. What's the first thing you noticed about me?
  2. What are the 3 things that come to mind when you think of me?
  3. What are 3 things you like about me?
  4. What are 3 things about me you wish you could change?
  5. What is the one characteristic that I possess that you wish you possessed?

Okay... I'm bored. Help to elevate my boredom okay? :) And tell me if you're posting this on your blog, so I can go and fill it for you too okay! (Whoever the 'you' is!)

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People I'd love to bed.

I've been at Rebecca's blog. (Candice's friend) And as it is universally-agreed, (or at least in my universe), she's a wonderful writer. Probably one of the best in SA. Anyway, she had this list of people she'd like to bed. So here's mine too! Let's continue this list! And she also has this wish, "i'm getting more & more determined to know a gay man before i turn 19)."

Okay, so her's was (people she'd WANT to bed), but mine can be a longer list right! :) (if they are heteros or bi's, that is) ;) a girl can hope!

1. Orlando Bloom (oops. isn't it obvious?)
2. Viggo Mortensen. (I don't care if i'm freakily young.) HUMOUR ME. (or i could watch them two go at it) ;)
The rest are in no particular order..
3. Robbie Williams
4. Colin Farrell
5. Andy Roddick
5. Lleyton Hewitt
6. Ewan McGregor (he's not cute imo, but have you heard what they said about.... ) ;)
7. Rupert Everett
8. Sean Bean
9. Eric Bana
Oh. Did anyone notice that there isn't a single chinese or even asian on the list? Let's try to rectify this.
10. The guy from da lao ai mei li that stupid show that I hoped was about gays, but really isn't. Yeah, I wouln't mind bedding the gay. The one with a very small mouth.
11. Gael Garcia Bernal. Ooops. Not asian.
12. Rio ferdinand.
13. David Beckham. (But just so I can make a million by telling it to everyone)
14. Jake Gylenhaal (I don't know how to spell his name!)
15. Gale Harold

Okay, I think that's it for now. Pass it on. Spread the word. Who's on your list?

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My computer sucks.

I'm really really displeased. My computer is so fast, I'm sure I saw at least 300 turtles go by. And it's so young and new, I'm sure that it must've been one of the first few ever made.

Marcus! Can you not see I said, DON'T comment in the chatterbox! It's obvious that you're not supposed to comment so everyone will know to not bother to check back! : I didn't get a new blog, but I changed the address, so I can keep my archives. I changed the blog add so that the blog won't be visible to certain people, just in case they might want to view it. If no one links it, in a way, it will be FRIENDS only. (Aren't you glad you're a friend?) Like how LiveJournal has that function. But Blogger doesn't. So, stop commenting in the chatterbox for a while at least!!

I think this template is cute.. But it takes a longer time to load than the previous template. : So, I don't know if the change is good. Anyway, no change is dull. :)

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New beginnings..

I've changed my blog add. No one probably knows where I've gone to if they go to saccharinesweetness.blogspot.com. Or they'll just be assuming I'm away from the com for a while. But it's really okay. There's no trouble to it. You can just ask it from me, and I'll give it to you. Usually.

If I don't, it's obvious it's you or 'you's whom I don't want to read my blog. :) Unless by some fluke, you chance upon this. Well, then, it's must me kismet.

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Wednesday, September 29

Horror Schmuck!

Today was a bit of a horror. I was tired, and tried to take a nice nap to feel more refreshed. But no. My crazy, overactive mind has to tell me that I am obviously understudying, and made me study in my sleep! Okay, not really studying. But I was dreaming about doing some maths for Econs. And I woke up feeling even more tired! It sucks! I'm gonna hafta try to like, get more sleep. I'm damn tired. :(

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Tuesday, September 28

ViggOrli!



Just because Vic said that she thinks they're gay.. TOO
;)

If anyone might wanna save the pic, it's damn big!! like, bigger than 1280x1024!!


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Monday, September 27

So much angst in this short life.

It can almost be said that I'm experiencing a semi deja vu. It's such a mess of emotions. Can you stop this? This horrible parody. This weak mimic. Doesn't it disgust you the least bit? It does to me. I almost feel like there's another me walking around in cyberspace. But of course, I feel more secure in where I am. There is a comfort, however slight, that I can safely say that I am firmly entrenched in this position of mine. And you, for all your attempts will, hopefully, and very probably, remain but a mere darkened spot on the ground. As a shadow is. Would you stop with this? this perhaps-slightly-unconcious imitation.

I don't know what to say to you. Nothing was clear, and nothing is clear. And everything that's been said and done, was with no clear motive or target for me. I am quite left in the dark, pondering on what is, and what is not. You apologised. But apologies for all the pride-swallowing it entails, is just an empty word. Does it bring any comfort? If your parent died, and someone were to say, I'm sorry for your loss, would you feel like your heart was more whole? Perhaps it is not the best example, but the idea is clear enough. And if you can face up to yourself, can you do so with us? What's been said has been unfair to all. But perhaps, nothing is irrepairable.

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School sucked ballls today.

I bought a Tshirt from ZARA today. It's cheap. Bought new earrings because the stupid DM screwed me over, (in the most non-literal sense possible) for having a short skirt, multiple earrings, long nails (they are NOT long. yours are just short), tinted hair (like real. I haven't done it in a year), insisted I was wearing foundation until I wiped my face with the disgusting paper from the toilet to prove that I'm not (if I were wearing foundation, you wouldn't be able to see my acne scars you nutcase). Anyway, I'm damn lazy to type anymore. God knows I've said enough of it in school today. She really needs to get hitched.

All the discipline mistresses I've known, are all old spinsters who have barbed tongues and voices louder than my music player going at full blast, and also shriller than Mariah Carey's high notes. Anyway, my advice for every student who has to endure any of these left-on-the-shelf chicks is, to look for a husband for them. That's if you can find one who enjoys being screamed at. But it's alright. There are masochistic men in this world.

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Sunday, September 26

Nothing much, just some blabber on ManUtd

I think Heinze kinda reminds me of Dave Wenham, or Faramir off LOTR. With a smaller nose. I like Boromir, or rather Sean Bean. I don't know. Maybe it's just me. Anyway, it's nice watching ManU with Rio! I think Rio is sexy. And he looks damn cute with an afro. I like Alan Smith too. And RVN. And now Heinze too. :)

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Me and the Elephant

I remember the day we had nothing to do
So we went down to the city zoo
Just to kill an hour or two
Out in the good sunshine
We had so much fun
We were glad that we came
Fed all the animals
And gave each a name
Didn't even mind when it started to rain
We had a real good time

Now that its over and you're far away
I miss you more with each passing day
And all my friends sympathise and say
You'll forget in time
Yes you will
Give yourself a little time

But it's already been over a year
Just in case you interested
You might like to hear
How everyone is doing down at the city zoo without you
Well the monkey forgot you
The hippo forgot you
And so did the kangaroo
But me and the elephant
We still remember you
Me and the elephant will never forget you

Well I called down an old friend
Trusted and true
Sought his advice as to what I should do
He said everything that reminds me of you
Would all have to go
So I burned all of your pictures
Except two or three
The one by my bed
And the one on my TV
And the one that I always carry with me everywhere I go

And today was so nice
And since I was in town
I thought I'd take the opportunity to go down
And see how everyone is down at the city zoo
And what's new
Well the rhino forgot you
The zebra forgot you
The polar bear and the tiger too
But me and the elephant we still remember you
Me and the elephant will never forget you


Such simple and yet poignant lyrics. :(

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And the day will come when hail falls from the sky,
And the Earth opens up to swallow Man,
But it will not be upon the ending of the world,
But the beginning of Life.

For Life must be borne of destruction,
And only through death,
Does the light of Life shine forth brighter,
And on the day when all falls down, there will be Life.

Do not fear the crumbling of earth below your feet,
Do not fear the heavens crashing upon your head,
Fear instead, fear itself.
For fear borne out of fear, is the simplest fear of all.

And after all that has passed,
There will be Light,
And there will be Life
Enough for all who have feared enough.

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Saturday, September 25

Hold me tight and hold me close

Didn't wanna sound too whiny, so I deleted the original post.

I borrowed this week's Channel U's magazine so I could know what's happening in the dramas which I watch. And it was so annoying, because after that I just casually flipped through the magazine. So when I saw the word GANDALF, I immediately halted, and turned back to see what was said. And guess what, one of the F.I.R idiots said that he envisioned himself as the Gandalf of the music industry. I'm like, huh?! You dumb idiot poser. My chinese is really getting rusty, but I think what I gathered was that he thinks that like Gandalf, he leads all the young ones on some kind of music quest. I'm like, no shit! As though he's very old! Plus, the members of the fellowship aren't particularly young either. Frodo, for all his baby blues in Peter Jackson's world is actually around 100 years old. Aragorn is 80 years old and so on.. Then I was like. what's wrong with this loser idiot of F.I.R. I mean, I can't insult him enough.

And the other guy in F.I.R, who for the life of me, I'll never remember any of their names long enough, thinks of himself as Peter Pan. I'm like. HUH?! His first thought was Legolas though. And I'm like Argh you idiots. Stupids. Dumbos. IDIOTS. I'm feeling so upset for Tolkien! Go and die you idiot Fairyland-In-Reality-blithering-fools. Argh. I'm so disgusted. And really, what on earth is with their names. UGhhh. And their music! My god, their singer can't sing for peanuts! They've become my most hated chinese musicians. GotohellyoudumbidiotsFIRandallyourequallydumbfans.

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Friday, September 24

I had laksa for dinner.

Am not feeling too well.
Have to get up sort of early tomorrow.
Took some meds, hope I'll be better later.
Not running a fever, but feeling so very weak,
And having a nagging headache.
My dad's not home.

I bought a new wallet.
That white and brown one that I liked,
And the one that we saw when we were shopping for PS's prez.
I'll try to lie down and rest this head of mine.

- Laterr

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Thursday, September 23

I've not much to say today, but it's the best day of the week. I finally managed to take an afternoon nap. I mean, sleep is the absolutely most important thing in my life right now. I crave it so much. Yepp. On a new note,

Happy Birthday Peishan

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Wednesday, September 22

AR 5.

Damn you Amelia Chia and Cheryl Wu. I hate you both for being right. It's no consolation that Colin and Christie are second. I hate the fat blackie. And I just found out that Reichen and Chip broke up. How sad. Today's such a day for bad news. I'm horribly upset.

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Tuesday, September 21

George Michael again..

That's all I wanted
Something special, something sacred

In your eyes
For just one moment
To be bold and naked
At your side
Sometimes I think that you'll never
Understand me
Maybe this time is forever
Say it can be

That's all you wanted
Something special, someone sacred
In your life
Just for one moment
To be warm and naked
At my side

Sometimes I think that you'll never
Understand me
But something tells me together
We'd be happy

That's all I wanted
But sometimes love can be mistaken
For a crime
That's all I wanted
Just to see my baby's
Blue eyed shine
This time I think that my lover
Understands me
If we have faith in each other
Then we can be strong

If you are the desert
I'll be the sea
If you ever hunger
Hunger for me
Whatever you ask for
That's what I'll be


So when you remember the ones who have lied
Who said that they cared
But then laughed as you cried
Beautiful Darling
Don't think of me

Because all I ever wanted
It's in your eyes baby, baby
And love can't lie, no.
My love is always tell me to.
Just hold on, hold on
I won't let you go, my baby

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Masochist.

Headed to town today. I went to pierce my ear again so it would hurt. And I liked the feeling of it hurting when I'm in bed. I'm a bit of a masochist this way. But somehow when I was just about to feel the metal tip press into my skin, the fear and trepidation just grew. And I grabbed Candice's hand. The lady's hand was wavering and she really took her time. And the unease just grew and grew, and my thoughts of the pain that would follow, became such that I believed that when the stud broke skin, I would scream. But when it finally did, it was just like, 'oh'. It wasn't a sound of pain, or relief. It was like, simply just a sound.

The things our mind does to us. Or my mind does to me. My ear is vaguely hurting. I like the dulled pain. I wish I pierced my right ear too.

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Monday, September 20

Tired

The road ahead is unclear,
Mist shrouds my view;
I've been walking so long in this daze,
And now I'm tired.

The path ahead is closed,
Barricades of disappointment obstruct my way;
I've been walking so long aimlessly,
And now I'm tired.

And I don't wanna walk anymore.

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*sigh*

Today was so upsetting.

No one's online to share my misery..

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Saturday, September 18

Dinner and soccer

I just had dinner out just now, and my belly is filled to the extent that I firmly believe that I look pregnant. Anyhow, the dinner was great, and it was to celebrate my parents' wedding anniversary. We had it at the Triple 3 buffet restaurant at Meritus Mandarin. It's in the South Wing level 5. And so, by giving you so many details, of course I'm trying to promote them, and ask everyone to try dining there. The interior design is rather quaint, it somewhat resembles and old english kitchen, and the food they serve is pretty good. There's a lot of beef though, so some buddhists might not want to go. My parents couldn't eat quite a few dishes. They serve a lot of sashimi, and for appetisers, there's a constant replenishing supply of oysters, mussels, clams, and prawns. They do serve lobster, but the lobster is baked with cheese. And you have to order it ala carte-buffet style of course. Their desert is pretty good, though nothing's spectacular about its ice cream. Head for either the individual chocolates or their fondue.

Yeah, that's about it. Anyway, I'm quite upset over Arsenal's match. I mean, they drew Bolton 2-2. And I only caught the last goal by Pedersen. Despite being a ManU fan, I still want Arsenal to win. Because I don't want Chelsea to have a chance to catch up. Yeah. On tuesday morning, ManUtd plays Liverpool, and Rio is backkkk! Yippie yay! Hope his return helps ManUtd in some form! But the main thing they have to do, is to sell Silvestre to whoever who might even want him. SIlvestre is a bungling idiot. He annoys any ManU supporter.

Okay, I'll be gone to watch more TV!

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Friday, September 17

Nothing much..

There's not much to say today, but there's a class blog.. I mean, like 03A22's blog. The link is somewhere to the right. If I haven't added you to the blog, please tell me your Blogger account's email, and I'd add you asap. This is particularly to Wendy, because I can't sms you or anything. :)

And my mood i svastly better than last night. For that, I am much thankful for.

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Thursday, September 16

what is wrong with singapore?!

What is wrong with the Singapore Idol judges?! Why on earth do they want to add singers to go back?! What is wrong with them?! I can't stand them. Ugh. Florence Lian is trying to be to Dick Lee what Paula is to Simon. And she's such a horrendous failure. Ugh. Douglas Oliviero is such a wannabe. What's with his act-cool name Douglas O?! ARGH. And what's with Ken Lim. Last I heard, he's called a sex symbol. Like. Huh?! I seriously think that whoever said that is blind. And Dick Lee. He gives such stupid comments. He is either saying that the contestants are so good, or they're not worth a penny. And I think he's gay. Not that it's a bad thing. But I think he is.

Beverly Morata or whatever her stupid name is, is disgusting. There's a reason why despite singing well, she still did not get in?! Because no one likes her! You dumbass judges. Simply put, she's not idol material. I mean, being an idol is more than just being a good singer. Obviously you have to look good. And she, so doesn't look good. Her hair was like, eeew, wet rebonded hair, that stuck to her fat face (which reminds me of a part of my life which I don't want to remember, but is out of the question). Her nose is like the Eiffel tower on a soccer field. Ugh. Plus she's so fat. I can't stand her. Especially when she cried last week when the judges praised her. What is wrong with her?! And then today, she jumped around so much, I was worried the stage might actually fall in. I can't stand her. And I don't care if this is such a biased opinion because she disgusts me so much, and i;m so worked up by the disgusting judges i want to scream. so i'm blogging now. and i;m also too lazy to use proper punctuation. arghhhhhh.

and what's with the judge's choice of maia? i mean, sure she's cute. but hello, you call what she did on the stage dancing? it was the most horrible parody of a dance. she was wriggling like a worm. like. what the hell was that dance? she ruined that song for beyonce. sylvester? he's such a beng. sure his pronunciation has taken such a leap forward, but, he still looks scary. like white skin with red hair. a bloody vamp. in the worst possible way. i'm so irritated.

i want my policeman, and shirin. and why pn earth are they having 12 finalists? it was ten for a reason you stupid cocksuckers. are you trying to be creative, so no one would call singapore just another cheap imitation of us again? well too bad. you made such a big mess with it. you deserve to be hung. ughhh. arggh. i can't stand it. i'm off to donald trump. and if troy or kuami doesn;t get out, because they have to be the sorriest asses on the show right now, i'm gonna burst. arghh.

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Orli!



:)

Isn't his smile so blinding? *melts to mush*

He's so cuuuute!

NEw photos. I'm quite inarticulate right now. Brain's a mess. from swooning.


I'm watching Singapore Idol right now. Shirin is sooo good. Her dress was a monstrosity though. It made her look like a dumpling. That isn't even edible. *grimace* But her voice was good! I think she looks horribly adorable with braces. Hope she gets in this time. I mean, the last time I voted, she still didn't get in. :/ Benjamin's a mess. I don't know what he's doing trying to mimic Maroon 5. Goodness.

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Wednesday, September 15

Amazing Race again..

I just watched the Amazing Race again! Luckily, Colin and Christie weren't eliminated even though they were the last. How lucky. Chip and Kim had effectively wasted their Yield, by yielding Colin and Christie. I wish the bowling moms would get kicked out. Hah. I hope I ruined the show for whoever who doesn't have cable, and can only watch the one that is showing on Ch 5 at 10. :) Chip and Kim are no. 1. Bowling moms are second. Brandon & Nicole are third, and Colin and Christie are last, but not eliminated! :) I decided to start supporting Colin and Christie. 'Cause he sounded damn cute when he said, 'Oh my god. I hate you!' :)

Tomorrow's the last day for papers! I don't want the prelims to end. I have to go back to school again. Ugh.

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Monday, September 13

There Are Places I Remember

There are places I remember all my life,
Though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain.
All these places have their moments
Of lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I loved them all.

And with all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these mem'ries lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
And I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them.
In my life I loved you more.

And I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them.
In my life I loved you more
In my life I loved you more.

- The Beatles.


I can't stop with lyrics. Maybe it's cause I can only run them through my mind, since I can't listen to any song on my computer. The stupid sound stuff (excuse my ignorance) is still spoilt. The ol' rundown needs to be replaced.

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Ooh. More fun. If it can be called fun..

Okay, I'm bored. And sleepy. I'd hate to have to go to school tomorrow. Anyway, I just wanted to rant about Hotmail. It sucks. I have so little memory space. And each time I check my mail, 2/3s of it is either junk mail, or sent to me by some moderators for some unimportant things. It's so annoying. Ugh. Plus, each time the email is sent with an accompanying link, and you click on it, there's this really ugly header on top of the webpage you're heading to view? So, anyway, I got myself a new email. The only probable reason I'm still keeping hotmail account is for my MSN messenger. Yeah. Did I mention I'm blogging through email now? I don't know how it works, or if it works. But, I'd just like to try it out! :) And hopefully this post will see the light of day.
 
My new email(s) is, glorfindelll@gmail.com So it's a corny looking email. It's taken off the Silmarillion. And LOTR.
I have more email addresses, which for some reason, I signed up for, but don't use half as much. Okay. That's it.


Do you Yahoo!?
Yahoo! Mail Address AutoComplete - You start. We finish.

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Sunday, September 12

Oooh, I'm a ducky.

Captain Quack Rubber Duck Quiz



I was watching the tennis open yesterday. Only managed to catch the first Men's semis before feeling too sleepy. Anyhow, the first 2 sets for the Hewitt-Johansson match were close, 6-4, 7-5, but Hewitt won the third set easisly, 6-3. I was yay-ing. I'm such a nut. Anyhow, ManU was disgusting. They drew 2-2, and the last gasp goal was a horrific mess. If I was a Bolton fan, I would feel so cheated of victory. But lucky (or unlucky) for me, I'm a ManUtd fan. :

Arsenal was, phwoar! Freddie was phwoar! Damn, I feel like such a traitor.

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Unto to the ending of the world..

Did it strike anyone that 3 years, and 3 hours ago, 2 planes flew into the World Trade Center buildings? It's as though time flew by, and 2002 and 2003 passed in a blink of an eye. I can still remember the replays of the planes crashes, the smoke, the debris, the people jumping out of the buildings in a bid to escape. God. Sometimes, it's still hard to process that it had all truly happened, because it is so much like a dream. A horrible nightmare. It awakened in everyone a fear. A fear that had lain
dormant for so long. The realisation that we've been too complacent, and that, nothing is absolute..

To all those who lost someone dear to them 3 years ago, for all that is worth, I bid you, my condolences.

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Saturday, September 11

Pictures of You

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel

Remembering
You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go

Remembering
You fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering
You how you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything

If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you


Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you


There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you



:(

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Boo!

EPL soccer night! So far, so good.
United leading 1-0.
(okay. fine. stupid shit. Bolton equalised.)
Newcastle's leading 2-0.
Chelsea drew.
Arse hasn't scored.
DAMN.
Bolton ruined the night for me.
It was offside!! You dumb nutcase of a ref.

Anyhow, I didn't catch Garfield. I watched The Terminal. It sucked. Okay, Tom Hanks was great. But the plot sort of fell flat for me. Watched the Next Big Thing today, it's Ch U's version of the Singapore Idol, with much more eyecandies. They can either sing, dance, act, or actually, anything. Anyhow, the winner struck me as completely talentless. So, it was such a flop. To me. I don't care if anyone really liked it.

Argh. ManUtd.. Don't do this to me again.. :(

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Friday, September 10

Random info...

I went shopping again yesterday.
It was quite fun.
I bought the jacket I wanted.
My mom offered to buy a nicer Levis one,
But I stupidly said the Zara one was alright.
Yeah, I feel stupid now.
Although there was just one thing I wanted, but didn't get.
But it's alright, I think I can save up for it soon.
It's really cute. It's a pink bag.. from Project Shop.

I have piles.
I dread going to the toilet everyday.

Gonna watch Garfield the Movie soon.
I'll be back to tell everyone how the movie went.
Hope it's cute.

Breaking apart ; 13:42
  (0) Pictures of You

--- vo ---

Tuesday, September 7

Photos that took me an hour to figure out.. :|

Justina's sendoff.

I just stupidly realised the pictures are very blurry. So I don't think anyone really wants the photos. And the last photo is crap. It was an old old photo of my hair, I don't know how it got there. Ignore it too.

Breaking apart ; 13:32
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--- vo ---

Monday, September 6

The One That You Love

I know you need a friend
Someone you can talk to
Who will understand what you're going through
When it comes to love
There's no easy answer
Only you can say what you're gonna do
I heard you on the phone
You took his number
Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon
Isn't he the guy
The guy who left you cryin'
Isn't the the one who made you blue
When you remember those nights in his arms
You know you've gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you going back to the one you love
Someone's gonna cry when they learn they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above

What you gonna say when he comes over
There's no easy way to see this through
All the broken dreams
All the disappointments

Oh girl --
What you gonna do
Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair
But still you've gotta make up your mind

-Glenn Frey

Breaking apart ; 15:01
  (1) Pictures of You

--- vo ---


All these words, they make no sense.

Caught Face yesterday.
And though it really wasn't bad,
I wouldn't advise anyone to watch it..
The plot is too obvious,
And it's like, you would be well aware of what's about to happen
At least 15 minutes before it happens.
So well, yeah, don't watch it if you want to be surprised.
It's not particularly scary either.
Just the typical ghastly women with
Long tangled black hair that covers their face.
And the fun part, the dead women all don't have long hair!
At least not half as long as the ghost's.

I keep waking up and falling asleep.
And I always get up before 12, because I must use the com.
I feel irritated, because I'm sleeping an average of 8 hours a day.
And I'm so sleepy.

Breaking apart ; 14:55
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--- vo ---

Saturday, September 4

If you smell something burning... It's my heart

The weather these days is a killer. I absolutely have no idea why it's so hot and rather humid. I wish it would rain everyday. Then I would have such incentive to stay abed all day. It's already September. In no time, it'll be October, then November. Goodness. Time takes forever to pass. I've been yearning for the end of November for ages. And it seems to still be an eternity away. Goodness. : After November, it's the end of school, and beginning of a wonderful break, from everything. I wish everything, would just speed up. Ugh. Plus, December always have nice cool rainy days. I wish I was living in a temperate country. :

But at least, I have a one week break. Which is good. Really. I mean, I can rest for one week, then start studying for prelims again. Why do I have to have a break in between the prelims? SA's school system is screwed.

Oh, there's gonna be international friendlies! More soccer. :) But none that looks promising to be a good match. I'd much rather have my EPL, thank you. (Even if it's to watch another painful performance by ManU)

Wen: The photos you're asking about, are they the ones from the airport? With Justina Tan? They're still in my camera. I'd transfer it, but my camera ran out of battery, and I'm just charging it. And I can't use the computer for long, because I'm having tuition in half a hour. Also, I won't be able to use the computer til at least monday. So I'll get it up asap, and post the link on the blog by next tues.


Breaking apart ; 15:24
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Thursday, September 2

Amaaaazing (G)Race.

I'm really bored. Anyhow, I just felt like blogging a bit about amazing race now. I'm damn happy that the last leg wasn't an elimination round, 'cause Brandon and Nicole got last. Anyhow it's quite upsetting for them, to want to do the fast forward, but not doing it the last minute, and making them fall so far behind. He's kinda wussy for not being able the make bricks at first, but well, he did it in the end. Both of them are pretty wonderful contestants, I mean, they are like, such sweet people. They look really God-fearing conservatives too. But it's all good. I like Brandon's hair.

Remember I blogged last week, about how Colin was an arse? He was alright this week. And I think some of them really have to stop being so stingy. Like Colin and Nicole. It's not really their money for Christ's sake. This is about last week's episode. I mean, Colin is really stubborn, and okay, so he had some form of reasonable excuse. But Nicole? Okay, it was just plain dumb.

If you didn't watch it, you can catch tonnes of replays on AXN. I don't know what time it shows on Ch 5, but it's on Weds. And there's an Amazing Race 6 that's about to premier on AXN, even before AR 5 is gonna end?! Like, huh? It's gonna be so messy. :| Was it Neo who said that there should be an AR All Stars? Yeah, I agree! They should invite Team Guido as well. Not because I like them, but because they make for good TV. I think Jerry Bruckheimer's either really lucky, or realy good. Or maybe a mix. It seems like everything he touches, is gold. Be it TV or on the big wide silver screen (words I grabbed from the ol' Bertie Higgin's song). Hah. I want the PotC dvd. Does anyone wanna buy it for me? Oh yeah, and I want Hidalgo's DVD.

Daniel had bad taste. He keeps condemning my taste, because he thinks Viggo is ugly. :| Anyhow, just because I want to Flaunt, I beat him hands down in Wheel of Fortune. I had almost 20 times the amount of money he got.

I think the word 'Flaunt' sounds nice. and looks good too.

Breaking apart ; 14:42
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--- vo ---


My Geog sucks balls, does yours too?

Geography today was a killer.
But it was all good.
I just know I'll be getting good improvement award..
I mean, I'll definitely get 20 marks or less again,
So how hard wld it be to do better for A's?
My geog sucks balls.

I started studying last night.
It's so stupid,
Because I was happily thinking I was studious,
And then the many breaks between the papers came along,
And went by so quickly.
:/
So I should study sometime soon.
Yepp, soon.

Breaking apart ; 14:05
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--- vo ---

Wednesday, September 1

The Masochism Tango

Changed my mind, as you can see, I'm still blogging...
Just some lyrics!

I ache for the touch of your lips, dear,
but much more for the touch of your whips, dear.
You can raise welts
like nobody else,
as we dance to the Masochism Tango.

Let our love be a flame, not an ember,
Say it's me that you want to dismember.
Blacken my eye,
Set fire to my tie,
as we dance to the Masochism Tango.

At your command
before you here I stand,
my heart is in my hand... Yuchhh.
It's here that I must be.
My heart entreats,
just hear those savage beats,
and go put on your cleats
and come and trample me.

Your heart is hard as stone or mahogany,
that's why I'm in such exquisite agony.
My soul is on fire,
It's aflame with desire,
which is why I perspire
when we tango.

You caught my nose
in your left castanet, love,
I can feel the pain yet, love,
every time I hear drums.
And I envy the rose
that you held in your teeth, love,
with the thorns underneath, love,
Sticking into your gums.

Your eyes cast a spell that bewitches.
The last time I needed twenty stitches
To sew up the gash
That you made with your lash,
As we danced to the Masochism Tango.

Bash in my brain,
and make me scream with pain,
then kick me once again,
and say we'll never part.
I know too well
I'm underneath your spell,
so, darling, if you smell
something burning, it's my heart.
Ooops! 'Scuse me.

Take your cigarette from its holder,
and burn your initials in my shoulder.
Fracture my spine,
and swear that you're mine,
as we dance to the Masochism Tango.

Anyway, it's a pretty corny sounding song. Go dl it. :)

Breaking apart ; 17:28
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--- vo ---


Quiz results! :)




Gah. I'm bored... I think I'll go back to bed, and snuggle into the pillows.
My connection seems to be here one moment, and breaks off the next.
Byeee..

Breaking apart ; 17:09
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--- vo ---


Some love is just a lie of the heart.

I'm home and I'm bored.
ManU bought Rooney.
It's good. I suppose.
But it's not so good that they buy a player that no other teams bid for,
Save Newcastle.
Anyhow, Ferdinand is coming back this month.
Happy Teachers' Day.
I have to start studying soon.
I haven't studied for Geog at all.
In fact I stopped studying since Econs paper. :

Shit. I'm bored.

Breaking apart ; 16:20
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--- vo ---







; xiu
; 15-11
; ex-stnicholasgirl
; standrews-jc


; I didn't lose my mind
It was mine to give away
Couldn't stay
to watch me cry
You didn't have
the time
So I softly slip away


; this online journal is
mostly done in jest.
; Not to be take seriously


; I gave my all
But I think my all may
have been too much
'Cause Lord knows
we're not getting anywhere

Seems we're
always blowing
whatever we got going
And seems at times
With all we've got,
We haven't got a prayer


; ViggOrli
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; I won't apologise
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