i need you
like water like breath like rain

sighh. new template... so pinky.. i like.. but still feeling kinda downn.. i dunno why.. :| mb its cus i've been cooped up all day.. :( been thinking too much. i hate ter think.. cus i jus end up torturing myself with unhappy tots.. if only i dont think so much.. i'd probably be happier today.. everything would be so different.. :(

sigh.. my dad jus told me and my bro abt smth terrible tt happened to his company's cleaning lady.. cus she's a cleaning lady right..? she doesnt make much money.. and in her whole like of working she has 100k of cpf savings.. then her son.. went ter tk drugs.. and hid drugs in his sisters house. hid 2 kg worth of drugs.. which is 2000gs.. which is damn alot.. and obv he has ter go ter court cus its like a death sentence? yaa. then she has ter pay for a lawyer.. which will cost her all her savings plus her cpf.. and when she has ter stop workin cus she gets too old.. she wont have any money? sigh. what an idiot son. he'll prob hang.. and her money will be wasted? but what choice does she have right... i mean... if she doesnt get a lawyer her son will still hang.. but.. its her son.. and.. ya. and she obv loves him tonnes. even when she knows tt trying will still make no difference.. she still has to.. because she loves him.. and she'll do anything to help.. even if it doesnt.. :( so frigging sad...
moral of the story: dont ever take drugs.. or possess them ya... you'll jus end up hurting people you love and love you. :( not to mention yourself..

guess my probs are miniscule compared to some peoples... mmm. hafta lighten up i guess.. :| things cld get worse.. sighh. but.. i cant help it i guess.. :(

ai guo de mei yi fen zhong

sighh. its almost 3.. but it sorta felt like eternity.. took a short nap ab i hr.. sighh.and had soo much time ter think abt stuff. i guess i've like chged a lil.. :| i mean.. i think in the past if i was pangsehed and i still wanted to go out but lacked the ability to do tt.. i wld be vv agitated and start complainin to everyone or smthh.. :( i guess.. its prob a gd chg? maybe? yaa. and tot abt lotsa oth stuff.. guess you've gotta be happy fer whatever you got.. and not grumble so much over what you lost. sighh. feels like my life is sorta more on track mb.. but memories jus flood ter my head whenever i do or stuff tt still remind me of... you. and i jus feel down again.. i guess i dont like you anymoer.. but i jus miss you.. and i know i'll nv find someone as swt and as nice ter me as you.. :| i dunno how ter say laa. everyone says to forget.. but there are things i dont ever wanna forget..? sigh. i'm sucha wishy washy person.. reminds me of charlie brown. er.. i'm dumb again.. :/

mmm. so siann.. got nth ter do todayy.. cus neo cant mk it. then all of us not meetin lerr. ARGH. goodness. i'm jus gonna ROT at home. ughh. :( so sad... i shd have had some friggin kinda backupp..
neo!!!!!! remember what you said last fri night? ughh. you pangsehed me two sats ler!!!!! :|

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every time i look at u baby i see smth new
tt takes me higher than before and makes me want u more
i dun wanna sleep tonight dreamins just a waste of time
when i look at what my lifes been comin to
i'm all about loving you
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sighh. mom jus said smth like if i go to tts for the dumb ligament thing.. then i hafta keep going back! :( i'm frigging sad now laa. almost tempted ter do my napfa ler. :( sighh. and like.. haiyorrr dunno la so sucky. newae dumb teacher called my mom again. and the part that peks me. is that she ALWAYS uses MY hp ter call my mom. like.. HELLO. use the sch fone la. hp more ex ler.. airheadd. ughh. sch today was nto bad.. dismissed at 1250! :) err. but had ter rush my stupid lit essay. then met szu at 145 like tt at lido.. went up ter buy movie tickets and saw ESTAA!!! :) haha. so happy le.. haha. like vv long nv see her.. we like ran and hugged each other.. haha qte paiseh aft tt. :) she was with cj people.. tavia and this max guy.. who like tav i supp. then this other girl.. sherry mb? yaa. err. then like dunno la. heck. err. then sat ard. wen and huat came qte late.. aft the show started.. then we went to watch what a girl wants. not too bad laa. not too nice either.. ahha. err. some parts i tot was kinda sad.. yaa. did i mention tt i was feelin damn extra.. cus the whole lido was full of cj people.. then got one me there.. one lone sa-er there.. ahah. :/ err. then aft tt went to gelares for waffles.. walked ard a whole lot and went home early.. altho it was early when i checked my hp.. i felt DAMN tired. haha. have no idea why!! haha. as in.. exhausted lerr. :) then come home bathe watch tv then ok ler. haha. i watch nick's kids choice awards. one of the lamest award shows i ever watched. read abit of a paper. and guess what. one article says. mb they're gonna mk a movie abt AVRIL LAVIGNEs sk8er boi song. ughh. i'm desacratin my blog!!! haha. umm. yaa. i cant imagine!! :|

haha. szuyuu!!! i love you a million swedish fish!!!

sch was sian todayy.. but had qte alot of free time.. as in for geog lect ms teo let us off earlier.. like.. almost half hr.. :) then umm ms d dint come sch todayy.. then mr lee let us go for the bball game so have no econs. haha. shuang la hor? except.. i was like caught by miss k today.. and got chased out of johnsmiths class. haha. how boringg. :) umm for the bball match it was damn suck cus we led hc all the way then last half dunno how they cock up.. and hc won us in the end.. like.. ERR. how sad.. hc won the bball doubles btw.. umm. then aft tt supp to do pw.. but sarah dint wanna and then cand also tired.. i also dun feel like.. so we cancelled it.. we're soo gonna get screwed by leelianchoo tmr.r. haha. umm. then umm. yaa. somehow kuek was there.. and we ended up havin dinner togetherr. walked ard tp abit aft tt.. yeah. and now. i'm home... sigh.. no more half day!! :(

also saw lotsa people todayy.. like.. ermm.. eeping was in aj's bball laa.. she dint play in the game ler.. its like qte amazingg.. haha. i tot she was goodd!! haha. umm then shujun was in hc bball team.. umm. saw jinjin.. alison.. jinjin.. err.. chrystle.. evita.. tho she dint see me.. tracy... omg.. she's damn chio in rj uniform lerr!!! really very pretty!! goodness.. haha. err.. dunno le laa. wenhui.. umm. dunno!! haha. we go and get class chalet k. as in 4d class chalet or smth alrite!! haha

watched the last episode of xiao bao yu kang xi.. sighh. so sad...... :(

wo xiang xin zhe fen ai ze me shuai ye shuai bu huai

mmm. went ta sch.. screwed up my test.. had pe.. dint do much.. went to the court to jus shoot hoops.. umm. then went ter bathe.. mmm. then umm.. slacked ard.. then my stupid bitch of a teacher told me one hr earlier tt we haf a stupid pw grp meetin. like.. wth. as if everyone so free to see her ahh. what crapp... then umm hurried down ter taka to meet dan.. we walked abt bot his cd then went to cine to meet wen and huat.. haha. then umm yah. cldnt watch bruce almighty cus there wasnt anymore seats./ argh. then we jus walked ard the whole dayy.. :/ haha and wen and huat were like permanently glued togetehr lorr. like chang and eng!! hahaha. umm. then umm. went home for dinner!! yepps. so guai of me horr. shit la. this stupid hp of mine have so much space.. but still can only store abt 180 msgs. shit fone.. :(

mou ge ren shi tian di gei ni de li wu
bu lun ju li you duo yuan
xiang ge duo jiu
yi bei zi yao bao hu
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ni de mei yi ju hua
dou shi wu ke qu dai
ai de wei zhi shu de ji he
jie guo you hao you huai
da an zui hou yi fen zhong cai jie kai
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ai de mei yi miao dou shi wu ke qu dai
wo men jing guo de yizie shi qing
chui zhe hui yi de feng

kuai le jiu ji gong chi zhi wai

umm. wenta schh.. slacked ard,, wanted to go to g.o. o ask for my jacket.. my my uniform today was kinda deplorable.. :/ not fit to go in g.o. cus i dint wanna get scolded? yeahh. shall go tmrr. :| sigh quite sad. i hope i find tt jacket of mine.. :( or shd i say daphnes.. :( sad lahh. nv do ath for pe.. kinda wanted to play games. but oh wells. then wenta canteen to sit ard.. boring lahh. then went to the bball court ler. played bridge then cab rach came then abby came.. played vball abitt.. then played some lame game.. sa vs ny. hahaa. abby and i won thru sheer jian-ness. haha. or maybe i was the jiannest.. kept spikingg. haha. vball like qte fun like tt lerr.. :) then dad came ter pick me up and i'm home noww!! :)

ohnoo. jus remembered tt on friday i lost daphnes jacket. the nike one. its like.. MY BELOVED. :( *sigh* and i forgot to check if anyone found it yett.. :( feel qte heartbroken ler.
haha suzy jus told me smth qte funny.. and abit amazin.. fio is in students council... HAHA. oops/ tts mean.. haha

mmm. at isabellas hse noww. my classmate.... err. like alotta my classmates are also here right noww. then umm. yahh. today went to raffles place aft sch.. walked ard alot.. then came ter isabellas hse liao. dint do anything much anw.. :| hope tmr there's some kinda plans... :/

shi nian zhi qian
wo bu ren shi ni ni bu shu yu wo
wo men hai shi yi yang pei zai yi ge mo sheng ren zuo you
zou guo jian jie shou xi de jie tou
shi nian zhi hou
wo men shi peng you hai ke yi wen rou
zhi shi na zhong wen rou zai ye zhao bu dao yong bao de li you
qing ren zui hou nan mian lun hui peng you

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mm. jus got jus got home todayy. sianned. kuek pangsehed me. :( umm woke up at 11..went to ps to watch bringing down the house. not bad lah. funny show. then walked ard town to dunno do what. bot a hairthing tho. its like dark dark silverr. cus dont have whit-ish color ones.. then dan went for trainin and the day went from bad to worse! i was feeling abandoned first. rach sab chuns like all left townn. then wen and huat came but i then i felt too bright. waited for kuek for abt 2 hrs. and she msged to say she cmi. wahsehh. then we went home lorr. now right. i think wen and huat looks quite pei!! hahaa. okayy.

ohh jus tot of smthh. hahaa. during the movie right. got his quite fat malay guy and gf sitting next to me lah. the fat guy was next to me. then i keep accidentally touching him during the show. argh,. so paiseh. then the theatre qte empty so i moved to sit on the other side of dan. argh. SO paiseh.. :(

nu ren du you de tian zhen wen rou de tian fen
yao liu gei zhen ai ni de ren

wah sehh. i think i'm damn fickle minded lorr. at first wanna do this.. wanna do tt.. then now i act feel like jus stayin at home. omg. whats wrong with me?! mmm. yeah. long story on why i dont feel like going lahh. guess i'll jus meet chrys for dinner lorr. :/ maybe.. maybe i wont.. argh. whats wrong with me.. :|

haha. oh yah. read rach's blog.. reminded me of rogue! hahaa. then sab is storm! haaha. what is wen? wolverine? hahaa. my dum comments shd like be ignored lahh. and rach say i'm lady deathstrike. haha. like.. WHY must i be the evil one.. :|

my mom took the keyboard away ydae. so shall blog for ydae and today too!

ydae
went to schh. errm. ydae was good!!! mr lee dint come then we were dismissed at 1410 instead of 450. haha!! yayy! then took my time to go home and everything.. went to ps ter meet wen huat sab yong.. then somehow jeremy popped up and zhiyang tooo. then rach came during the show. me and rach were like the scream team lor. we scream alot./ but i scream louder! haha. then yong zhiyang jeremy all soo irritating. huat abit lah. keep trying to scare us!! idiot. then aft tt j. and zhiyang went to cut hair. the rest of us went to bishan. walked rach to her bus and wait with her. then went back to meet them. went arcade.. then ltr went to eat at delifrance.. yepp. went homee. siann.

today
sch was boring. really cldnt keep myself away anymore. slpt too many times to count today. :/ then umm aft sch took bus to the bball court.. only wen and huat were there!? ltr made rcah and sab came down to pei wo! haha. err. then slacked ard then went home lerr.? yeahh. not in the blogging mood lerr. dunno whyy. :)

shall blog for ydae and todayy. umm yeahh.

ydae
went to sch.. stupid lee lian choo. go into class scold us for how long. then suddenly say she want our pw proposal by the eend of the lessons?! like wth.. geog teacher dint go schh..yayy! then my class had like four consecutive breaks lor. so good horr. hahaa. umm then went to starbucks with amelia cheryl cand and vic. yepp. cabbed to psa and back. the cab fare was super duper cheap lorr. umm then during pe was like qte boringg. as in likee. we dint do much.. me and candice played 2 on 1 with nel. and tt idiot tripped me and now i have a humongous baluku! :( aft sch went to bishan to see doc. but all closed.. then went to airport to meet suzy and weiyang. say meet at terminal one then in the end make me go to terminal 2 there to meet them.. they were like gonna do hw at bk.but in the end nv do much lahh. haha. then umm. suzy cldnt stay for dinner.. went to town to get chocobabies. umm then went to bishan to see doc. so cheap lor. only ten bucks! haha. then went to food court to have dinnerr/ aft tt walked a bit then went homee.. and my mom took my mouse away!! was alt tabbing the whole time!! :(

today
went to schh. had econs lect. kept dozing off.. then mrs tan kept waking me upp. yepp. then had pe. haha. i dun hafta do.. so shuang rightt. haha. watched people do.. shuang! next week their 2.4 summore. :/ yeahh. can slack and watch alsoo.. hahaa.. then umm was late for econs again. sighh. damn sianned. tmr's a cold dayy.. brrr! :) umm then had chinesee.. damn boringg. then had lit. even worse.. arghh. tmr suckks. got 3 periods of john smithh... i hate thurs lorr. it sucks like dunno whatt!!!!! :( end so late summore. dunno if i shd go watch them play ball or smth tmr.. SIGH. then umm. went to bishan to meet wen rach sab chuns and huat. rach wen me went ta cut our hairr. my hair like got no diff lah okay. except my fringe. its damn short noww. i'm heart brokenn.. :( then went to coffee bean to slack.. and went home.
and like huhh. i jus saw edwin ydae. and he jus outta the blue called me jus noww. huhh? last time sec 2 i nv even talked to him on fone before!! hahaa. and he grew tallerr. yahh. no longer shorter than mee...

mmm. went to sch.. forgot to bring th hw i did to sch. UGHH. so dum of me. yepp. got chased out of gp for not doing hw. she;s really a bitch mann. haha. umm. but i did my work and handed in ltr. she was qte nice abt it. and passed my gp essay. i think its graded.. so its good. i guess.. yepp/ then umm. had cl test. damn shit man all zhao ju and compre. umm then went to canteen with cand and vicc. then went reading room. i think i jus abt went crazy in there.. was doing dumb things like using eyeborw pencil to draw a smiley face on my nose.. dont ask me why i did tt. i dont know either. then aft tt went canteen again. they enlightened me tt there were like some class politics lor. i was absolutely totally oblivious to everything?! i hope nobody dislikes me right now.. it will be quite saddeningg. i think.. haha.

then went to suntec to meet chrys for xmen. haha. she was late.. hahaa. she permed her hairr. still soo chioo.. haha. walk with her rreallly damn zi bei mans. haha. the show was nicee. was qte sad when jean died. yeahh. shant say anymoree. the ending is like the matrix like tt.,. preparing us for the next show. haha. then umm. we walked ard... talked abit and yepp. went home. think its kinda weird cus its like before tt time we went out to have dinenr.. we like havent met up for ages.. then when we met.. its like we can still crap and etc. quite amazing lerrs. haha.

then when i was reachin hm. chuns called me. wahh. its like the first time i think i talked to her on the phone and we like talked for an hour. amazing. haha.

mmm. made only one new template todayy.. guess its cus i woke up late.. mm. feeling damnn tired still.. i wonder whats wrong.. why i feel so slpy recently.. haha. more slpy than usual. cant wait for the hols. tho there's block tests etc soon.. but i guess its okay lorr. mmm. yeahh. time like passes so fast lor. it doesnt feel like 8 weeks in jc.. somehow i dont really wanna leave to go poly if i can get in noww. weird huhh.

i dont know why i act the way i do

mmm. woke up at 3 plus todayy. havent done tt in ages. i kinda miss tt.. i mean.. waking up late in the aft.. sighh.. why did i hafta do well enough to get into sa?? so now i cant do the combi i want etc... SIGH. it sucks. like dunno whose business lor... :(


some days i sit, starin' out the window
watchin' this world pass me by
sometimes i think there's nothin' to live for
i almost break down and cry
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but then i see my baby
suddenly i'm not crazy
it all makes sense when i look into her eyes
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sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
everyone's leanin' on me
'cos sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
but then she comes back to me
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i act like shit don't phase me
inside it drives me crazy
my insecurities could eat me alive

ooh. and i think i'm amazed with myself today!! haha. i did some good work!!! and uncovered some stuf. soo proud of myselfff!!! haha

today was sianned..met kiak wen huat yong at orchard. rach and sab came ltr. chuns came even later. dunno when did the barker guys and yanling and max's fren reach lah, yah. umm slacked ard had lunch at taka. went arcade at heeren. played cards at lido... and then went to watch matrix.. its not as bad as sab says lah. its not bad.. really. the fighting scenes were really cool.. and yeahh. tho i dint really get evretink but i think tt its quite captivating.. if you interested in these kinda flicks that is. yepp. umm then after tt rach and sab and joel and kiak went home. oh and max tt girl fren also. then the rest of us went to forum to eat macs. yeahh. then ltr wen huat chuns yong went home.. walked around abit with max hanqing darren shaun and yanling.. they were quite bad to me.. :/ as usual. umm then went to borders. then i had to go home.. at least max redeemed himself for breaking his promise not to suan until midnight. by sending me to taxi stand i guess..

oh umm shall give credit where its due. weiyang drew the pictures if the animals tt are in my blog..

sianned. dont feel like blogging abt alex house. alot of dogs. tt;s all. and got this disgusting avril wannabe. wearing a tie with straightened hair covering half the face kind.. :/ yepp. dad fetched me there mom fetched me back. :)

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sitting by the window
singing songs of love
wishing you were here
becus the memory's not enough
wear my mask in silence
pretending i'm alright
if you cld see then you wld be
here standing by my side
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it may be hard to believe
but girl you're the only one i need
it may be hard along the way
its this feeling i get when blue skies turn to grey
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feels like i'm walking in the rain
i find myself trying to wash away the pain
cus i need you to give me some shelter
cus i'm fading away
and baby i'm walking in the rain
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every single hour
of every single day
i need to cry my eyes are dry
i cried my tears away
cant help but remember
how you made me feel
you dressed my soul and made me whole
you made me life complete
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if all we've said and done
remains the memories
of days when life was fun
but now when you are gone
i sit alone to watch
the setting of the sun
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woohooo. changed my template.. think its cute!! haha.. yeahh. jus came home from sch.. gonna go alex's hse soon. yepp. haha. sch was qte fun todayy.. umm cus mrs lee nv come sch then we have 3 free periods today! and only had geog lect and miss d's lesson. slacked away in the students center.. and there was this really cute tiny little kitten! ahh. absolutely adorable!! yepp. nice day! haha. hope ltr wont spoil it? yahh. sighh. this month my period is really damn irregular lor.. i mean the flow. SIGH. wonder whats wrong with me!! :| kk. shall go get ready now! yepps. :) and i love my hp!! haha. i feel so delirious!! haha. :)

damn shit lah. i blogged dunno how much then accidentally clicked back button. so damn shit. puii. ermm.. read other peoples blog lah.. highly recommended -- wens. sab doesnt blog very often rach only blogged once. and chuns typing like abit hard to read..
so.. basically.. today alot of us went.. wen rach chuns sab me. wilson huat yong joel roy hanqing shaun jasmine darren jeremy zhiyang max.. yah. um went seoul garden then pot black. then home.
but the happiest part today is that i got a new hp!!! haha. am damn happy.. nokia 7250.. :)

mmm. went sch rushed to be on time.. i RAN lor. haha. then umm. had pe.. dint do my run.. but i've gotta see a doc soon.. :/ then umm. yeah. sch ended at 130 slacked ard went home then went town.. umm. met wen chun huat joel in taka yoshinoya. then umm. went to buy yongs present. bot some mambo shirt for him. saw alex in topman.. scared me lor. i was looking in the mirror kiapping my hair then he suddenly appeared outta nowhwere. haha. then umm. walked ard town a bit mroe walked to heeren.. met yq and darren there.. somehow hanqing and jeremy appeared. went arcade.. played abit.. bot alex some hmv voucher thing. ten dollars only. quite cheapo. but not say i know him well or anything right. haha..then umm. wen and chuns wanted to go home.. huat and joel too.. then i went to walk ard with hanqing darren yq... then walked to meridien they wanted to go for dunno what lah. to see frens i guess.. then i dint know any of the guys there.. went to sit on a couch alone.. then hanqing sat too. the guys were like quite beng lorr. :/ umm went to starbucks. shaun came then went to walk ard abit. met this other guy at taka.. thwn went to yoshinoya again.. :/ then umm went home after tt. yepp :/

Congratulations, you are a natural brunette!
Intelligent, and very happy to point out the
idiotic actions of your less intelligent
(blonde) friends. So sometimes you're a bitch
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mmm. jus changed my gbk template to match my blog template.. they're like quite opposite-ish now!! haha. only in black one in white!! haha. sigh. so sad. white shaving my legs today.. i cut my thigh.. as in its qte a long cut.. compared to my previous cuts. argh. i shd have paid attn!! :( instead of reading comics and shave legs. ughh. :(

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hui dao shou xi de di fang
kan xi yang man man luo xia
na shi zui ai zuo zai di fang
ting ni shuo shuo hua
ni shuo wo men zai tian tang gai ge jia
you xin hua bu neng wan xiang
zong hui xiang qi ni de yuan wang
bu neng wei ni yuan de meng xiang
yi zhi fang zai wo xin shang
ying gai you ren wei ni yuan le ba
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wo de jian bang
ceng jing wei ni bian cheng tian tang
rang ni mang de xiao bu xiang ai zi yi yang
you xin wei ni jiu qi nei
dang chu xiang ai de chang
wo de xiong tang
ying wei ai ni bian cheng hai yang
bu ba da feng lang heng heng de da xia
zai qing xu tui chang hou
wei ai qing de qian gua
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bu bei shang
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mmm. today was boring.. as usual// umm. well. went to sch on time again! :) then umm. did pw.. seriously cldnt decide on a topic to do.. in the end we like chose holocaust.. HO-HUM.. its like ERR.. so interesting right.. i'm damn sarcas now lah.. in case no one can tell. umm yeahh. then had many lessons.. i dint slp much today.. so was quite shagged by the end of the day.. after pe was over went to the sc to slack with vic and candice.. we like told ghost stories to each other.. candice was so scared until like wanna cry and vic was a lil shaken but interested! ahaha. i was like.. normal!! haha. :/
then jus when i reached home.. i realised tt chrys was calling me.. ask me if i wanna go out.. omg. like. wth. if only i checked my hp earlier.. then i would have have went out?! super duper.. ERRR lorr.. hahaa. feeels soo idiot noww. :/ then we talked for abt an hour plus... haha. yepp. luckily huat returned me my headset.. if not my ear will be dunno how hot! tmr sch ends early!!! haha!!! happy! but i got econs test tmr.. so sad. :( on drq.. price d. and ped dd for pdt only!! haha. at least my teacher gave us clues!! :)

mmm. went to sch.. basically nth was of interest.. except i got chased out of class.. and everyone seems to know why i got chased out lorr.. so smart horr. :/ umm then my ct called my momm to complain. mmm. what an ass. then i was sitting alone in the sc [students center] for the whole period. SO lonely.. cldnt even slp.. :/ then umm. chinese time had to write this compo.. i still dont know what to write about!! what to do.. how!! :(
after sch went to wens place there and played daidee with rach chun and fren for a while.. then played vball.. was qte fun.. act more of funny.. but yahh. i played super lousily lah. kept messing up. then we went to ntuc.. then came back and their fren disappeared and sabb appeared! err. then played bridge then played vball again.. then ltr started raining then umm everyone went back.. but i waited cus i tot my daddy was gonna fetch me.. then ltr he said got traffic jam.. then like.. hafta wait half hr more.. then he say tk cab home myself.. but i toook a bus. mm. he still fetched me home from bishan mrt.. yepp. :/ got pe tmr.. i dont mind.. cus its not the 2.4 day... i hope its gonna be all games. jus realised tt for pe.. we sorta spend 20 mins chging and slacking 5-10 mins tking attndance 15-20 mins act doing anything.! hahaa.

omg. i jus did my geog hw. what has happened to me. sigh. i'm sucha mugger now.. compared to last time...?! when was the last time i did my hw.. my goodness. sigh. :/ gonna do chi ltr.. sigh. really damn disappointed in myself.. :( cant believe i did my work.. :| i seriously cant believe myself. newae.. my mommy said she wanna get a new hp and she's willing to give the new one to me and she'll tk my old one.. but MY dad said.. tt his daughter doesnt need a new hp.. what an ass.. :/ but anyways.. man utd won everton. 2-1 beckhams freekick was terrif. and van nistlerooy thru a penalty. he won the golden boot. umm. arse won.. my lunch berg scored twice! haaha.. kk. he's not mine. but yeah. liv lost too. tt makes me glad.. kk. shall go do my chinese noww.. :(

my new wishlist

x still a new hp.. preferably 7250 or 6100
x more money
x new com
x np to hurry accept me
x md
x a tv for myself. with scv included!
x to get over you. :)

mmm. damn sianned. man utd is losing 1-0.. arse is winning 1-0.. my heart is broken.. :( and henry scored.. so sad. why why whyy.. i wan van nistlerooy to get da golden boot! :( mms. but! on da brite side. chelsea's leading liverpool 2-1!!! yayy! :) tmr got sch. so sad.. i end reasonably early.. quite happy. :) and tmrs bag for sch is damn light.. :) only my file and pencil box.. :)

mmm. stayed at home all day.. and made four templates.. haha.. i think i must be damn free.. woke up early early today.. then made a template then ate then made 3 mroe templates. mmm. gonna do my hw noww... hope to come back ltr.. :) the other template is here.. template nvm. this is tt template.

mmm. new templates again.. here and here! and here!! yeahh!
did tt smartest kiddo test again! got 31... nice no!!! everyone go do also kk.. haha. dan is damn damn damn smart.. tt ass got 38!! :/ haha. so he said tt he was smart for a eleven yr old! haha.

go see this page... page! its qte not bad... except the medium is quite shit.. :/ yeahh. courtesy of weiyang.
and this page too page!.. courtesy of my constant searching for tests to take! got any nice tests must tell me okay! i only got 19!!! so stupid. my goodness. my gosh. my heavens!!!! :(

You're a novelty sign. You like to joke around,
and most likely are one of the intoxicated
college students, this sign is talking about.
You're the life of the party, and when you're
around, everyone has a good laugh.

take the test

mmm. new template! here!

mmm. woke up at 1245 today.. then watched spongebob and ginger on nickelodean then went to meet chrys in town.. she was a lil late so i bot smth for my mom first. then umm. i bot blizzard and she bot hotdog from orange julius and we walked to lido to watch movie.. met suzy and weiyang there.. tt idiot woman took dunno how long to go from downstairs kfc to the upstairs one.. then went to watch view from the top.. qte not bad lah.. haha. yepps. then umm. after tt walked ard aimlessly cus dint know what to do.. from lido walk to wisma then taka then heeren then cine.. finally chrys went to meet her cuz to go for family dinner... and i became a lamppost.. :| but nvm lah. cus called wen and she said they not eating dinner in town. what a liarr.. newaee.. then went to lips and i ordered oreo smoothie and my mashed potato.. but the potato wasnt so nice anymore.. :( so sad. then umm. suzy had to go home early.. then we walked to the bus stop.. umm. yahh. in the underpass saw wen rach and chuns. yeahh. then they pointed out to me the fact tt i alrdy knew.. eg. i was damn extra. haha. then umm yah went home!
ohh.. saw peisi today.. at first couldnt remember her name! how lame of me... then also saw weiling and fren and carmen.. and weiyang doesnt think tt chrystle kuek is chio!?!!?!!!!!!! he must pajiao lahh. damn pajiao! next thurs anybody wanna go watch cj play? maybe esta's acting!! :)

ahh. nex sat we go out k? as in. the 5 of us?! someone organise lah.. hurry!! haha

mmm. went to sch today. damn bored.. had TWO talks today. can die of boredom lor. :/ then had to use vics sweater to cover my legs so i wont zao geng. i hate this skirt.. :( then umm. ate dunno how many choco babys so delicious!! haha. had prawn mee in sch again. yummm.. then umm stayed awake for the whole geog lect.. the ms teo - geog teacher is so dammit biased against my class?! like wth. yahh. i copied alotta notes!! helped nel copy a lil too when he dozed off.. during lunch had spaghetti.. mm. then had miss d's lesson again. yah. her lessons like soo much more interesting than john smiths lor. :/ umm. then had gp then i went to vj to watch soccer match with candice and atikk?
umm went there then went to meet our frens lah. err. cand met denise frm my sec 2 class and ruxuann from interact.. err. then neo and esta came!! haha. ahh super long nv see esta.. wanted to run and hug her.. but decided tt it would be too paiseh.. haha. then ltr we had instant mee and milo for tea? yahh. then went to watch soccer but got nowhere to sit.. went to cantten in the end..sa sucks man. lost by two.. watched the second half which was boring by any means.. err. also saw dan at vj. neo asked me go her class bbq then say i can pretend to be dans gf.. then he say i'll be mighty lucky?!?! hahah. super duper dammit egoistical. also saw huixiang.. this rg bballer from long long ago.. she;s in vj.. not in rj! how amazing.. err then esta went back at six.. then i went back ard seven.. saw my neighbours ard there. the guy tt stays on the 8th floor and some other guy who stays in the area.. they were playing in the team lah. i think one was the capt.. 7 and 9.. yahh. saw the guys dad.. wanted to ask the father to tompang me home.. but nvm cus was too paiseh. then came home..

oh esta found one sa guy cute.. but i cant tell who?! haha. she said he's dark and not quite tall his hair is maybe gelled.. ERRRR.. like wth. its alot of people lor. ahaha

mmm. today was sian. sch sucked. as usual.. mmm. had four consecutive periods of lit. ughh. stayed awake for john smith and miss d.. but dosed off a lil during mona chew's lesson. she really sucks man. finished sch at 410 went down to town.... the cab fare was SOO damn cheap. SO GOOD! haha. only 5 bucks leh. not bad ah! haha. then umm. went to lido.. and wen sab huat yong wilson were there then shaun hanqing darren and yanling were at another table.. then later jeremy came then rach came.. the 6 of us squeezed and shared one table! no bad right. then umm rach and sab went to get their selfridge neclace thing. reminds me! my poor necklace. i hope its fixable.. :( then umm walked ard a lil then went home..
come home immediately had to rush to go out for dinner. dint even bathe lor.. jus threw on some spag and skirt roughly put on make up and took a sweater and zaoed liao.. but dinner not bad lah. yahh. i love CLAMS! ate two types today!! haha. super nice lor.. :) ate at turf city.. cus my daddy loves seafood.. then i loved the prawns too.. i dint touch crab at all.. err.. and the scallops thing was soo nice!!! ahh. i'm drooling!!! -slurps-'
oh jus tot of smth!! is bringing down the house nice?? cus today ziyang said it was damn ncie then alex also said its nice... okayy.. maybe the reviews were wrong.. :/

okayy.. today was a short and nice day in sch.. except for pe and detention.. argh. i cldnt do my inclined pull ups again!!! why lydat!! :( so now i'm in the inclined pull ups club! lame right. and during pe played captains ball... i felt super violated lorr.. ughh. dont wanna explain online! urghh. but i still feel violated!! then had detention.. had to spend one hour plus sitting straight cannot lean on table cannot use hp cannot slp cannot read cannot do hw.. basically jus sit and stare. my god. i was god knows how bored. ughh..

then went to bball court to meet them. mmm. watched them play.. read 8 days and newpaper.. then sab and rach came... then played vball.. my arms feel kinda sore right now.. :( but the blood vessels nv burst.. haha i guess it means that i know how to play vball! as in.. i think rach and sab shd get it lah. their fren and them and burst blood vessels.. etc. i dunno what crap am i talking lor. ugh. then roy came qte late.. then chuns came even later.. she went to sa to watch rugby. my sch beat nyjc 6-1.. not bad lah. went to have dinner but roy dint go along.. then ate at the coffeshop.. had fish soup. i really wanna go back to st nicks for yu pian leh. can someone organise it?? i wanna eat!!! -droools- i'm going overboard here... :/

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some say it wasn’t worth the things we went through
i say it ain’t worth losing you
i hope you know how much you’ve changed all our my lives life
someday you’ll see
if only through heaven’s eyes
-

You are Rogue!

you are sexy and strong willed, and able to take on
just about anyone. you long for a serious
relationship, but whenever you begin to get
close to someone things always seem to take
turns for the worse. but you have dealt with
this lack of closeness with an almost constant
flirtacious behavior.

mmm. still feeling damnit tired. mmm. slpt during first period chinese and kept dozing off during 2nd period pw lect. slpt thru 3rd period lit.. slpt again during 4th period geog. my gosh. i'm SUCH a pig... played netball during pe.. haha not bad leh. my team won the other team 3-1.. and candice and i scored 3 for our team? hahaa. its like some kinda st nicks thing. i'm being damn lame.. ERR..

after tt went to joels house.. i was kinda stinky but still very zi-dong-ly lied on his bed and i think i kinda made his bolster reek of sweat! yucks right. sorry! umm. watched some dumb show tt i dunno the name of.. a show tt joel named bodegas or smth. it was super duper lame lor. err. then ltr joel went to meet his sis at bishan and i went to meet chrystle at orchard.

met her at taka.. she saw lotsa ex stnicks people in town including szuyu.. but i dint see a single one except her?! eh szuyu. you dont always be so busy mah.. when are you free?? haha. woah. havent seen kuek in ages lorr. haha she still as pretty.. ermm. then we walked ard abit went to breeks to eat.. her first time there.. my second.. we ate beef bolognaise and she drank spirte and i drank coke.. cheap lah. only 12 bucks. not bad summore. go eat! haha. the staff there are frenly too!! after tt we went to heeren to take neoprints.. yahh.. then we were damn unprepared-ish.. and ended up lookin damn funny. haha but she still damn chio lah.. and so smart! haha. feel so damn zi bei! hahaa. my day not bad ah?

mmm. damn shagged. sigh. i hate sch life. if only i was sick like some people and i wldnt hafta go to school for a few days! if only.. if only!!!!!!!!! :(

if i had to run,
if i haf to crawl,
if i had to swim a hundred rivers
jus to climb a thousand walls
always know i'll get to you..
cus dere's no place dat far..

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

this is quite bad.. :/ i'm worse than saraa! oh noo.. :( but at least i'm not banished to the 9th level i guess.. :(

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love
i see forever in your eyes
i can see heaven in your smile
and when i hold you close
i don't want to let go
because deep in my soul i know girl
that you are the only light i see
your love means everything to me
i promise that we'll never part
cus you'll always be near here in my heart
-
if the sun shld refuse to rise
and the moon
doesn't hang in the night
the tides won't change
seasons rearrange
when the world is thru
i will still love you
-
girl
you're like an angel from above
sent here to shower me with your love
hold me beneath your wings
tell me all of the things
all the hopes and the dreams we can share
cus i'll be your shelter from the storm
i'll be the fire that keeps you warm
i'll be your light in the dark
cus you'll always be near
here in my heart
-
if anything could last forever
it's what i feel for you
tts what i feel for you
oh baby
you touch my heart in ways
tt words could never say
tts why I'll always love you

mmm. this song somehow reminds me of calvin. as in. long long ago. anderson one. xinhuis fren. but newae. the lyrics are nice.. and this song is not supp to for him lah. its kinda obv who's it for right. :(

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do you ever ask about me?
do your friends still tell you what to do?
every time the phone rings,
do you wish it was me calling you?
do you still feel the same?
or has time put out the flame?
i miss you
is everything okay?
-

mmm. went to sch for lousy pokk talk todayy then went to aljunied my old hse cus my class the band went there jamming.. me and candice were like dunno how extra lorr. then i went all the way back to queensway to meet rach chun sab huat and jeremy.. yeahh. then huat jeremy went to arcade.. sab and i went to buy shirts to go.. but the arcade was seriously damn patheitc lor. can die man.. its dunno how small lor. then wen came.. we went to ikea.. saw the peiling and this bung from sabs class on the way.. jus realised tt qte alot of cj and ny people also go to queensway.. i wonder why.. :/
then went to bugis. but jeremy went home then rach and sabba too. then walked ard bugis a lil then went food court cus i felt like eating food court food.. yeahh. after eating i fell aslp.. i'm sucha pig! then chrystle pangsehed me.. and evita wasnt going to go for the justina thing so i also nv go lor. i think right. i ALWAYS get pangseh-ed by all the chiobus. tt time esta also nv go back stnicks. pangseh me too! suzy lah. esta lah. even kuek! omg.. why!!!
mm. then i went to town.. but the whole time tt i was there.. i was alone.. but on the fone lah. so not so bad. talk to kuek for a while. caught up abit... yeahh. umm. then went home for dinner. and the moment i reached home i heard my dad say. STUPID GOAL. my heart like broke shattered cracked like dunno what. i tot man u lost lor.. scare me! but how can the champs lose right! then i watched van nistlerooy score two more. i think he's damn onform today.. then went to bathe.. then come out saw van nistlerooy score another! he's good!! i think he can turn damn fast for someone so big lor! amazingg.. wo de ou xiang!

hnnn. feels a lil sad noww.. cus was jus reading and deleting msges in my hp.. and realised tt its super hard for people in different schs to get together.. sighh. so sad. ughh. its like so sucky. i wish i applied for poly last time liao. then now dont hafta be worryin abt whether the poly will want me.. idiot lorr. sigh. feeling so lost noww. :/ dreading school tmr.. bet it will be damn tough on my tiny brain. ughh. :(

siann.. rotted at home the whole day and dint do any hw.. but i did it all ydae night. sigh. feel so bored.. -ughh- but its not so bad cus learnt smth new today! yeahh. dled qte alot of stuff into my com.. made new template too!! -->here<--

arghh. damn irritated.. whats gone is like gone. disappeared. poof! why must dwell on it. or think abt it.. or whatever. idiot.. now i hope i dont get into ngeeann poly. idiot. damn chldish immature and god knows what else lor.

guess i'll stay at home the whole day now. no ones gonna go out with me i guess. szuyu! your fault again. SIGH. but yahh. i dun feel irritated with you at all.. cus i love you too much! haha. i wonder how i managed to cheer myself up jus by talking to myself. sigh.. act not really cheered up. aiyah. i'm going crazy. my bro jus went out! my bro! its like.. how often does he go out.. argh. and he went out. and me? where am i?! at home. my god. i'm getting super ji dong. :(

aching to see the sun again
aching to see your eyes to see how they shine
they make this world a better place
aching to see you smile again
aching to hear you laugh and say I'm not dreaming
when you caress my hair
your touch so warm and gentle baby
then i can see true happiness at last

if you would be my girlfriend
then i would be in heaven
then i could do anything
i'd stand on my head and sing
if you were my girl

i wish i could feel your lips right now
wish i could let my hand
glide through your hair
i wish i could softly hold your hand
i wish i could tell you every dream
i wish i could tell you everything that I feel
i wish i could tell you that
i need you here to kiss me baby
if only i cld get my self to say

if you would be my girlfriend
then i would be in heaven
then i could do anything
id stand on my head and sing
if you were my girl

there are so many beautiful girls in the world
but there's only one girl tt i want
and Ii've chosen today that I can't ever stay
unless i can stay here with you