All I need is the air i breathe and to love you

i lost my watch...
my swatch skin.. did anyone see it by any chance.
must've been too loose, and maybe just slid off my wrist.
sighh.

LianChoo bought us breakfast today..
qte nice of her yea.
heh.

So I'm never gonna dance again,
the way I danced with you.

Today wasn't bad. haha.
In fact it was pretty good.
PE was pretty much of a farce..
but fun nonetheless...

Aft sch, headed down ter town with Marc,
walked around a lil,
met Vic at Heeren, where she bot part of Casan's present,
and Peishan bought a new bag..
mm. and. oh yea. i bought my mom a hp cover,
a bag like thing for myself..

We had an aboslutely delicious dinner,
ate at Chatterbox again,
ate the Chicken Rice! and drank french onion soup.
gahh. so delish!!
the bill came ter 60+ for the two of us.
my poor aching wallet...

I spent like 120+ today..
on practically nth. sighhh..

No one else comes close ter you,
no one makes me feel the way you do.

I've been paying too much attention to my other blog,
that I'm seriously neglecting this one..
At least I think I'm neglecting it..

In school right now,
Supposedly using the com for GP..
oh wells.

anw, i think the guy in my quiz results..below..
is kinda shuai..

borderline
the personatlity disorder quiz
take it!

everytime i try ter fly i fall,
without my wings i feel so small ;
i guess i need you baby

damn bored..
i hate having periods..
i'm damn bored with html.. :|

dread sch tmr... damn long day...
damnnnnnnn bored..
i'm seriously just blogging for the sake of blogging.
gahh.

changed the gfx..
:|

i can't breathe when you're around

school's been boring these days,
there should be more x-cty days..
the weekend's finally here..
but there's some chinese rubbish tmr,
hafta go ter school at 745.. siann.

i'm bored.. i slpt for 3 and half hours since i got home ler..
and i slpt in school agn..
i'm still sleepy..

anw, i realise these days, i don't sleep much in school..
it must be ame's and cheryl's good influence..
haha. cus it's in no way vic's influence.. haha.

i finally learned; but it was too late ; because you left

Had cross country today..
Was damn slack,
walked with Vic, Ame, Cheryl, Peishan..
Aft tht, ran a little when LianChoo chased us, caught up with Nel, Marms, Angela and Co.
drank from the Milo van..
and came home with Momo and Ps..
Slacked, bathed, then we bitched a little, or maybe a lot. heh.

Went towning aft tht,
Ame and Cheryl pangseh-ed us.
had Sakae buffet, but we ate barely more than the amount we paid..
rushed down for our movie aft an hour,
it kinda sucked la.
not worth it. don't watch Something's Gotta Give,
it was hilarious at the start,
but the humour in the show was insufficient to compensate for draggy show.
the plot developed far too slowly, and by the last half hour,
i was playing daidee on my hp..
heh.

aft tht we took neoprints and i trimmed my hair..
my ponytail's really pointy..

and we came home.
kinda fruitful yea?

too young, too fragile
they're so afraid of breaking you

keep me locked up, you think you're protecting me

i got this off some webpage online, it's written by an author, "FluffyUnbound". i like the way he/she thinks. heh.

" In some ways, when you adopt a policy of "self-policing" in response to government threats of "police yourself or else" the effect is worse than if you just took the punishment. If the government had tried to go forward with attempts to censor movies, as they threatened to do, at the time that the MPAA got started, they would have been laughed out of court. It would have been a tough fight for about 18 months.
Instead of having the stones to have the fight, Hollywood rolled over and sentenced itself to servitude FOREVER. The quest to obtain a PG-13 rating has certainly helped to ruin films. For the first few years of its existence, the ratings system may have helped a few daring films, as a certain segment of the public sought out films with certain ratings for the novelty of it. But since 1975 the effect has been negative. Films have steadily been better made in technical terms, but the soul has leeched out of them. There are many factors at play, and the MPAA is only one of them - but it IS one of them. And what makes it more upsetting is that IT HASN'T DONE WHAT IT WAS INTENDED TO DO. No one has been "saved" from the "corrupting" influence of movies. It makes me laugh that they think that they are insulating a nation of sexually active 15 year olds, half of whom either have kids themselves or have a neighbor 15 year old who does, from the sight of a tit. It also makes me laugh to think that 14 and 15 year olds made up a good part of the armies depicted in films about ancient warfare. Those 15 year olds were tough enough to see REAL arms get chopped off, but somehow our 15 year olds will be permanently disabled if they see a computer graphic with some red pixels. It's a gigantic crock. Our definition of childhood in 2004 America is historically, culturally, biologically, and developmentally absurd. Octavian took control of his adoptive father's legions and changed his name to Augustus, and politically outmaneuvered the most sophisticated men in the world, at an age where in America he would be considered too young and fragile to have a beer. "

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anw, i think, i'll get the DVD for Troy online instead of watching it ler.
lots of it's prob gonna get cut out anw,
and if i get it from sg,
i think tht the scenes will be cut out,
like qiangwei zhi lian, it was only a kiss and it got cut out.
heh. lame.

oh yea.
we played touch rug during PE..
SURPRISINGLY.. it was qte fun..
our class suddenly had alot of sprinters. haha.
and obv. i'm not one of them.

If I could watch the blood flow, then I'd savour the moment

(Casper, Wyoming) Anti-gay preacher Fred Phelps has announced intentions to erect a monument to Matthew Shepard the gay college student brutally murdered five years ago near Laramie.

But, the monument will be no memorial. Phelps says the monument would be 5 to 6 feet tall and made of marble or granite. It would bear a bronze plaque bearing the image of Shepard and have an inscription reading "MATTHEW SHEPARD, Entered Hell October 12, 1998, in Defiance of God's Warning: 'Thou shalt not lie with mankind as with womankind; it is abomination.' Leviticus 18:22."

To sign a petition against this, go here.

Sometimes I'd like ter break you, and drive you ter your knees;
At times I'd like ter break through and hold you endlessly

Vday was okay..
Out of Time is a good show.
i think everyone shd catch it.

happy valentines. :)

I don't know why I love you the way I do

Today was.. tiring..
School was just boring,
could barely keep my eyes open..
Aft school, went town with Chrys..
we shopped for Valentine's Day presents..
walked so much my legs felt tht they would crumble beneath my weight..
siannn..

oh.
and I met Szuyu..
and I just rememered, that Sab!
you still owe me ten from the "Class Gathering" at Wen's..
and Szuyu's ten bucks is still with Pat..
so Pat.. you owe me ten as well!
and. ter Neo Esta Chrys.. and..? don't remember..
you all owe Wen money for my bdae present!
it's been ages!!!

it's over now

Beyonce won FIVE Grammys...
i was like... WTF?!
She's O4's big winner.. haha.
followed by Outkast, and the deceased Cashes..
anw, Beyonce is hottt.
tho she.. dint look rly gd at the Grammys to me..
hehh.
Evanescence and JT won 2 awards each..
Christina Aguilera won 1..
No Doubt won 1.. :)
dunno abt the rest also..
memory ain't too goood..

would you laugh or would you walk away.

he opens up her heart for the world.
hears the mocking laughter.
hears them putting him down.
all he wants is acceptance.
is that so very hard.
yet, no one answers him.
he feels so broken and alone.
unwanted and misunderstood.

would you want ter come ter him.
with your open arms.
leading him into the warmth.
out of the cold.
bitter biting never-ending cutting remarks.
they don't seem to hurt him anymore.
that's because you are here.
and in this small haven you've built.
he can bloom.
like a beautiful rose in spring.
with your love,
he is complete.

i couldnt bear ter lose you again

tea chapter is fun!
we took qte a few corny photos..
as in those at our table..
Joy, Angela, Ser, Nel, Marc, Ame, and Cheryl..
oh and me too.
Vic.. you bimbo.. you shd have went!

ate so much tht i'm utterly bloated now..
siann.
tmr have PE..
so tiring..
gonna go Labrador PArk..
is tht how you spell it?
sighhhhhh

dont deny me

Flag day was uninteresting,
The reaction from the masses wasn't too good;
neither was their response.
Our bags for the donations were pitifully empty,
so I resorted to donating my own money,
as did Cand.
Cheryl, Ame, Vic, Cand and I were pretty much bored for the entire day..
Afterwards, Vic, Cand and I had dinner at Delifrance.

my parents wanna get another car...
so we're selling the odyssey?
i dunno how ter spell it.. the bigbig kinda car for 7 people..
and we're getting a smaller car..
sigh. i'm heartbroken..
i love the spacious leg room..

sexy naughty bitchy me

mm.
this started out as a valentines day template...
ended up looking.. a lil too unromantic looking i think

anw, finally.
a new template..!

:)

some new colours instead of tht ole black and white thing..

and i got rid of the words in the textbox of my gbk..
have no idea who's the person who keeps signing
without typing in a name or msg..
gahh.

better leave right now

i'm bored..
i love my computer..
altho it's a pretty shittty comp.
i'm bored...
just finished counting all my angpao money..
heh.. i'm only depositing 400 in my bank..
gah. my bank acct is pretty empty..

anw, i'm not getting my hp now..
my mom says wait til my dad's plan is up first then she get my a new one..
cause she says tht if i buy now then have no plan,
and i'd have ter pay like hundred+ more..
so. yea..

how sad..
i still hafta use my own money and pay for it.. so..
sad.......

Flag day tmr...
dont wanna go..

"All you need is love" is a lie;
cus we had love but you still said godbye

i'm super irritated with the thieves in SA la.
altho i have sorta no one ter blame but myself..
but still. it pisses me off ter no ends..
Tues i lost my Loreal Kids Shampoo, Dove Blue shower foam,
and my Elizabeth Arden facial cleanser,
today i went school and i found the Johnsons' Bedtime Baby bath gone!!!!
stupid idiot who stole it la.
it's so xiang

super irritated..
oops. i just remembered, Cand and I went ter A12 ter borrow a marker..
and when the unc chased us out i forgot ter return it.
heh..

with a taste of poison paradise, i'm addicted ter you

omg. britney looks damn hot in "Toxic"
the part where she's wearing practically nth.
she's soo damn pretty!
and the guy's cute too!!
in a droopy eye-d sorta way..

anw, does anyone have the new song by tata young??
"sexy naughty bitchy"
it's real catchy!
pls send me..

a lil too sexy

i'm bored bored bored..
i'm still full from lunch...
i ate super alot!
tmr's last day of new year!
angpao money.... here i come!